Love is Suicide
"Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe in me
Believe that life can change,
That you're not stuck in vain..."
--Smashing Pumpkins--"Tonite, Tonite"
"I wrapped our love up in all this foil
Silver-tight like spider legs
I never wanted it to ever spoil
But flies will always lays their eggs
Take your hatred out of me
Make your victim my head
You never ever believed in me
I am your tourniquet
Prosthetic synthesis with butterfly
Sealed up with a virgin stitch
If it hurts just tell me
Preserve the innocence--
I never wanted it to end this way
But flies will lay their eggs..."
--Marilyn Manson--"Tourniquet"
"I tell my lies
and I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away, and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings--I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry--I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry--I just throw you away--
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away..."
--Korn--"Trash"
"You're made of my rib my baby
you're made of my sin
But I can't tell where your lust ends
and where your love begins
I didn't wanna hurt you baby
I didn't wanna hurt you
I didn't wanna hurt you
but you're pretty when you cry
The moon gives me permission
and I enter through her eyes
She's losing her virginity
and all her will to compromise
I didn't wanna hurt you baby
I didn't wanna hurt you
I didn't wanna hurt you but you're pretty when you cry
I didn't wanna fuck you baby
I didn't wanna fuck you
I didn't wanna fuck you
but you're pretty when you're mine
I didn't really love you baby
I didn't really love you
I didn't really love you
but I'm pretty when I lie.."
--VAST--"Pretty When You Cry"
"You're here, goodbye
your good looks
your fake smile
I loved you but it took me a long while
to realize you don't even care
All the feelings you had none
There's only one word to describe you
and that's a hypocrite
I looked over you
I looked over me
I look at you and smile
you fucking pedophile
My eyes are never dry
It's all done
It wans't real and all but it was fun
Was I not good enough for you king?
I guess not..."
--Kittie--"Choke"
"You came into my life without a single thing
I gave into your ways, which left me with nothing
I've given into smiles
I fell for all your games
I wish so bad right now I hadn't let you win..."
--Korn--"Good God"
"Cast the pearls aside
of a simple life of need
Come into my life forever
The crumbled cities stand as known
of the sights you have been shown
of the hurt you call your own.
Love is suicide.
The empty bodies stand at rest
casualties of their own flesh
Afflicted by their dispossession
But no bodies ever knew
Nobodys
No bodies felt like you
Nobodys
Love is sucide..."
--The Smashing Pumpkins--"Bodies"
"I threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back
a name in your recollection
down among a million same
It's difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over
When I look right through to see you naked but oblivious
and you don't see me..."
--A Perfect Circle--"Three Libras"
"You left me high and dry--
it changed me
You lied to me, and now I'm angry
And if the sun comes in your room
and awakens you from your vanity
you won't find me cause I'll be on top of a
mountain pissing on your grave
There's a place where I just arrived
and I escaped the last one alive
Where are you?
You're not with me
Where are you?
I'm free..."
--VAST--"The Last One Alive"
"Believe in me
Die for me
Drop at the feet of my dreams--keep turning green
The noose you choose is nothing new
The tracks are loose
It's all an excuse
I hold my breath
I'm scared to death
This is the truth
It's all an excuse
Your thoughts askew
It's nothing new
You make me laugh my head off..."
--Babes in Toyland--"Laugh My Head Off"
"It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
It's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste..."
--Staind--"It's Been Awhile" (submitted by Josh Baumiller)
"Im living without you, but I know all about you
I have run you down into the ground
Spread disease about you over town
I used to adore you
I couldn't control you
There was nothing that I wouldn't do to keep myself around and close to you
Do you have an opinion?
A mind of your own?
I thought you were special
I thought you should know
But I've run out of patience
I couldn't care less--
I used to amuse you
But I knew that I'd lose you..."
--Garbage--"Special"
"Your disability kept pushing me away
It went beneath what's so real to me
and threw it all away
I underestimated the lengths that you would have gone to deny who you are
You threw it all away
I will keep doing this to myself
because it's the only way to forget who I am
I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine
I'll turn my back on myself if it's my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts
I won't become one with your lies..."
