Subject: Extreme Priority – After the
fox
Objet: Priorité Extrême – après le renard
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****TODAY I AM BACK AGAIN HOWEVER IT SEEMS FOR THE SAKE OF FINALIZING MY WORK ENTIRELY, I WILL REQUIRE THIS WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY OFF AT LEAST IN ORDER TO WRAP THINGS UP, BUT THE ENEMY DISTURBED SO MUCH ABOUT ME NOT SERVING THEIR INTERESTS MAY EASILY GET MY CORRESPONDENCE DURING THESE TERMS ABOUT TELLING I RECEIVED NOTHING AT ALL AS A PERFECT MEASURE TO GET ME INTERROGATED OR TRY GETTING ME RED-HANDED, AS I DISTRUST THOSE I HAVE TO APPLY AS SUBSTITUTES TO THE MAIN POSITION I USE FOR MY CIVILIAN CORRESPONDENCE AND TRAFFIC OF CLAIMING MESSAGES AND MY CIVILIAN ACTIVITIES, SO I HAVE TO WARN THAT IF I WILL SEE POLICE OR THE LIKE COMING AT MY GATE, THIS TIME I WILL NOT SO EASILY GO THEIR FEET BUT COME AND HURT THEM SO BADLY; YOU KNOW EVERYTHING OVERDOSE IS DANGEROUS, SO IS THE USE OF TEMPORARY BLINDNESS YIELDING SPRAYS AND SUCH. MEANWHILE I NEED CONCRETE ASSURANCE THAT I WILL NOT BE INSTALLED TO MILITARY SERVICE AS SOME PESSIMISTIC FORECASTS TELL THAT I SHOULDN’T EXPECT ANYTHING BEFORE 2006, WHICH WILL MEAN NO SOLUTION AS I MAY NOT BE TOGETHER WITH SOMEBODY SINCE THE CONFLICT GOES ON AS WELL, WHILST I DISLIKE THE IDEA OF CLAIMING MY ELDER BROTHER’S WIDOW AND BE ON HOLD TO LIVE FOR HER AND WAIT FOR HER. ****
Years
ago, I watched a Peter Sellers movie about a smart, devilish Italian criminal
who was also a professional of fraud and during the film, Sellers posed
professionally as that criminal code name the fox that the Italian police
couldn’t catch at all and who later found a new way to get away and cheat Victor
Mature that played an American actor mad at the heydays of his youth, managing
him to be the actor for Seller’s fraudulent movie making use of Mature’s
ambitions and cheat everyone that wanted to be actor wannabes. Even though I am
not an ambitious figure in terms of political or administrative roles, partly I
perceive similarities for being forced to be dragged out of here to end up for
former land service making me be trying to overtake some unpopular former land
top ranking executive that managed to retain his seat only for the sake of his
opponent wasn’t any better than he was for the former land electorate. I am
handing out this metaphor not that I wish to end up north of former land but
rather to end up directly where my mother was born in.
I principally hate the idea of being somebody associated with any attempt of a coup, with demands of lust and money attached, forcing me to stand somewhere in between a playboy and a political mercenary. Plus even if we assumed there was nothing wrong about this, there is some certain distrust that I have against the secret powers of the former land, that generally stand in shoes of undercover figures and I don’t think there would be a fruitful outcome of this, since they are those that feel some motives of a vendetta against me, now that I am somebody that the world will recall as somebody that revolted and humiliated them and their establishments, so nobody should expect a Walesa, the enemy of the state being the head of the state kind of a case, at least in terms of ideologies because the dockyard union leader at least had some figures to cooperate with and move forth in cooperation. Such figures lack in former land and those that made things difficult and dangerous here, for the sake of bringing me out of here to end up in my former life position are just like that Sellers role, the famous fox as the Italian police recognized him, going after the fox; there is a severe distrust I have against them and I do not regard it ethical to stand and challenge some for the sake of some interest groups to benefit from them and I would be before the barrel of the cannon of the undercover services that are more likely to associate me with mole’s hole than the top ticket of the tally. Those that try to organize such a venture can always meet the criticism that could be reflected to my life as well about forcing a foreign interference to former land politics too, yet such a risk exists even when I am here or would go alternative land too.
