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~*~ Aaron and Jasmine ~*~
Thursday, 27 November 2003
dear dear... you're perfect to me...

Had a really really wonderful time with dear dear today… Starting from the phone conversation we had in the wee hours of morning hahaha…

Sigh dear dear has been sick since Tuesday… He has a slight fever and diarrhoea… Nevertheless he still went to work yesterday… Only to find himself unable to concentrate on his work… Thus even though his company training for attachments ended early, he couldn’t join us for the steamboat farewell dinner for Leslie at Marina Bay… Poor dear dear… I was feeling empty all along because of dear dear’s absence… Sigh… Missed him too much already… Unable to contain my missing for him anymore, I called him up in the middle of the meal… Just wanted to know how he was doing, whether he was feeling better etc… I just wanna hear his voice…

Heehee my call made dear dear very very surprised and stunned ah… That’s what he said hahaha… After the call, dear dear SMS-ed me…

"dear dear… thanx for ur concern… was rather surprise tat u called juz now… hahaha… im feeling much better… u enjoy the meal… okie okie…”


Although I was rather paiseh about leaving early, it was getting late, and that I was afraid of missing the last 173 bus, plus dear dear was worried for me (”if i have my own transport, i will ride u home..hahaha..if lidat dear dear oso bu hao yi si to go home, den next time i wont let u go alone for outing le.. :)”), so no choice I had to leave… Of course I felt very uneasy because qingren is a rather good friend to me… But sigh, I have long treated myself as a married woman (seriously) so I have to listen to my dear dear! I left at the most appropriate chance which came along… dear dear has been worried for me long enough so all the more I didn’t want him to worry…

"haiz… dear dear ah… paiseh ah… me cannot accompany u go home… sad sad ah… den u reach home can msg me again… at least i can rest my mind…”


Teeheehee sweet dear dear… Once I reached home I messaged dear dear again… To my utmost surprise…

"dear dear arrive home le ah… hmmm… u tired? wanna chit chat thru phone for a while after u bathe n wash ur clothes…”


Hahahaha… Of course I want!! I haven’t chatted with dear dear on the phone for quite some time already… But there was a problem: my sister had come back home to sleep! That means I couldn’t use her room’s phone… Neither could I use the kitchen’s phone either because mummy and daddy were sleeping in the master bedroom! So no choice ah I had to hide in my room and use my handphone to call dear dear… Nice nice 6610 got the loudspeaker function so I didn’t have to use my hands to hold the phone!!! Hahahahahaha x)

LOL chatted from 12+ to 2.30+ am wor… Really really really love chatting on the phone with dear dear because he’s ever so funny!!! x) Told him countless times that I really really miss him a lot these few days!... By just hearing dear dear’s voice makes me feel so heart-warming… Found out quite abit of extremely surprising (even shocking) things from dear dear wor!

The most surprising (shocking) thing of all: dear dear’s mum actually told him to go to the Registry of Marriages with me before he goes for his NS…!

Wahahahahaha… Isn’t that too early… She hasn’t even seen me before… Of course I want!! But of course it’s impossible too… Both of us are too young… But right after saying that, dear dear’s mum laughed of course hahahaha… Really cute lady =) Talked about the July Chevrons chalet and abit of my birthday chalet too… dear dear has started to take notice of me ever since my birthday chalet wor… All because I kneeled down to mop the floor with a piece of cloth…! dear dear said he had never expected any girl nowadays who would mop the floor that way… He thought I would use my legs to drag the cloth to mop the floor… Hahaha… Also, the both of us “suay suay” tio the bed scene too hahahaha… Surprise surprise, both of us actually had the same premonition that we would be sabotaged together! Wow that’s really amazing…! x)

So we gradually got to know each other better by chatting in ICQ regularly… Hahahaha my influence again… dear dear said that he was really touched when I bought him that black velvet handphone pouch… Because he had just told me he lost his handphone pouch that day and I immediately got a new one for him… It was from then he started to have abit of special feelings for me… He was rather hesitant at first and he even consulted his colleague Veronica (his ‘mummy’)… Because he had just been voted President of SP Wushu Club and wanted to concentrate on his studies first… Veronica then told him to consider it carefully…

But teeheehee… dear dear already dong4 xin1 le wor… He didn’t want to let me slip away so the purpose of asking me out for a movie on 8th July was solely to woo me…! *wow*

Hahaha we chatted until both of us were very tired… Managed to persuade dear dear to let me accompany him to see a doctor today as he decided to take MC =)

