Degrade me
Berate me
Rape me
Betray me
You, my mother, please
Cause me pain.
You, the source of my
Emotional strain.
Years of thoughts of worthlessness
All because of you
Your verbal abuse
Your unspoken cues
I'm of no use
Not good enough for you.
I'm stronger now
I'm learning how
To ignore you,
To be bored. You
Can try to yell
But I've been through hell
Most of it because of you.
So Degrade me
Berate me
Rape me
Betray me
You, my mother,
Fuck You.

05.30.01