During my years of campaign,
even though I had received substantial aid to make my conditions feel better,
whether because they respect me for who I am, or who I wish to be or be it to my
favor or not some other figure that they see in me, the ultimate basis of my
campaign had been my self progress and my self activities. In short, if you want
to achieve something you should do it on your own because if there will be
others to undertake it for you, they may not yield the same results you ideally
or optimally would want, as there is always the burden of owing them at least.
If the people of the former land have an idea of discontent or contempt toward the current rulers that they have and if they haven’t got alternatives either for them, they ought to work for it on their own, having some restlessness to reflect some others and then expecting them to come and save you is not a good opinion because firstly it can backfire and secondly those that dictate forcing become as ruthless and as irritating as they dislike and criticize and want to remove from power. In both ways, there becomes a blind corner. You have to either live with who you dislike or remove them from the power; I am not a magician to appear and shake a magic wand and change things for you; democracy is a self-service dish that keeps you full if you have the will to go and pick it up for you and is not something that will be burdensome because you will have spared the tip of those you would depend on and spare to enjoy purchasing a dessert.
It’s not true, however that I wish to spend my life here doing nothing and trying to establish what I wanted to do before I was tried to be shut up, but I am deeply annoyed by the idea of such risks taken and such a heavy price to be paid for the sake of the uncertainty and the plans of some that look more like Peter Sellers the fox, and less like ideal statesmen or public leaders that want peace and tranquil. I’d rather I head directly for my mother’s country and participate what I can through there because it’s more like to be the reflection of somebody that believes it’s high time he grew up and acted like an adult, there is an established democracy right there where I can thrive as the head of a cabinet and be able to pay the debt or the tax of my existence, which I feel as a moral responsibility and which I feel there would be a much better public favor than double crossing games and intrigues of power of the former land aura and have a chance to serve in stability and not be fooled while trying it.
I want to get out of here and be able to emerge and be of good, by being the part of my mother’s nation directly and straight without being forced to be feeling as if I am inside some exchange shop where you get loans leaving your precious belongings as in the issue of performing the needs and chores of my gender being on hold for somebody I will keep distrusting. Besides I am supposed to win this campaign at least for the sake of my children as well as for the sake of The God, because these are not only for shallow, mundane objectives or to define the sovereign I will have for the life on earth. It’s not in my name only that I fight for whether be it to my liking or not, I am associated with God and if I will have lost, so will The God, hence I have to win.
Thus, I hope I will not have to
take miles much longer than I need ending up in some far terrain not to stay
there either but be forced to belong to the former land eventually to have years
of unrest not because I would risk being fatally shot but that some undercover
services would love to shoot me or blacken me if they cannot paint me blood red
before everyone because for them I will always have been the one that has blown
the whistle and for me they will be altogether Abel that came to slaughter Cain
instead of fraternity, causing fatality for greed and vain. Had that not been
the case, why would they pick up some critical time for my life having a few
inches left for my degree that I may have to stand in trial instead of ending
the game of evil against me? Won’t people benefit from my work? What if I
will return back home to find the police came for handing the summons of a court
or a military service? If I will not be in peace what right has anybody got for
coming to depend on me for peace? WHAT IF THEY WOULD COME AND TRY TO SEQUESTRATE
MY BELONGINGS SUCH AS MY COMPUTER?
I wish to say that it’s all from me for today yet as you well know they do not shut up and the best and the most devilish of their conversations without doubt will have been chosen and that will have been made available to me. The tape for today starts. This was recorded from a call made about some 48 hours ago and was recorded between a private security company and a wholesale company of vegetable and fruit. This is a call that lasts around five minutes.
1: We need to act much quicker than we generally would. So I will require police heading to his school, where he will face them and do you remember that academic, the father of the actor who asked questions, they would be interferring right before him and his tutors right? So at least this can be a fine delay and by this we would have ensured he will no longer be some trouble maker talking and nagging to get out.
2: This is indeed the best of what we could do, now that we can’t directly interfere and so what he deserves, I guess this is the perfect thing to do.
1: Yeah, to make him pay for not waiting I can do whatever I can, because of his stupidity he damages everything.
2: Yeah, if he doesn’t wait then his stupid assets will not be used at all.
