I really hate you
You're under me
I really want you
But I could never have you
You're under me
And you forgot that I'm in control
And you forgot who owns your soul
Please won't you help me
make sense of what I said I'd never be
so don't lay this down on me
I am the demon inside of you, I am the demon inside of you
Why don't you just lie right down in the hole where i put you, tucked in tight with the fear
I gave you,
don't you try to escape from me, I didn't tell you to get up, so sit back down and get what's coming to you,
step on the glass and shatter it too, just like my heart that
you broke in two, I'm only half a man
'BLOODSHOT'
Thinking about you, for the last hundred days
Dreaming about you, so don't push me away
And I've been searching for you
Please tell me your love is true
And I've been missing your touch
My eyes are bloodshot and numb...bloodshot...bloodshot
Bloodshot, Bloodshot, don't you fuck with me
Bloodshot, Bloodshot, don't you fuck with her
Bloodshot, Bloodshot, don't you fuck with me
Bloodshot, Bloodshot...
If we were alone in this God forsaken town
There'd be no one, no one, to bring us down
'ECHO SONG'
You said that we would always be friends
You said our love would never end
all you gave to me were scars on my heart
all you did to me was tear my world apart
and left these scars on my heart
You took my love and made it bend
You knew my money was for you to spend
You stabbed my heart with the sharpest darts
and all you left me with were scars on my heart
scars on my heart
You took my love way past the line
You took this broken heart and you made it mine
but I don't need your sympathy
I don't need one damn thing
Now I'm scarred
Now I'm scarred
Now I'm scarred, forever
'EGO'
You are such an imitation of me
I want you to know that I will always
kick you in your face if youever try to disgrace me because
I know that you want to be just like me, but I'm screaming
Falling down on you and still you never knew
this hell I put you through, should be nothing new
Don't you know who I am
I am the man that you will never be
I'm in control, you will always be my slave
shut up, shut up, you will obey me
shut up, shut up, I'm in control of you
Don't you ever think that I will let you off you knees again cause
I know that you wanna be just like me, but I'm screaming
I'm in control, you will always be my slave
shut up, shut up, you will obey me
shut up, shut up, I'm in control of you
Tie the noose around your neck and pump this lead into your head
Tie the noose around your neck and pump the lead in your head
'PAINMAKER'
How fast, fast, fast do you like it
How much more can you take
How hard, hard, hard do you like it
How much more 'til you break
Body ache
Forsake
Penetrate, this fucking pain
Painmaker
Everybody's drawn to me
I'm your painmaker
Everybody's drawn to me
I'm your pain...maker
'YANKEE CAKE'
I can feel you, sick and demented
The knife is twisting in my back
and you call yourself a fucking friend
Now this time, I'm beside you
I'm alive, and breathing right inside of you
I'm insane, I loathe you
I'm alone and better off without you
Take me away, life is such a shame
The time bomb is ticking in my mind
And you call yourself a fucking friend
Hey motherfucker don't you come my way
Hey motherfucker better stay away
Well I, I can't taste everything I hate about you
The scars are tearing up my face
and you call yourself a fucking friend
'FRUSTRATED'
You don't hear what I am saying when I speak to you
I feel like I am talking to myself
I never ever meant to hurt you
But after all I've been through
the least you could do is leave me alone
I wish that you would go away
'cause I feel like like I might explode
I just want to see you go
You are so insecure
But I know what I'm standing here for
You will never see the end
But why am I so frustrated
And why can't I just see it
Why am I so frustrated
Why can't I just see that I don't want to be here now
I can't take this
You won't break this
I can't take this from you
'R+M'
I kind of always knew that things were
gonna be like this
But I've been trying to change my mind
I wish I could understand
I don't seem to comprehend anything that's being said
Why don't I just run away
Why don't I just start today
When will this ever end
I want to live again
I guess that I should take the time
but all I do is walk the line that's been
drawn inside my mind
I wish I could understand
I don't seem to comprehend anything that's being said
'PANCAKE LAND'
You don't know the truth
So much more than you knew
Lifeless and bleeding
I'm screaming inside of you
Goodbye
I take a hold of everything you say
and I throw it right back in your face
If you don't like my reputation you can suck my dick
Like it ever really mattered what you said to me anyway
Like I give a shit about you anyway
So take me away from here
I can't destroy this fear
That always will be here
I am alone in here
Nothing can reach me
No one will teach me
seeping through the skin
I'm screaming inside of you
You keep me down, hidden, away from everything
Shut up and locked up and put away deep down inside of you
'THE SAME'
I am the second one, the reproduction
I am born form you
We are the same, one blood through the veins
attached to you
Identity is lost in me
I cannot see
Its pointless to be, pointless to me
cause everything will always
Stay the same
Prosthetic soul is all I know
Save me from this hell I see below
I'm a clone, I am nothing
I hope my life means something
Cause I don't give a fuck
not one motherfuck about what you say
And I don't give a damn
not one good god damn
I'll never feel it anyway
I have no life
I have no soul
I have nothing to give
'NEWTON TRASH'
I only think about you when I'm hard
I only dream about you when I'm hard
My heart is forever bared
I only dream about you when I'm hard
Hey you
I'm just like everybody
Hey you
I'm just a little naughty
I thought you might...would make me give it away
I thought you might...would make me take it away
I thought you might...woudl make me, delay
I'm only using you for your sex
I'm only using you, you stupid bitch
So stop giving me a complex
You're the trash in the back of my mind
You're the trash in the back of my mind
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'DUMMY BLOCK'
You are a walking contradiction
you speak with false intentions
but I know what you really want from me
Gonna make me flip the switch
I'm gonna make you my bitch
and now I understand all of the lies you hide
Gonna make me flip the switch
I'm gonna make you my bitch
and now I understand this
Take your insecurities
out on me while I destroy you
realize that you should never test me
I will never break
I will never break
I will never break
I will never break...
'RABIES'
Well I'm so sick
I'm sicker than you
these closing walls
what can I do
And I feel them
in my mind (in my mind)
and I feel them
all the time
Maybe we feed on enemies
save me from your rabies
(someday) you'll have to face me
and they'll be no protection against me
Well I've tasted you
and you've tasted me
I've taken pleasure
in the enemy
'SLACK JAW'
No...don't mock me
don't you look at me, pity me, feel for me
it's ok...look down down on me
now you're born again, dead again
so now to my face...you lie to me
don't sit there and tell me you just want to be my friend
don't lie to me
don't sit there and judge me...you don't want to face yourself
don't lie to me
don't sit there and test me...i don't have the patience now
don't lie to me...don't lie to me
All the times I've seen your face
thought i never could erase
now I watch it slip away
you can never take my place
i don't want this
i don't need this
I will never go away
I leave this all to you.. to live inside you till you die
No don't mock me
don't you point at me, laugh at me, turn on me
it's ok...look down on me
I will always be what you see
so now to my face...you lie to me
All the times i need you
you are never there
All the times I've seen your face
Never thought I could erase
Now i watch it slip away
you can never take my place
i don't want this
i don't need this
i will never go away
i leave this all to you
cause you can never
take me...me...me..you'll never take me
me...me...you'll never take me