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Introducing....ME!!

ME!!!

~*~*~*~There was a boy. A very strange, enchanted boy. They say he wandered very far, over land and sea. A little shy and sad of eye, but very wise was he. And then one day, one magic day he passed my way. And while we spoke of many things, fools and kings, this he said to me. The greateset thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return.~*~*~*~

Hello ladies and gents. Bienvinidos to mi homepago. .

MY BUDZ

*Carl*- ... 4 months ago, I would have never pictured "us" ending up like this. You make everything so much fun and I love every minute I spend with you. "buzz buzz" lol. I love you so much. I dont know what I would do without you.

*Donna* (little Korean) - So, what have we learned Donna? That Dustin and Dawson BOTH suck balls! Haha, anyway, throughout our friendship, I dont think we have ever really had a fight. Oh god, remember all of our Friday's experiences? All the waiters hate us! $2 tips for $60 dinners. Hahaha.

*Joey*- Oh my god you bastard, I luv u! I haven't known you for that long but I am really happy that I met you and became so close. You need to get over Katie. She is a crazy bitch. And dont do drugs, they are bad for you!!! Watching Austin Powers drunk just makes it 10 times funnier. lol.

*Bruce*- Well, saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing I have ever had to do! lol. I meant it when I said that you were my favorite person in the world. You can make me laugh all the time. You make me smile when no one else can and your just the funniest person ever! Hey remember... "boat on the house?" or "look! I am Zorro!" You made hours and hours of band rehersals so much fun. (you also got us in a lot of trouble too.. but thats ok) Its just not the same without you.... Kim needs to get over this "fear of me" b/c I really really miss you. :(

*James*- hmmm, late nights on the phone... early days at the beach.... long days of just being together. Did you think I had forgotten them? I know it may seem like its been different lately.. I am so sorry. So much has been going on. You have always been my best friend and you always will be. Your "me with a penis" and you know me better than anyone else in this world. Thanks jellybean for everything you've given me.

*Kristen*- Well Well Well. We have been through so much. From Chris Bird (office thong) to Zach. lol. We've had our ups and downs but we always pull through them and come out of it as better friends. Thanks so much for driving me into a cement powerline. I will never forget it!!!

~*~SONGS~*~

*Carl* "I never thought you'd be the one to make me shine brighter than the sun. There aint no ups and downs no in and outs. If you want me to stay, I'll never leave. If you want me to stay, we'll always be. If you want me to stay, I'll love you endlessly. If you want me to stay then I believe you."

I love you!

*Bruce* "When all our tears have reached the sea a part of you will live in me. Way down deep in side my heart the days keep coming without fail. New wind is gonna find your sail. That's where your journey starts. You'll find better love strong as it ever was deep as the river runs warm as the morning sun, please remember me..."

You used to sing that to me every night on the phone...

*James* "All the nights we stayed up talking listening to 80’s songs and quoting lines from all those movies that we love. It still brings a smile to my face... Breaking into hotel swimming pools, and reeking havoc on our world. Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time. The black top’s singing me to sleep. Lighting fireworks in parking lots, illuminate the blackest nights. Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky..."

We've done all of the above!

~*~MY DIARY~*~
Monday Oct.6, 2003 8:27pm

Please excuse for the lack of updating. My deepest apologies. Welllll, its October! Which is the best time of the year. I look ahead to the future and there is so much that I can't wait for. Homecoming, Shark Frenzy, Crown Jewel, Halloween... and then even further in to the year is Thanksgiving and Christmas. I love the holidays. It makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside. And this year I have Carl to spend them with too which makes me feel even cozier and happier. Oh my god.. this is indescribable. I can't even believe how much we've fallen in love. Its so weird to think. I mean, I have had serious boyfriend and I have been through the whole "I love you" bullshit.. but this seems so real. The way he looks at me.. and the way he says things. I dunno.. I can't really describe it. One day I will look back on this and laugh. Oh how silly!

Tuesday Sept. 30, 2003 1:37pm

Tomorrow is me and Carls 4 month anniversary. Yey! He bought our homecoming tickets today. I love him so much. I think I might have mentioned that once or twice though. lol. I can't wait for homecoming! Less than two weeks! We are going to The Black Pearl for dinner with Donna and Ben and then we are going to the dance. (well duh) Its going to be great. I can't believe that this is the only homecoming I have actually ever looked foward to and I am a senior. The ones I went to with Jonathan just never really felt as special. Hmmmm, speaking of Jonathan, he wrote me this note the other day telling me that he missed my friendship and that he really cherished the times we spent together. He asked me if the feeling was mutual and I didn't really answer him b/c I really dont know. He can be such an ass... and I have changed so much and he has changed so much. Nothing would ever work between us anymore. Not even a friendship. I am doing so much better without him, and I think it just needs to stay that way...

