I sit at the table, you hesitate for a split second and then sit down beside me as the other kids pile into the booth. You look at me smiling, I look back grinning like a giddy schoolgirl. You grab my hand and bite it while saying something cute I can't even remember anymore. I giggle, just being in your presence makes me feel like a new person, one with hope. You place your hand on my thigh momentarily and then remove it, grinning. I hate it when you tease me. I want to trow my arms around you and kiss you till the sun comes up tomorrow, you would let me too, but I'm afraid. I mention grad, you trow your arm around me and offer to be my date. Everyone is watching us, I hesitate. I want it so badly. You laugh, I laugh while silently accepting your kind gesture, do you know? We flirt, I quiver inside, I want you so much. The food dissapears, the car lurches forward, is it that late allready? We talk, I look at you, if I could just keep you here forever like this I'd be happy. You're home, I get out of the car to switch seats, you open my door, I get in and thank you. You keep it open, talking to the driver but looking at me the whole time. You close the door, you stand to the side, staring at me for what seems like forever, and then you're gone. Still with me, Thinking. You are no longer with her.
