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Love Poem
Ache; there is an ache in my chest
Throb; there is a pain in myself
I say it often but I want you to know
My heart is you
And I miss you so
Awake, my eyes won't close now
Sad, these weeks will crush me
But the hope I will see you again keeps me alive
I feel your hands and see your face
Your words let me survive
Sleep, when my mind dreams of you
Life, tell me what my heart says
I beg the night for you to be with me
And toss and turn
You are my bliss, my simplicity
Everything, you are all of my care
My passion, it all flows from you
We'll tell each other we're not alone with a kiss
Stay with me today
I want to fill you with happiness
Beautiful, you're beyond words I can write
You, my avariel, I miss you so much
I will see you again, though never enough
I will be at peace within you
Nothing matters, except your love
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Hallowed Hole
It’s always been the same
The clean people walk in shame
Those caked in dirt have the fun
At least that’s how we’re run
In this decadent hole
Daddy bought his girl a new car
His little princess, his star
His perfect daughter of mirth
She’s done every drug on earth
In this decadent hole
She’s fifteen, he’s twenty-one
It’s ok, because they’re in love
She knows it’s a fact because
How he shows her he does
In this decadent hole
Goodbye all you art people
Inside your head so fretful
Goodbye to all you punks
Faker as they come and go
In this decadent hole
So long to you chained jock stars
Gleefully sustained in your course
So long you content hypocrites
Your life and your morals don’t mix
In this glowing hole
Oh no, his roots are showing
Please help, her nose is growing
Coat up that truth with make-up
They’ll teach you to fake it
In this gapping hole
Can you take it anymore?
Does this pigeonhole make you sore?
Be someone else tomorrow
I’m sure no one will know
In this pulsing hole
It’s always been the same
The real people live in shame
Pigs showered in mud have the fun
That’s how it’s always been run
This decadent consuming hole
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Pseudosoph
I wonder when you fell down
You told me it was long ago
So Daddy left you, just to live with Mommy
Your life-altering event
Kaleidoscope of sorrow
You told me all of this with pain
Stained black hair over your face
The lace fake wings on your back
I'll listen to you now
To kiss you tomorrow
So you delved into the art
Start in the hands of scarecrows and scissors
And lizards, you surrounded yourself with
They say I try too hard
What would they say to you? Break up
You're so deep, introspective
Deep like the black clothes you've sought
Bought at your favorite strip mall
Deep like your fake morals
Real, just like your dark make-up
But your life is terrible
Intolerable in your white heaven
Even if you could leave, you wouldn't
Wanting to feel so bad
Just to feel so different
You told me you were so confused
Fused into sleep, controlled by mom
And that your song was that of tears
Of course, it's never your fault
Misanthropy caused your descent
When you grow up and look back
You'll be lacking all the angst you knew
Since you grew up to be incredibly "normal."
Since I know when I did,
I wonder when you fell down
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Wink, Wink
Remember how I was with you?
Softer then even you were
A change has twisted me since then
When you waved and winked goodbye
Who I was blinked out
That seemed so old to me
It took me so long to cry
It’s my fault; I never tried
So I’d sink to this place
A façade to forget your face
You’d put your arms around me
Feel away cold and fear
You’d tell me what I want to hear
I’d make you what you want to be
So wink and kiss me
I waited too long, so bitter
There’s nothing I could say
All so selfish my way
You dismissed me with a wink, fire blue
I’m sorry I didn’t speak to you
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