Monday Sept.29, 2003 8:22 pm

Let me tell you about my bitchin weekend. Ohkay- Saturday my mom and I got into a huge fight so I left and played pool with Kristen and Zach. Yes well, I've come to the conclusion that I am horrible at pool. Erin's fuck-ho sister bitched me out. That was comedy in itself. Hmmm, lets see, what else did I do? Nothing much. Then on Sunday I worked all day. Yey. Fun stuff. I much more enjoy weekdays. Carl and I went to the mall after school today. Quite an exhilarating journey I must admit. We walked around tryint to find him a "man-purse." lol. So anywayz, today I was wondering: If you freeze someone, and then hit them with a baseball bat, will they break into hundreds of tiny peices that you can just sweep up and throw away? Yeah I guess that was my random thought of the day or something. Shit, I am missing 7th Heaven. I think I am done.

~*~MY POEMS~*~
**Aren't Meant To Be** I look into your eyes and all of our memories seem to spill out. But all of a sudden theres so many things that I am beginning to doubt. I wonder why things have changed, nothing makes sense anymore. Sometimes I just wish for things to be different, like they were before. Your too hard to understand and your mind is like a game. Your someone new everyday and you almost impossible to tame. The "something" about you that I loved is gone and your image seems to fade. And your not so perfect anymore, your just another mistake I've made. So I turn my head and look away as a tear rolls down my cheek. Because I know inside, that you and I, just aren't supposed to be.

**The Best Thing In My Life** I watch you walk across the room, your cologne still lingers near by. You make me smile for no reason at all, just knowing that your mine. Your perfect in every way, and the way you make me melt. Its almost un-real, and its like nothing I've ever felt. I think of you all day long, I miss you when you leave.You've made me so happy, you've shown me how wonderful love can be. I can feel my cheeks get red when you slide your rms around my waist. You press your cheek against mind and you lips I can almost tatse. Being held in your arms still makes me feel weak. Your hand clasps mine and I can barely speak. You whisper and "I love you" and you walk out the door. Then theres something I notice that makes me love you even more. One last call just to say goodnight. Then I thank God for the best thing in my life.

**Trapped** I catch myself staring and I quickly turn away. I cantch myself thinking about the perfect things you say. I feel so helpless, knowing that you've got me trapped again. You make me so confused, are you really more than just my friend? I slump down in my chair and I fall into a dream. Just the thought of me and you and it makes me want to scream.

**Ryan's Wild Night** (by Ryan and Tracy) Ryan Scortino has a really big dick. I gave it a nickname, I call it the bull-rinding hick. He uses it all night without any shame. He picks up the ladies, man he's got game. One night he went down and drove to the mall. Lookin to tap some ass and put in the ball. The hos that were there, man they were pertty. But when he went down, man they were dirty. After the mall, he went down to the club. Fixin to dance and turn up the bub. The ladies were amazed at how he could move his feet. So he convinced them to come and fuck him in the VIP. Takin that shit and rollin it like royce. He made her scream and made that bitch moist. After that bitch, he smoked his cigarete. Popped in his key and took off in his corvette. Since the mall and clubs are closed he thinks he's finished with his tour. But as he's driving home he passes a porno store. He slams on his brakes and turns around. Just in time to catch a quick pound. So much porno, no way he could lose. There was even a janitor to mop up the spooge. He walks to the backroom with video in hand. He pops that bitch in to prove himself a man. He beats it off with the greatest of ease. Cause that bitch before was not made to please. He finishes up but decided he's not done. He's still in the mood for a little more fun. He searches the store for some plastic pleasure. But the only restriction is the size of his measure. Small, large, narrow, and wide. He looks for a place for his to penis to hide. The only problem he has, the only one he can see. Is the mass amount of varieties. He goes to the clerk and pulls out his money. When he looks up he realizes that shes a fine honey. She asks if thats all if hes done for the night. He says "but its morning let me show you the light." She gets to her knees as he pulls out his cock. He thinks to himself "damn this ho is hot!" He cums in her mouth and she spits it back out. Right in his face and into his mouth. He says "boy, thats real kinky, I don't know what your doin. But lets cut this shit out and get to the screwin. They take off their clothes and head for the ground. She tries to start fucking but he turns her around. She says to be gentle, she's never had it there before. She says no ones come in through her back door. When they're done humpin, she falls to the floor. He puts on his pants and walks out the door. He says to himself that he's done for the night. He wants to go home and give rest to his might. Before he sleeps he must take a quick pee. But that shit burns hotter than Bruce fucking Lee. He thinks not to worry, he's prolly just sore. After all that hard fucking, he's never fucked so much before. He gets to his bed and sleeps through the night. But when he wakes up he screams at the sight. He says "theres something wrong, I have to see a doctor. I must have gotten something when I turned her around and fucked her." When he gets to the hospital they ask him to take a pee. They need to make sure he doesn't have an STD. When the prognosis came back he shit in his pants. That bitch gave him herpes now he doesn't have a chance. The sluts wont want him, the dirty hos wont either. Now all thats left is to go home and beat off his peter.

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