Went to Yishun Polyclinic to see a doctor as his usual doctor was on holiday… LOL because dear dear had a slight fever, he was made to wear a mask! Hahahaha dear dear was sooooooooooooooo cute and funny playing with that mask lol… But surprisingly the doctor didn’t prescribe him any medicine for curing fever! Prescribed medicine for diarrhoea instead… o.O

Anyway after that went to Northpoint’s MacDonald’s for lunch… Ended up finishing most of the food myself (ALMOST TWO SET MEALS!) because dear dear couldn’t finish them due to his weak stomach… We then wanted to go to Cineleisure to watch Wishing Stairs… But dear dear was really feeling unwell that we were forced to alight at Bishan MRT station and he went to the nearest toilet to puke everything out… Sigh poor dear dear… It really pained me to see him suffering like this…… Yet I couldn’t do anything to lighten his sufferings… *sob* dear dear went in and out of the station a lot of times… Luckily he got MRT concession in his ez-link card… For the last time he went out, he came back with a bottle of medication oil (which definitely helped to stop dear dear’s sufferings) and Strepsils for my sore throat…! I was sooooooooooo surprised and touched… Really didn’t expect him to be so thoughtful… Awwww… x)

So we went to Cineleisure to watch the movie… And we got to sit the couple’s seat at the recommendation of the ticket-seller! Hahahahaha… LOL dear dear was actually abit scared ahhhh hahahahaha… And when I asked, "dear dear you are scared ah?” dear dear quickly gave me a shy shy smile and then told me not to ‘expose’ him as he didn’t want to be malu in front of other couples around hahahahaha…

After the movie ended and the people had started to disperse, dear dear gave me a kiss on the lips…! x)

As we had no other places to go and we were very tired, we decided to go home… I was really sleepy and dear dear was unwell too… dear dear then sent me home… dear dear was really really sweet… In the train, he let me leaned on him and he hugged me to sleep… On the bus, he gently let me fell asleep on his left shoulder…… When we were reaching Hill View, he gently woke me up by touching my left cheek with his right hand…

dear dear’s really a perfect boyfriend that a girl could only wish for……

I’m really really extremely fortunate…… x)

~*~ SMS for the night ~*~

“silly girl… ur dear dear bring u dis little girl out is li suo dang ran, wat for thanx me… ben dan… hahaha… u look sleepy, ate ur dinner go zzz ba…”

“eh… before u zzz… take ur medication pills first… luckily i din forget… Hahaha… remember huh… :p”

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 11:12 PM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:11 PM WST
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Wednesday, 26 November 2003
i'm just missing dear dear very very very dearly...
Currently listening to My Sassy Girl OST - Love and Longing... A really sweet and romantic song...

But sigh... It just makes me miss dear dear even even more...... I really really miss those chalet times I spent with him... Right from the SP Wushu Team's chalet in July to the most recent Sentosa chalet...

During that July chalet, we weren't together yet... But dear dear already knew I like him... Somehow somehow, I could tell that he had already developed some feelings for me ever since we chatted regularly in ICQ... But at that time, I wasn't sure of that... So I was abit shy...

Early that morning, dear dear messaged me some really funny things that happened to him... And he was so blur on that day that he lost his handphone pouch... Upon knowing that, I went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy a black velvet handphone pouch for him because his previous one was black too... Bought it without him knowing of course... But deep down I was praying hard that he hadn't bought a new one... If not I couldn't give him the pouch I bought already...

When old man, Cangzi and me reached the chalet, the very first thing I did was to look out if dear dear was around... Didn't know why I did too... Just yearn to see him ba... Then dear dear came up to us and welcomed us!... Really really nice host, Mr President dear dear... x) He even helped me to carry my bag...! Wow... That was really so sweet of him...

In the chalet house, we settled down and dear dear updated us on what we had missed out... I asked dear dear, "May I borrow your phone?" dear dear looked abit surprised but complied by taking out his bronze-coloured 6510 from his pocket... It was in its original state with no pouch!... *lucky* Teeheehee after I got the handphone in my hands, I secretly took out the black velvet handphone pouch from my bag... Slotted the 6510 into the pouch and tightened the strings... Then I gave the whole thing to dear dear... He looked really really surprised...! "Eh...?" Heehee dear dear then thanked me... *honoured...*

I don't know why, I just couldn't forget how happy I was at that time... I felt so sweet about being able to do something for dear dear... Even if at that time his feelings for me weren't confirmed yet...

