I dared to dream a dream last night
While I was still awake
A colorful dream about my life,
My own destiny I could create.

I wove my web inside my dreams
So perfect and colorful
I knew what I wanted, it made perfect sense
It was so wonderful.

A dream about my friends and sports
And simple things in my life
A laid-out dream that I could follow
A rainbow of delight.

I rarely dreamed at all today
And when I did, the colors were gone
Left black and white and swirling grey
For me to look upon.

My dream today - it made no sense
As nothing in my world does
I don't know what I want anymore
It's little more than a blurry fuzz.

And I am now lost inside my dream
My dream of solitude.
I know so little about myself
And my ever-changing moods.

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