Wake Up by Jennifer

I'm so tired of this life
And for some reason
Nothing seems right
Somedays I'm too scared
To even get out of bed
Confused a dream with reality
Hard to tell if I'm alive or dead
I wake up in tears
I wake up afraid
I wake up feeling
Scared and dismayed
I wake up lonely
I wake up blue
I'm waking up
Once again I'm without you
It's a smile that hides a frown
A laugh that only decieves
Pretend you never walked my way
Pretending you never did leave
I wake up crying
I wake up insecure
I wake up in this bed
Can't control the pain I endure
When will it all be over
When will it come to an end
Waking up no longer sober
Faded memories now descendere