At night, at the first instant when I realised dear dear was nowhere to be seen, I started to look around but didn't ask anyone where he was because I was shy... Haha dear dear was sleeping on the comfy queen-sized bed upstairs x) I think it was Yanru who accompanied me upstairs to take a look at him lol... Actually dear dear didn't sleep, he was just resting as he had to work on the following day... Talked abit with him and Yanru when Yvonne suddenly popped into the room and asked me out to the playground to play the swings... I was eager to play the swings so I agreed immediately... Yvonne went off first, and I turned to the both of them (dear dear and Yanru) and asked if they wanna play too... They told me to go ahead and play because they wanna stay in the room to chit-chat for a while... I complied... Just before I left the room, dear dear said something which was much much much to my surprise...!

"deng yi xia wo qu zhao ni..."
("I'll look for you later...")


That was something which I had never ever expected at that point of time... I replied a shy shy 'okie' and zoomed off to the playground... Felt really really really happy...... x)

Had a nice chat with Yvonne at the playground on all sorts of things... Then dear dear joined us... Gradually a few others joined us too... Really had a nice time chatting with them... I really love the atmosphere at that time...

After we got back to the chalet, I played the King's Game with the others whereas dear dear and the others who wanted to sleep went to sleep at the swimming pool side... So hard on them... Wanted to bring a blanket out for dear dear but it would be too obvious!... People would sure be suspicious: Why would aunty wanna bring a blanket out for Aaron? Everything at that time wasn't finalised yet so I didn't dare to take any obvious initiatives... (Oops I laughed really loud while playing the game... Even dear dear could hear it from outside! Hahaha...)

Soon I got tired... Then dear dear and the others came into the house too... He then went upstairs to sleep... Qinhao was already on the bed and a few others were playing cards in the room... I forgot how the promise of waking dear dear up at 6 am came about... But I duly did so... I went upstairs to sleep not long after dear dear went up... However, as I was scared of waking him and Qinhao up as I get onto the bed, I chose to sleep on the floor... Of course, I scared I would oversleep so I set my handphone's alarm to 6 am and put my handphone beside dear dear... That way, he'll wake up for sure... =)

So I just slept on the floor... dear dear didn't sleep actually... He was just resting his mind (he told me in ICQ)... When he woke up to leave for work, he gently urged me to sleep on the bed... So nice of him... x) So I went up to the bed and just slept...~

"i dunno u still remember.......when i wake up for work den everyone is asking u to slp on the bed.......the moment u jump onto the bed and slept......tat action ah........very cute ah ......like small kid like tat.....hahaha........but b4 tat, u very stubborn huh.....so many pple ask u to slp on the bed u dun but u prefer the floor........aiyo......"


As for the most recent chalet... Had a really really nice time with dear dear...... Really really wish to go back to those times...... I really really wanna snuggle up a bed with dear dear again......

Yesterday night had a really heart-warming chat with dear dear in ICQ...... Reading those things he has said just makes me miss him even even more......

"dear dear......."

"wanna go sleep liao har???
lol..."

"no lah.... dear dear reply is always the same..... hahahaha......
wanna tell u sth......"

"hahahaha... what is it my dear dear???"

"u know sth...... i been tinking of u all along ever since we been dating..... even we do meet up sometimes but after a while...... i miss u again...... hahahaha....... cham ah.... ganna curse from u le...... sometimes i really do miss u tat i wanna call u but sometimes i really paiseh..... so wait until im really desperado den i make a call to u juz like today......"

"hahahaha..... scary dear dear hor......"

"tat y sometimes i heard abt pple saying how fantasies are their relationship...... i will kind of sadda..... coz we r really very pity ah.... meet up oso sometimes muz see whether we r free or not"

"hahahhaha.... seemed like we r da mang ren....."

"but i really do appreciate tat sometimes u really take ur time to travel to my workplace juz to take a glance on me...... im really very touched......."

"so i really feel fortunate to have u as my girlfren...... not only u feel fortunate hor...... hahahaha"

"tat y i dare to say tat i will sure love you forever n ever bcoz u r a rare species"

"so rare tat only in spore can found.........."

"the one n the only one tat is u........"

"my dear dear min min......"

"u gotta my promise baby......."


Sigh... I miss dear dear so much at the moment that I could cry...... What shall I do...... x( ...

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 1:26 AM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:10 PM WST
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Thursday, 20 November 2003
A night full of kisses... x)
Yesterday night was full of kisses!!! Hahahahaha xD

But then on Tuesday night, I was quite pissed with dear dear's colleagues... Ziying and Hong Rong again... They made dear dear waited for their boyfriends together with them!!! Not only that, they left dear dear to go home alone after they went off with their boyfriends!!! Wah lau what's the meaning of that man... What did they take dear dear for???