--Spineshank
"Roses are red
Well blood is too
And I found that out when I needed you
I'm hanging on a rope as thin as you
I want you as you want me right now
In black and white
Those black clouds that linger over you and me are gonna kill us can't you see?
Your love has infected me like a big bad disease
Your love has affected me..."
--Babes in Toyland--"Primus"
"Do what you want, cause I'll do anything
And I'll take the blame--baby, you're dying
It's yours, it's mine, cause I'll do anything
I'll take the blame even when you're dying--
He said I'll never, never, ever, ever go away
He said he'd always, always, he would always stay--
And in your eyes I thought I saw everything
And I'll take the blame baby, you're lying
Do what you want, cause I tried everything
I'll take the blame even when I'm dying--
He said I'll never, never, ever go away
He said he'd always, always, he would always stay--
He was good tonite
He cried tonite
I was not surprised
Baby you wanted to die
Baby you wanted to die
Now you decide
Help me live
Let him make me rise
Baby, all your lies
Now you decide..."
--Hole--"Sugarcoma"
"I wear the same face as you
And you share my sick point of view
But I still love you
My brain's a carnival all aflame
Cause you're not the same
It's all rearranged
But I do love you
Vomit my heart..."
--Babes In Toyland--"Vomit Heart"
"Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them to you
And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom from you
All the things that I live with I can't easily hide
And I'm left here with nothing---nothing to live for but you
And it's not easy to hide all this damage inside
And I'll carry it with me until I'm not alive
When you look at my face does it seem just as ugly to you?
And I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with from you
I'm so sick of this place--and this taste in my mouth
Cuz of you I can't figure what I'm all about..."
--Staind--Secret Track
"Use me when you want to cum
I've bled just to have a touch
When I'm in you I want to die
User friendly fucking dopestar obscene
Will you die when you're high?
You'd never die just for me
She says, I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
till somebody better comes along
Use me like I was a whore
Relationships are such a bore
Delete the ones that you've fucked
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Will you die when you're high?
You'd never die just for me
She says, I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
till somebody better comes along..."
--Marilyn Manson--"User Friendly"
"Make it last for an hour
we'll never feel this way again
Make it all that you want
and everything that I need..."
--Stroke 9
"I'm sitting in my room
with a needle in my hand
Just waiting for the tomb
of some old dying man..."
--System of a Down--"Needles"
"I wanted to tell her she was the only thing
I could love in this dying world...
But the simple word of love itself
had already died and went away..."
--Marilyn Manson--"Coma Black"
"The way it was, the way it is
And you were better than I am now
What the fuck , now you're gonna end up in a wall
You were the one who showed me all the little dumb things that I say
And no one will forgive me
Now you hit me and I'll hide
Now you hit me and I'll hide
Now free from what you see
All the times I see, and I don't know again
I like that I was playing keep away
I like to think that I'm going down
I'll fake it all, and I'll watch again
I like the pink inside me
I'll fake it all as I strip away
I like the things that unwind me
And I forgive you for all the life
See into my face and see through me
And all the pain that I tuck away
Those things that I fuck can't find me
--Factory 81 (in my opinion the best fuckin band out there) --"Nanu"
You and me
Meant to be
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny
Pure lunacy
Incalculable
Inseperable
And for the last time
You're everything that I want and asked for
You're all that I dream
who wouldn't be the one you love
who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the lover of a pure soul
And beautiful
You don't understand
Don't fear me now
I will breath for the both of us
Travel the world
Traverse the skies
Your home is here
Within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn in my mind
Recast as a child and mystic sage
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
For the first time I'm telling how much I need and bleed
for your every move
and waking sound
In my time I'll wrap my wire around your heart
and your mind
You're mine forever now
Who wouldn't be the one you love and live for
Who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for
Who wouldn't be the one who love
--The Smashing Pumpkins "Stand Inside Your Love"
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