...........Spiritual Warfare..........
Trust is forbade
In this darkness is gained
Wear me down, in this hole; I feel I’m shamed
Hell is in now sight
The end, but I’ve been blamed
Cause I can’t fight the beast within you, now I’m untamed
My world is lying
My soul is dying
I’m losing control
I’m so tired of trying
The world is blind to me
Theres no touch I cannot be
I can’t smell the hell that lives and breaths; inside of me
The world the world is blind to me
My blackened soul it cannot see
The hatred that has smoldered down; inside of me
Our beautiful world now seems
As though were dying everyday to our dreams
My god I’ve descended, I want you to show me not to grieve
But when you turn your back on me
Helps me to see that you don’t want me to be
When will you return and show me love
Not hurting cause I don’t want to live , cant you see
My world is lying
My soul is dying
I’m losing control
I’m so tired of trying
The world is blind to me
Theres no touch I cannot be
I can’t smell the hell that lives and breaths; inside of me
The world the world is blind to me
My blackened soul it cannot see
The hatred that has smoldered down; inside of me
Fuck you and this hell you put me through
Are you happy now, my lifes a new
But when the evil was delt
And all the hell that I felt
Spawned a demon that I never outgrew
Reborn !!! Into the valley of hell
Reborn !!! Into the valley of hell
But when the evil was delt
And all the hell that I felt
Spawned a demon that I never outgrew
Reborn !!! Into the valley of hell
Reborn !!! Into the valley of hell
~~~~~~~INSOMNIAC~~~~~~~
I hate how things turn out
Please let me be
I want to spend more time
This wasn’t meant to be.
Decisions plague my brain
Try to love the hate me
Kill my hatred now
This is the end, I agree.
I stare into your eyes
The guilt you hide from me
Why can’t you see myself
The truth will set me free
Inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Sail the soul
What the hell is going on here
You see me sit here observantly
Our relationship holds the strength of water
This fucking world won’t let us be.
Here down inside
I see the walls are closing in
I touch your face reluctantly
You stand there crying, You know it is coming
This shit it feels no more to me to me to me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Wait to die
Glorify
Wait to die
Justify
Wait to die
Gratify
Wait to die
hellish eyes
~~~~~~~~~~Bondage~~~~~~~~~~
You see in me
I see in you
The strength I find I always seem to find in you
I plead to be
Live on Truth
I look to you, you are the light that sees me through
I can't just stand
Take my hand
My life, theres only one set of footprints in the sand
Now end this day
To feel this way
Unsuprisingly I can never seem to stay
Chorus
I seem to fall right back to you, Yah!!!
I can't help it cause theres nothing I can do
I see a glimpse of whats before me, Yah!!!
And suddenly my future doesn't seace to be
I can remember all those times I had to follow you
I can't explain it, your my light, my dark, my hate, my love in you
Cannot stand this presence, I have this day, I love to hate myself
You wash away my tears, my blood,my scars, and live this hell.
I hate this feeling, this feeling I get when I'm away from you
I depend on you to live and to love, you say were through
I realize I am not different than the rest, one book on a shelf
My life is now a system I can't program, its numb to you
Chorus
I seem to fall right back to you, Yah!!!
I can't help it cause theres nothing I can do
I see a glimpse of whats before me, Yah!!!
And suddenly my future doesn't seace to be
~~~~~~~~~~Evolutions Child~~~~~~~~~~
This sickness in me
Is the darkness I see
No revolution in time
Is eating me from the inside
No more time
To take the road
To my home
Awaiting death is at the door
Chorus
Evolutions Child
Lost in a world, bleeding to be
Evolutions Child
Blind to himself, waiting to see
The struggle everyday, gets harder
As times waistin away
Ashamed to live another day
As the darkness breads away
Come and take this pain from me
I am tired but cannot sleep
This demon inside of me
Just won't let me be
Chorus
Evolutions Child
Lost in a world, bleeding to be
Evolutions Child
Blind to himself, waiting to see
Hate me, Bury me
Forget me, Torture me
Forever Black
Insane.....
Rape me, Kill me
Taste me, Fill me
Forever Black
Insane....
~~~~~~~~~~Full of Sin~~~~~~~~~~
The life I feel is numb from hate
count on me to close the gate
My soul is rid of stains within
my heart is split from end to end
The person that I want to be,
is dead from reality.
Don't stop there, keep pushing on,
fall away consuming wrong.
Chorus
This hell is my cell
can't mend my life from pieces
tell whats for sail
my soul... now much cheaper
This is life full of sin,
this hell and there is no end
It goes on now my son,
you die and die me over
I stare into the sun,
its looking back at me.
I know the end will come,
I'm dead and cannot be
The ground against my back,
This hole is home to me,
Life is what I lack,
Deceased now can't you see.
Do it one time,
to feel fine,
the seed is planted,
there is no end now my friend.
Layden with pain,
you now have a stain,
the drugs advance,
noone can save your soul this way.
Justify,
Glorify,
Magnify,
Live to die.
~~~~~~~~~~Forbidden~~~~~~~~~~
A seed is planted,
beneath the skulls of hollow.
This swine commanded,
instinct he knows to wollow.
Trust not the light that evades you when,
your not right and its instinct to sin.
Heaven is hell and you don’t know how to live with it.
You got to sell to get by cause you don’t give a shit.
Shit strikes six a.m. and
your blitzed and your driven,
stoned on grass, pull your head from out of your ass,
put it on right then you might last.
Crushed by the wait of your world,
I figure I hate my life.
Let the seed give birth to its turmoil,
you love hate, it’s my life.
Trust not the light that evades you when,
your not right and its instinct to sin.
Heaven is hell and you don’t know how to live with it.
You got to sell to get by cause you don’t give a shit.
Misinterpret what I say,
don’t give me life, lord I pray.
Hell is livin day by day
with these prostitute saints but there's hell to pay.
The swine wallows in his own blood.
I gave soul, tears of flood.
Hells raping its sinner today,
same fate to you , now I repay
The seed roots in its own ground,
its own parents dead hells he’s bound.
Die heavy and king his crowned
Cold and still deaths all around.
Down and down and down and down and down
Hell is,
the result,
when you give,
your life to insult.
You came and,
you’ve shown your life to me.
I don’t know forgiveness,
so bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed me