"juz now go out with hong yong n zhi yin..... den later hong rong's bf join us..... (though i remember got things to do but i promised them to go out with them so cannot back out)..... den later hong rong go back home with her bf...... poor me have to accompany zhi yin to find her bf who works at the funan there(same as last nite)...... den accompany her wait until her bf knock off........ den she go back home wif her bf.......sianz..... later i go back home alone..... hahahaha"

"both gals go back home wif their bf..... to their bf homes wor........ O-o!!! hahahaha......"

"gggooossshhh!!!
my poor dear dear... *sayang*
diao... they left u alone ahhh... aiyoh...
u envious tt they can go to their bfs' houses ahhh...
hahahahaha~~~"

"abit lah...... but not bcos they can hankie pankie leh...... i envy them bcos they seemed to have alot of time together....... seemed to be unlimited..... wowwwww...... so envy sia....... esp when they da qing ma qiao......... infront of me....... nei nei pok...... :<"


Chatted with dear dear that night on ICQ and he told me all that... Grrr although I sounded normal in my tone, deep down I was soooooooooooooo jealous and not-very-happy... Hello, these 2 girls are already spending much more time with my dear dear than me, they still want dear dear to wait for their boyfriends with them??? What's worse, they left dear dear alone to go home after that!!! Yes I know I know that couldn't be helped, and that they are dear dear's friends cum colleagues, but like what I told dear dear in a 4 Chinese-SMS long SMS-es after we went offline,

"wo hai shi xin teng wo zi ji xin ai de ren zi ji du zi hui jia..."
("I'm still upset that the person I love has to go home alone...")


Well anyway, I also told dear dear in the SMS-es that I don't know whether I was jealous of them or angry with them... I leave that to dear dear's imagination =P

Don't know whether it's because of this matter (that I'm unhappy/jealous/whatever) that dear dear wanted to ask me out yesterday wor! Yesterday afternoon...

"dear dear... still slping ah?? ytd told u i wanna burn midnight oil but in the end still doze off... hahaha..."

"teeheehee know u surely cant tahan one... so tired already... me now eating a horrible breakfast cum lunch... white indian noodles wif coconut... -.-|||"

"huh... wat a combination... hahaha... dear dear... later after my club meeting i go find u... can can??"

"??? y the sudden intention??? dun want ba... after ur club meeting u wld be so tired out n late for u... den ytd u din slp much... go home haf a gd rest ba ;)"

"hmmm... me dun wan dun wan... later i go find u huh... hehehe... i oso wanna look whether ur back is okie or not..."

"har... my back for the time being is fine dun worry... u dun need to come my hse ba, so far away... i'll go sp to wait for u or fetch u from work ba, u choose.."

"eh... nvm lah... i meet u at bukit batok mrt station after my club meeting... lidat u dun need to travel so far..."

"okie ba... when ur club meeting finished den u call or sms me ba ;) i most probably will be in coffee bean..."


Aiyer knowing my paranoid mum, of course I couldn't go out at a very late time... Before 8 I must get out of the house already or else risk being forbidden to go out... So I got out of the house at around 7.30 and headed to West Mall... Walked one big round... Bought I-Weekly then finally settled down in Coffee Bean so that I won't be bored... Sat there for 2 full hours (not to mention there was a BLOODY NOISY table behind me all along! Shit them! As though the whole restaurant belonged to them) before I decided to leave... It was already 10 pm at that time... Still no news of dear dear =( Went to the washroom then to the MRT station... When it was around 10.30+ I messaged dear dear to ask if he still wanted to meet up with me... Don't know why, at that time I was feeling very sick... My abdomens were aching and my stomach was churning... Terrible feeling...

"dear dear... its already so late for u... do u still want to meet up with me??"

"ya lor... so late liaoz... hahaha... den i go ur hse downstairs ba..."

"dear dear...... i'm at bb mrt station..."

"huh... okie okie... den i come to meet u now..."


