my daily thoughts

4-2-05

wow, its been a really long time, if you're trying to find out whats going on in my life check these sites out..... XANGA

myspace

6-21-04

hey everyone, its been quite a long ass time, not as long as the last break but, guess what, i fucked your mom. thats all for now.

2-24-04

what the fuck happend to me updating this thing? lol i've got a life thats what happend, i'm too busy out working and having fun to be on the damn internet. blbulbulbulbulbu

7-20-03

about my last update, its friggin wrong, this year has gone to shit. Its been a while since i've updated, so i wont even go into the reasons why this year has sucked so bad, b/c there's too many of em. anyways. i'll update again sooner or later......cao

1-21-03

holy shiat, its been 5 months exactly since i've updated, happy new years! well the first 2 weeks were great, the only thing good to happen in the past week or so is that Alex moved back since the last time i've updated. i stubbed my fucking toe the other night, it still hurts, one of my friends just got knocked up , my life is wreckless, and i dont care, my ex girlfreind expects me to confort her in her break up between her and her boyfriend, yeah the one she dumped me for.... can i say NO! personally i dont care. anyhow, now another one of my friends is moving and my life is a great big circle of SHIT.

8-21-02

ok yeah its been a while since i last updated but what can i say? i still hate all tony's, anyhow. one of my best friends Alex, has just moved to florida. (i miss you man) and alot of other drama has happend. all i can say to everyone is that you are all lucky i cant afford to move otherwise i would have done what alex did, which was GET THE FUCK OUT OF NC, i'm jealous of him, he is lucky. but i'm happy for him b/c he got to get out. anyhow, steven, man i miss hanging out with you, and now you moved to clayton, that is royal ass. my quiting of smoking is going ok, i still smoke a little bit, but not a pack a day anymore. Shannon, you are insane but i love ya. Mariel thank you for always being my shoulder, i'm sorry i havent been around much, but we can change that. Raessa, you are a wonderful person i love you to death. Dre, whats up my brother stay white you honkey you! Krista, i love you so much, i'm always here for you, Corey, you're nuts. Sarah- you're so, um normal, heh heh, Kristen, stay weird yo.....dont be normal! And to Tony.........YOU'RE A DEAD MAN!

2-20-02

allright, i've had about enough of the bullshit, my heart has been broken quite enough in my lifetime. fuck love. As Manson fans would say "we hate love, we love hate" fuck blood i wanna see some lungs coughed up. also, to add on to the list of names i dont like.for instance how i said "K" is a bad letter, well lets consider the name "Tony" to be in that category, fuck some tony's, all of the Tony's i know, i dislike, with good reasoning to it. But i'm going to consider the name Tony worse than the letter K, just for my own personal reasons. until next time, stay white..

1-22-02

taken from a friend of mine's buddy info

That's it....no more girlfriends....I'll get a puppy. Even though the "love" they give is actually a stimulus-response which is much greater around the sound of an electric can opener, I'll let myself be fooled. And besides, better that than get fooled by a girl anyway. In the previous sentence, just replace "electric can opener" with "cash register" and you'll see my point. In a guy's case, replace it with "naked boobies". People who take pleasure from pointing out the shortcomings of others are probably real big into S&M in bed. My point: If a girl tells you that you're wrong, tell them to spank you for it. You might get laid.

-name witheld

1-06-02

Happy FUCKING NEW YEARS, yeah right. you know what i realized today...? if i knew what i now know, back when i was 17, what would i do different? well when i pointed the loaded gun at my head and then moved it away, instead if i knew then what i now know , i would have pulled the trigger when it was pointing at my fucking skull, but dont worry (not that anyone would anyhow) i'm not going to kill myself, i just wish i had back then, and saved alot of people a lot of grief.

