~By Simone~
Unleash that capsule that I
Kept so tightly bound
Empty its contents
and walk away
Take my prized possesion away from me
But just remember that I
Don't care about your theories
As much or even more as I
Don't care about the
Excessive dark hole that you
Indent in peoples minds.
your existence is depression to me
Thats why I have chose to
Keep your soul buried far away from me
Hold me back and forever keep your peace
'Cause when I see the possesion
Of mine seep away through blindness
I know that its 'cause of you
And that you will lavish in my pain.
Unleash my soul
Take it away with her
Without my contents I am nothing.
You can take away my pride
But you won't get the satisfaction
Of it being in vain
Take it on
See how you'll last
Lavish in it in glory and delight
Leave me powerless and defeated
An individual like you
Doesn't deserve to live
As your comments pull her away from me
I sit and cry
The thought of loneliness
Scares me
So walk away with her
Exceed the good times we had.
And make me forgotten
Leave me to rest in peace.
I don't need you
To be there every day
I don't need your shit
That you throw my way
You treat me like shit
When you know how much I tried
I don't know why I cared
So deep down inside
You said you loved me
That love has all gone away
I loved you too
And it isn't going to stay
You think you're so great
The way you treated me
Now all I feel is hate
Why can't you see
~By Simone~
I WONDER
~By Simone~
I sit alone
and stare at the wall
I see your face
So clear but small
As I stare at your face,
I get flashbacks
Of our memories
The ones where we would
Promise to be friends for
Many centuries
Does your heart say to love me?
And your brain is saying no?
I'll wonder what you'll choose
Will you let your feelings show?
I sit and wonder what it would be like
To not have you by my side
And instead for me to just
Sit alone and hide.
I wonder if our love has died
Should I ask
Or do I not have the hyd?
I look at you now
And realise exactly what I already knew
The love that we had
Has never died between
Me and you.
FOUR - ELEVEN
~By Conor~
i stare into the endless blue,
and for some reason think of you,
and then, i don't know why,
but the thought of you makes me cry.
why did you leave me?
so sad and lonely,
no mother, no child,
you're my one and only.
but it just doesn't flow,
but i'm not gonna let it show,
cause i can't get it right,
when it's so late at night.
so what can i write?
cause when it's so late at night,
i begin to lose sight,
as my hopes diminish like the light
so what now?
what shall i do?
i deprived myself of sleep
just for you.
why aren't i asleep?
why aren't i asleep?
SATANIC SACRISTAN
~By Conor~
i had a dream tomorrow night,
and you weren't there, and you weren't there,
and you weren't there. But i was.
sitting in my chair.
suffocating, burning.
burning from the inside out.
yet smirking.
try and stop me,
try and stop me
you think this hurts?
you call this punishment?
look at my dreams,
and i'll show you pain.
as i stare out my window,
everyone i see,
is at the power of my hand,
and grovels at my knees.
so try and stop me,
try and stop me.
I have something greater then you ever will,
your life.
to do and dispose of at my will, and by my knife.
and everyone i see,
is but a mere casualty.
and i am the man you fear.
you lock your doors because of me.
warn you children because of me.
look over your shoulder because of me.
you die because of me.
and i smile,
and smirk,
and get high.
and for a while wonder why
i don't know you,
i have nothing against you,
its because i hate you
just hate you.
are you gonna try and stop me?
do you think you can stop me?
when you close your eyes you'll see me,
and when you open them i'll be there,
i'll steal away your hopes,
as i steal away your air.
and i am the father, the son,
i am everywhere, i am one.
you saw me here, you'll see me there.
you see me in my chair.
and i rest and pray,
that i can kill you another day.
LESSONS FROM AN OYSTER
~By Michael~
There once was an oyster
Whose story I tell,
Who found that some sand
Had got into his shell.
It was only a grain,
but it gave him great pain.
For oysters have feelings
Although they're so plain.
Now, did he berate
the harsh workings of fate
That had brought him
To such a deplorable state?
Did he curse at the government,
Cry for election,
And claim that the sea should
Have given him protection?
'No,' he said to himself
As he lay on a shell,
Since I cannot remove it,
I shall try to improve it.
Now the years have rolled around,
A the years always do,
And he came to his ultimate
Destiny stew.
And the small grain of sand
That had bothered him so
Was a beautiful pearl
All richly aglow.
Now the tale has a moral,
for isn't it grand
What an oyster can do
With a morsel of sand?
What couldn't we do
If we'd only begin
With some of the things
That get under our skin.
One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake the dream.
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.
One smile begins a friendship,
One handclasp lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal.
One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam lights a room.
One candle wipes out darkness,
One laugh will conquer gloom.
One step must start each journey,
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.
One voice can speak with wisdom.
One heart can know what's true.
One life can make the difference,
you see it's up to You!
~By Michael~
tighten your grip
i like it
lead me on
i can take it
i know what you want
but your not going to get it
but dont worry
you'll get over it
theres plenty out
they'll give in
why am i bothering
your not right
your so wrong
i know where he is
he couldn't be closer
oh wait
i know why i bother with you
because you cant hurt me.
~By Anonymous~
FATE
~By Bek~
Held up in the happiness
Reaching for the bliss
Thought I was happy
With everything thats this
And for a while its fine
Until everything's about the same thing
Someones always wanting to win
More than once you'll lose out
Left hurt and broken without a doubt
Everythings headed the same way
No matter how good or bad it ends one day
Even if lifes fine
You'll always shed a tear
In the end happiness is overcome by fear
Breath the scent unto life
My love for you I exchange
For hatred upon nothingness
Yet I wish to rearrange
Memories I explore
Whilst feelings ache inside
Questions I ask
Yet to answers I am blind
I can't forget
Not this fast
Yet you walk on
Leaving the past
~By Bek~
Wrapped in the false truth
Covered by lies
Acting a role
Hiding from despise
Withered and burnt
Under new life and flesh
Covered by happiness
Uncover the truth
Reveal the cheat
Find the victim
Who you'll treat
Beyond the game
The life is taken
A soul unforgiven
Where's the original
Whats become
The past burnt deep
Into the stone of her heart
~By Bek~
