As he lies submerged in this sadness, he wonders is this the end of me, or will someone help me to get through this, nightmare that's full of agony - patient and cautious as his time fades away, his spirit is downing with everyday, he's confused by the feelings running through his head, knowing he lives yet feeling mostly dead - they're all so mindless and surprisingly blind, stripped of their ideals while they stand in line, greed and distrust add to the fire, in this society it's all that they desire - thinking waiting for the break, knowing that their lives are all fake, hoping wishing that it's not too late, hoping and wishing while they wait

I'm alone once again, abandoned by all my friends, everyone tries to forget my voice, I was afraid they'd make that choice - don't love yourself, love me, I've been looking continuously, I try to make things right, but it only leads to a fight - I'm living on my own, who needs everyone, they don't have to visit me, ill do it on my own you'll see - one more time - one more reason - to believe what you made up in the first place about me - you need control

I'm cursed with thoughts that are always here to stay, burned on my skin please just make them go away - why are you here you're no help to me at all, please let me be, please just leave me here alone - why am I cursed with this sin, tears from my soul underneath this burning skin, life filled with hate why can't this go away, life filled with hate why can't I run away - living day to day is driving me insane, thinking of tomorrow it just brings me so much pain, cannot erase thoughts of that horrid day, voices in my head and the truth in what they say

It's not easy to throw it away, it's not easy to let it die, I've got troubles that haunt me when I'm awake, that'll haunt me till the day I die - when I look back upon myself and my life, I feel the burns from walking through the fire, and how one person could, take it all away from me, open my eyes so I can finally see - angels through the clouds - I'll take my life and hold it over me, fall to the ground so the world can see, me throw it all away, ill throw it all away, leave it all behind and start a new day - I've had bad days that really did me in, people hate me I just can't win, and everything keeps, falling down around me, life keeps moving on keeps movin on without me

You think you know what you want, you think you know what you need, caught up in your own emotions, you're caught up in your own feelings, what do you want from this what do you wanna be, what do you want from this, what do you want to be - I will save you, ill help you through all of this, I will rescue you, I will rescue you - why do you torture yourself, to be what you don't wanna be, you know you're just foolin yourself, but you are not fooling me, why do you do this why do you hurt yourself

I hear the screams, come through this room, I feel the pain, come from this tomb, I feel the anger, I feel the torture, how could your father, do this to you - I feel the anger I feel the torture, I feel the pain, drip through these walls, what is he doing, why can't we help her, I feel the pain, drip through these walls - he tried to hurt her, he tried to kill her, he choked and threw her, around this room, he often used her, and always abused her, the bruises he left, on her mother too

You're taking away everything I know and the beuty of it all, in a percect crime you have taken a soul and it's your own god damn fault - freedom, gaining, my own tomb - you were never stricken with illness or guilt, cause you have never seen my eyes, and in the midst of your own guilt, you've put a price on a life

People hurting people, what the hell is wrong with us, I cannot stand what is happening, How can we stand here and smile at this - how can i expect to live, when I can't get this through my head, how can I live my life, when it's slipping through my hands - and that is when disaster strikes, that is when we chose to cry, the silence lasted just so long, how many more will have to die

You went away I wish you'd stayed, so you could play with me that day, you took my hand you made me smile, and we were happy just for a while, and life with you I thought would never end, but it's time to say goodbye my friend, some day I know, we'll find the truth, This life I know it just me and you - try to smile, just for a while, cuz you know the truth, I'm missing you, we thought that this would never end, but it's time to say goodbye my friend - I won't forget the day you left, you were cold so you were laid to rest, someday I know we'll find the truth, this life I know it just me and you - You were beautiful now you're gone, and now I know it

I still can't forget, When I looked in your eyes, I saw purity, I saw angel wings, You're not anything, yet you're everything to me, you're everything I need, you're everything I need, I still can't believe, that you do exist, I don't expect God, to treat me like this, you're not anything, yet you're everything to me, You're everything I need, You're everything I need - I look in you're eyes, and I see all my dreams, come true, I become hypnotized, and all I focus on is you - VERSE 2

And you believe that there's no one there to care for you, I wish I could show you, that is not true, You're at the end now, and it's a six foot drop, if this is how you want to finish, then give it all you've got - I am there for you, I am there to care for you to hold you, despite of what you're going through, I will be there for you, I will be there for you - You'll find that answers cannot be found in a pill, and once you drop it, you cannot stop this, feeling of pressure, pressed upon your face, bleeding emotions, you cannot take this place

COMING SOON

COMING SOON