12-27-01

I figured out something tonight, all of The biggest Heart-breakers in my life have names that start with the letter "K",- middle school: Kelly, -High school: Kate,Kristen,- Tech school: Kate, - And the newest addition: Krista. I just need to keep myself away from getting involved with anyone who's name starts with "K" i'll only end up crying. also, some of the biggest assholes i have met have "k" names, Kevin, Kyle, Keith... the list of reasons why K is bad goes on and on...for instance KKK...... but anyhow i just thought i'd share my little thought with everyone.

g'day -andy

12-19-01

sorry its been so long, but here i am, another night, crying myself to sleep

11-27-01

I got a new tattoo today! Its Sponge Bob Square Pants smoking a "cigar" wink. yeah, i cant believe i got it. its insane that i would permanently put an image of sponge bob on my body. oh well its cool now, thats all that matters right? Anyhow, i'm still missing krista, but i'm starting to get my shit together so i can talk to her, i miss her so much though i dont want to get hurt by talking to her too soon and not be able to want to be with her, b/c i do, but anyhow, i hope everyone else is doing okay. well talk to you later peace out.

11-23-01

well apparently God is playing a really fucked up game with me, and i dont know what i did to deserve it.well if you havent guessed yet, krista broke up with me today, and i havent felt this alone since a month or so ago when i started thinking about my friend that died a year ago. but as always i have to be strong and survive , and i will. but i just want to say this, i will always love you krista,and i'll always be your friend, just give me some time ok? i love you.

11-22-01

all i'm going to ask is , what kind of sick sick joke/game was God playing when he put me on this planet?

11-18-01

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!

DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!

DON'T GIVE A SHIT!

DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

(And don't you fuckin judge me)

-Slipknot

Hey , i'm not in the best of moods right now, i worked my ass off this week. just got home from work at like 2-230. I didnt get to see my girlfriend i'm feeling rather foul towards everything, my mind is all crammed up i cant stop thinking, not sure about what, just my mind keeps busy enough to drive me nuts.i dont know what i'm doing. i feel like taking a vacation from everything and just dissapearing for a while. but that wont happen. i wish i could. :( anyhow i just wanted to say that i dont want any of my friends to get me anything for christmas seeing how i was promised things for my birthday and never got them, what was that like a month and a few days ago? the only people who got me anything was my girlfriend, my parents, my sister and amber, not one thing from any of my closest friends. hell even my girlfriend's friend Joanne bought me a beer. well just to let everyone know, please dont bother getting me anything for christmas. i dont want anything. thanks

andy

11-9-01

just wanted to say that i'm done with all of my community service, and to say hey to my girl Krista,

andy

11-8-01

Dear Santa,

Listen here you fat bearded bitch, this is the shit i want and if i dont get it, i'll come to the north pole and stick that damn candy cane pole so far up your ass that mrs. claus will think you're on viagra. Ok asswipe, i want A playstation 2, a BMW Z3 midnight blue convertable (automatic), i want all my stolen cd's back, or some gift certificates to Best Buy or Waves or some shit. I want your mom to stop calling me. oh yeah, and tell rudolph to lay off the Cocaine, no wonder his nose glows like a mother fucker. anyhow back to the list, i want some mad cash yo, lots of "G's" , a new computer, I want any ICP stuff you can get your fat fuckin hands on, I want the Marilyn Manson book "Long hard road out of Hell" , and a goat, if i dont get this shit, i'mma bust yo ass open like a fuckin pinata. Yeah you know it bitch, all yo fat floppy jelly shit will be splattered all over the fuckin white christmas.

peace out

andy

10-27-01

ok, yeah its been almost a year since i did any daily thoughts on here, so i decided to try it again. ok, i'm working at a movie theatre, been there since like march or april, i'm going out with Krista, starting Sept 11 ,2001, the same day those damn towel heads fucked up NY. I'm 21 now as of Oct 8th, so you can guess i've been drinking! the fair was great this year, i actually rode shit this time and played a game, i won a butterfly for my wonderful girlfriend. I also now own the van that i've been driving for like 3 years or so. but other than that i dont know what to write, b/c its been so long .I just want to Put a quick shout out to my wonderful girlfriend Krista, I love you baby!

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