The One.

When I first met you~

I looked in to your eyes~

I saw something special~

Enough for a happy cry~

 

Love comes real easy ~

When you look to your heart~

I know that I love you~

I think we'll never part~

 

It may sound weird~

But the real truth Hun~

The lord above told me~

you are THE ONE.

 

By~JAA

Untitled.

I live in fear...

of the things I can't hear...

Death.

I live in happiness...

With the things that I cherish...

Love.

I live in a World...

Based around one girl...

You.

I love you with all the things that are here.

EYES.

When I feel you touch me, I can feel your care for me.

When I hear your voice, I can hear the feelings you have.

When I look into your eyes, I can see the love.

When I see you everyday, I can tell you are the one.

~JAA

I Met.

I met a great man once.

I met a man with a heart of gold..

I met a man who loved his children more then anyone I have ever known..

I met a man once who will leave a impression on me forever..

~JAA

Everyday.

I wake up everyday in hope of one thing.

This one thing I hope for comes true everyday.

I see a beautiful person who is my heart,

My life,

My soul.

Everyday I love this person more and more.

~JAA

This is a song by INCUBUS that reminds me of JAMIE!

I MISS YOU

To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.(?) I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.

PAIN

All of the pain is kept inside

Noone will know why it hides

A life noone wants,not even to see

All the pain and suffering burning in me

I hate most around me

but it's hidden with glee

All the pain and tourture that lives within me

Sadness and anger is what takes over

I wish I never went through all that makes me colder

All the pain and anguish that makes up whats me

Suicide and Death is not a possibility

although the thought sometimes crosses in me

All the pain and Hate I feel inside me

Questions pass through my mind everyday-

"What would have happened if I took all the pain, and anger and hate and ended it that day?"

All the pain and fear noone has seen

I'll never know why my family has done this to me

~J.A

This is a song by SLIPKNOT that I like ...and it kinda reminds me of....?

Even if you run... I will find you I decided I wanted you Now I know...I NEED If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought Keep in mind - I am with you Never left out fate, can't concentrate Even if you run... YOU WILL BE MINE! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! I FOUND YOU Leanin' out of an open window You laughed (my fingers clenched) Too perfect, far too careless I couldn't help myself - I just took you DAMMIT MAN I KNEW IT WAS A MISTAKE (You brought it outta me) Better make yourself at home You're here to stay You won't bother me...If you let me bother you All the doors are locked, all the windows shut KEEP IN MIND - I watch you Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker Even if you run What the fuck is different? Man, I can't believe I'm doin' this DAMMIT MAN I KNEW IT WAS A MISTAKE (You brought it outta me)

Stellar(a song by INCUBUS)

Meet me in outer space. WE could spend the night; watch the earth come up. I've grown tired of that place; won't you come with me? WE could start again. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. Meet me in outer space. I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights. I need you to see this place, it might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. You are stellar.

SURFACING by SLIPKNOT...It is another reminds me of song.

Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentum is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fuck thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move

CLEAR

It all starts to blur

in the clear white snow...

I stand back and watch

stunned and scared

you walk away

away from me

now it comes

Tears of pain

A far way from me

now not to see

As love stands now

You Leave

It leaves

I leave

But~

I say one thing

"I love you."

~J.A

WHY

Is it going to be?

This time around...

I look to the sky

but pray to the ground.

No chance to stop...

Just think of the good.

Its already been done...

The damage will happen,

I will be done.

Maybe this was wrong,

But it cant be changed.

No one will know why.

Life was so sweet,

but short indeed.

I wish it could have been better.

But it was not meant to be.

So now this is it

the end is now here.

I dont understand you

why couldnt you let me be?

Why didnt you see?

It would have been fine

but you couldnt stop.

Why did you do this??

Why me?

Why?

~J.A

LIKE A PRAYER (by Madonna)

Life is a mystery, everyone must stand alone I hear you call my name And it feels like home

Chorus: When you call my name it's like a little prayer I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there In the midnight hour I can feel your power Just like a prayer you know I'll take you there

I hear your voice, it's like an angel sighing I have no choice, I hear your voice Feels like flying I close my eyes, Oh God I think I'm falling Out of the sky, I close my eyes Heaven help me

(chorus)

Like a child you whisper softly to me You're in control just like a child Now I'm dancing It's like a dream, no end and no beginning You're here with me, it's like a dream Let the choir sing

(chorus)

Just like a prayer, your voice can take me there Just like a muse to me, you are a mystery Just like a dream, you are not what you seem Just like a prayer, no choice your voice can take me there

Just like a prayer, I'll take you there It's like a dream to me

This song is called BROKEN HOME...by PAPA ROACH...lyrics gotten from PAPA ROACH'S SITE.

I can't seem to fight these feelings/I'm caught in the middles of this/my wounds are not healing/I'm stuck in between my parents/I wish I had someone to talk to/Someone to confide in/I just want to know the truth/I just want to know the truth/Broken home/All alone/I know my father loves me/But does my FATHER even care/if i'm sad or angry/You were never ever there/When I needed you/I hope you regret what you did/I think I know the truth/Your father did the same to you/I'm crying day and night now/What is wrong with me/I cannot fight now/I feel like a weak link/Push it back inside/It feels bad to be alone/Crying by yourself,living in a broken home/How could i tell it so y'all could feel it/ depression strikes me hard like my old earth would tell it/To me, her son,she told me I'm the one/Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun stories that I tell are nonfiction/And you cant take it back cause it's already done/broken home.

Giving Up

I walk through the lives

The lives of my loved

Never thinking why

They turn on me

Always wondering

Noone tells me different

Just lets me go

I try so hard to help

Just keep it together

Yet it never works

They all say I love you

But its hard to believe

Becuase they all do these things

These things to hurt me

So now I give up

I give up on all

Giving up is hard.

~JAA

All i want

If i could just have the chance, to look into those eyes, and feel the love, I use to feel inside.

Everyday I ask for, to have that love again, to know I will always see you, no matter what the day may bring.

I will love you forever, no matter who comes to me. i loved you so long ago, and still do this day.

All i ever wanted, was to always know it was true, In the end I found it out, But It was to late.

I want you to come back, Give me my chance. I love you always. Just give me a chance.

UNTITLED

I know you know

you just act as if you dont.

If you just looked to me

really looked INTO me

You would have already seen.

If loves what you want

You've came to the wrong place.

I will never love again,

like i have loved before.

See inside me theres fear

fear of what may come

if I fall so hardly

into this thing called Love.

Please dont ask me

to explain my reasonings.

You have not lived

A single day

In the same way as me.

All i really want

Is to be left alone.

I dont need anyones help

besides my own.

Back off of me

leave it to its be.

life is the hardest thing to live

but live it is what needs to be done.

She was the one.

Nobody else will ever take my heart,

no chance in hell.

I love her with all I got

and now shes left

Couldnt even have fought,

my destiny is choosen.

I love you my life.

Please come back to me.

Please dont leave me.

Please.

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