
Tool - Undertow

Intolerance
I
don't want to be hostile.
I don't want to be dismal.
But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existance either.
See
I want to believe you,
and I want to trust
and I want to have faith to put away the dagger.
But
you lie, cheat, and steal.
And yet
I tolerate you.
Veil of virtue hung to hide your method
while I smile and laugh and dance
and sing your praise and glory.
Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma
as I smile and laugh and dance
and sing your glory
while you
lie, cheat, and steal.
How can I tolerate you.
Our
guilt,our blame ,
I've been far too sympathetic.
Our blood, our fault.
I've been far too sympathetic.
I
am not innocent.
You are not innocent.
Noone is innocent.
I
will no longer tolerate you
Even if I must go down beside you.
Because,
Noone is innocent.
Prison Sex
It
took so long to remember just what happened.
I was so young and vestal then,
you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
I've got my hands bound,
my head down, my eyes closed,
and my throat wide open.
Do
unto others what has been done to you
I'm
treading water,
I need to sleep a while.
My lamb and martyr, you look so precious.
Won't you come a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this,
I can't stand to burn too long.
Released in this sodomy.
For one sweet moment I am whole.
Do
unto you now what has been done to me.
You're
breathing so I guess you're still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Won't you come just a bit closer,
close enough so I can smell you.
I need you to feel this.
I need this to make me whole.
There's release in this sodomy.
For I am your witness that
blood and flesh can be trusted.
And only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind.
Got
your hands bound, your head down,
your eyes closed.
You look so precious now.
(
Show me something
Thought I could make it end
Thought I could wash the stains away
Thought I could break the circle if I
Slipped right into your skin
So sweet was your surrender
We have become one
I have become my terror
And you my precious lamb and martyr.) *
I
have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
shit blood and cum on my hands.
I've
come round full circle.
My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.
You look so precious.
*
Additional lyrics performed live. Sometimes listed as Prison Sex (O.T.R.M.)
See Tool FAQ, Question F13.
Sober
There's
a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every breath I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just before the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
Why
can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever.
I just want to start things over.
I
am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.
Trust
me.
Mother
Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done.
Trust
me.
I
want what I want.
Bottom
My
compassion is broken now. My will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.
I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but I survive on it,
and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
and I feel ugly, and dead inside.
Shit
adds up at the bottom.
You've
left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild
what's broken.
Too much, too far, too late to lie down now.
I must arm myself to fight you
by making weapons out of my imperfections.
It's all I have left.
There's no other choice.
I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom.
Crawl Away
You
crawled away from me.
Slipped away from me.
I tried to keep ahold,
but there was nothing I could say.
You slid and crept away
and there was nothing I could say.
So what you're trying to say
is you don't wanna play.
But what you want and what you need
doesn't mean fuck to me.
Because
I can see your back is turning.
If I could I'd stick the knife in.
This
is love.
This is my love for you.
Get
up.
Now.
Say
you won't go.
Swamp Song
My
warning meant nothing.
You're dancing in quicksand.
Why don't you watch where you're wandering?
Why don't you watch where you're stumbling?
You're wading knee deep and going in.
And you may never come back again.
This
bog is thick and easy to get lost in
when you're a stupid,dumb ass, beligerant fucker.
I
hope it sucks you down.
Wander
in and wandering.
Noone even invited you in.
But still you stumble in stumbling.
So suffocate
or get out while you can.
Noone
told you to come.
I
hope it sucks you down.
Undertow
gone
under two times.
I've been struck dumb by a voice that
speaks from deep
beneath the cold black water.
It's twice as clear as heaven,
and twice as loud as reason.
It's deep and rich like silt on a riverbed
and just as undisturbing.
the currents mouth below me opens up around me.
suggests and beckons all while swallowing.
It surrounds and drowns and sweeps me away.
But
I'm so comfortable...Too comfortable.
shut
up shut up shut up shut up
shut up shut up shut up shut up
you're saturating me
So how could I let this bring me
back to my knees again again again
under
for the third time.
I've been baptized by your voice.
it screams from deep beneath the endless water.
and it's half as high as heaven
and half as clear as reason.
it's cold and and black like silt on the riverbed.
But I'm so comfortable.
Far too comfortable.
Why don't you kill me,
I'm weak and numb and insignificant,
and I'm back on my knees.
lost in euphoria.
I'm back down. I'm in the undertow.
I'm helpless and awake in the undertow.
I'll die within your undertow.
It seems there's no other way out of this undertow.
Euphoria.
4 Degrees
Get
up and free yourself from yourself.
Locked
up inside you,
like the calm beneath castles,
is a cavern of treasures that
noone has been to.
Let's go digging.
Bring it out to take you back in.
You
won't do what you'd like to do.
Lay back and let me show you another way.
I'll kill what you want me to,
take what's left and eat it.
Take all or nothing.
Life's just too short to push it away.
Take it all.
Take it all in.
All the way in.
Let it go.
Let it go in.
You won't feel what you'd like to feel.
Lay back and let me show you another way.
If
you knock me down I'll come back running,
knock you down,
it won't be long now
All the way in.
All the way.
Take it up higher.
4 degrees warmer.
Give in now
and let me in.
You'll like this in
Don't pull it out.
It brings us closer than
dying and cancer and crying.
Come on .
You can take it all.
Just like that.
Flood
Here
comes the water.
All
I knew and all I believed
are crumbling images
that no longer comfort me.
I scramble to reach higher ground,
some order and sanity,
or something to comfort me.
So
I take what is mine,and hold what is mine,
suffocate what is mine, and bury what's mine.
Soon the water will come
and claim what is mine.
I must leave it behind,
and climb to a new place now.
This
ground is not the rock I thought it to be.
Thought
I was high, and free.
I thought I was there
divine destiny.
I
was wrong.
This changes everything.
The
water is rising up on me.
Thought the sun would come deliver me,
but the truth has come to punish me instead.
The
ground is breaking down right under me.
Cleanse and purge me
in the water.
Disgustipated
And the angel of the lord came
unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber. And took me on high, and
higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought
me into a vast farmlands of our own midwest. And as we descended, cries of
impending doom rose from the soil. One thousand, nay a million voices full of
fear. And terror possesed me then. And I begged, "Angel of the Lord, what
are these tortured screams?" And the angel said unto me, "These are
the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots! You see, Reverend Maynard,
tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust." And I sprang from
my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terrified brothers
and roared, "Hear me now, I have seen the light! They have a consciousness,
they have a life, they have a soul! Damn you! Let the rabbits wear glasses! Save
our brothers!" Can I get an amen? Can I get a hallelujah? Thank you Jesus.
Life feeds on life feeds
on life feeds on life feeds on........
This is necessary.
It was daylight when you
woke up in your ditch. You looked up at your sky then. That made blue be your
color. You had your knife there with you too. When you stood up there was goo
all over your clothes. Your hands were sticky. You wiped them on your grass, so
now your color was green. Oh Lord, why did everything always have to keep
changing like this. You were already getting nervous again. Your head hurt and
it rang when you stood up. Your head was almost empty. It always hurt you when
you woke up like this. You crawled up out of your ditch onto your gravel road
and began to walk, waiting for the rest of your mind to come back to you. You
can see the car parked far down the road and you walked toward it. "If God
is our Father," you thought, "then Satan must be our cousin." Why
didn't anyone else understand these important things? You got to your car and
tried all the doors. They were locked. It was a red car and it was new. There
was an expensive leather camera case laying on the seat. Out across your field,
you could see two tiny people walking by your woods. You began to walk towards
them. Now red was your color and, of course, those little people out there were
yours too.