I remember how we used to be, so intimate and loving with eachother. Now you're with some other girl. I don't really mind because we're not really so far apart, you're still the best friend that I've ever had. My friends still think that you're in love with me. They know how I feel about you too, and when you smile it washes away my pain. Your voice just calms me makes me feel allright again. Like I can live again another day. I see you there, looking over at me, smiling that cute lopsided grin. I wonder if I really want to ruin everything I've come to love for one night of ecstacy in your arms, I know you'd love me back. But you're not with me anymore, you really never were it's just distorted memories running through my head, changing all those things you said to make me think the feelings that burned their way inside of me were really true, and that they lived inside of you too.
