She does not care if she lives or dies
She just does not care today.
At one point there was meaning in her life
But that meaning was yesteray.
And so in fearless wonder she leaps
And dives and slips and falls
Ignoring the possibilities of pain
She hears but does not listen to its calls.
She does not care what happens to her
For nothing can come of her pathetic life
She will be sad and alone, with suicidal thoughts,
The beautiful, businessman's wife.
She has no future in this world
She knows this and she cries.
And that is why this fearless girl
Cares not whether she lives
Or whether she dies
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