Sigh dear dear only turned up at 11.17+ pm wor!... Well enough for us to catch the last 173 bus... Seeing him was enough to dispel all my sickness at that time x) I managed to squeeze out smiles for him so as not to let him suspect anything amiss... Then he laughingly remarked, "dear dear your face is very red leh!!" Errm I also don't know why my face would go red out of a sudden at times... That was not the first time already... It can happen anytime, anywhere leh? o.O???

dear dear then kept apologising for letting me waited for so long... I gently repeated 'it's okie' and 'never mind'... Then he asked the crucial question, "dear dear... How long have you been waiting???" Hahaha actually I didn't wanna tell him so as not to make him feel guilty... But I told him anyway... "Errm... I have been sitting for 2 hours and standing for a full 1 hour..." That made dear dear very shocked indeed and he apologised even more... Hahaha again I kept repeating 'it's okie' and 'never mind'... Then dear dear said, "Wah like that then you equalled the record of my primary school first love eh..." Hahahahahaha... So cute... ('cos dear dear once made the girl he liked in his primary school waited for 3 hours too... He said that girl was his 'chu lian qing ren' hahahaha)

While we were walking to the interchange, dear dear brought up the Tuesday incident again lol... He explained the whole thing again so as not to let me get the wrong idea... Then he said, "dear dear I told the both of them, 'Eh yesterday hor you two left me to go home alone then my girlfriend was very unhappy leh!' Hahaha then they wanted me to say sorrie to you on behalf of them... dear dear... Sorrie leh..."

OMG! I never expected dear dear to tell them man!... So paiseh... "Aiyoh alamak dear dear! Why you tell them... Never mind one la..." Then dear dear just laughed and said never mind... After a while, I added, "Instead of saying I'm unhappy or angry, you should say I'm jealous of them... Bleh..."

o.O??? From then on, dear dear kept smiling to himself non-stop leh! OMG my dear dear is going crazy liao hahahaha...

On the bus, dear dear playfully took away the CD that Weibin gave to me through him because he saw that I treasured that CD so much... In it contained the SP Wushu Team's photos... But LOL I insisted it as containing 'porn' that's why dear dear all the more didn't want to give me back hahahahaha... "Wah lau! Watch porn also never share with me... Hmph~" LOL wahahahaha... Then throughout the journey I kept coaxing dear dear to give me back but I kept failing ahhh!!! "dear dear I give you one kiss then you give me back okie okie???" dear dear didn't say anything and then we just gave each other a peck on the lips lol... "Okie then you can return it to me liao..." "Huh? I didn't say I wanna return it to you leh???" o.O!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh dear dear cheated me of one kiss!!~~~

"Okie la... You give me 2 kisses then I'll return it to you..."

"Ooo... You said one ah!!"


Then I gave him 2 pecks on the lips... "Okie now return it to me!~" "Ooo... You gave me 2 kisses already... ...But I still don't wanna return it to you! Hahahahaha..." o.O!!! Oh my god dear dear cheated me of 3 kisses in total already!~~~ xD

Hahaha even as we were walking to my block's void deck, dear dear still didn't want to return it to me... But when we finally reached near the lift lobby, he then returned it to me ah!! Hahahaha playful dear dear xD Then dear dear was like standing outside of the block and I was inside... The only difference was the height! Old HDB blocks have a step separating the block itself and the walking pavement outside... As dear dear was standing outside, our height became level (I was wearing high heels too!) ehhh!! Like what dear dear commented, it was a perfect position...! Everything was level... Especially our eyes and lips teeheehee... I think yesterday was the day I had the most eye-contacts with dear dear wor... (Not to mention that dear dear asked funnily, "I wonder if any vase would drop down on me eh???" Muahahahahaha xD)

Everything was soooooooooo sweet!! We chatted and kept sa-jiao-ing to each other hahahahaha... I don't know why, I just feel that dear dear is becoming more and more suave and man...... It's getting harder to resist the urge to kiss or hug him wor......

At one time, dear dear stretched out both his arms... Just like what he did on our anniversary! But he quickly kept them to himself again hahaha... "dear dear wants me to hug you ah..." LOL dear dear shyly looked to the side and smiled to himself... Teeheehee then I just hugged dear dear... For the very first time without

tip-toeing, my head was over his shoulders ahhh hahahahaha... xD dear dear is 181 cm (maybe taller I don't know haha) whereas I'm only 160 cm... The other thing worth mentioning is, it was a proper front-to-front hug wor...!

Hahaha all the while dear dear kept smiling leh... Could see that he was very very happy... Soooooooo cute whenever dear dear smiles...! His dimples just make me swoons xD Teeheehee x) It was near 12 am at that time... But both of us have no intentions of leaving each other leh heehee...

Then dear dear just used both his hands to gently hold my face and kissed me on the lips!... Which in turn developed into the familiar...

*chim chim mission* teeheehee...

But it was not for long ahhh! I heard footsteps and so I quickly used my right index finger and tapped lightly on dear dear's left cheek! Teeheehee... Wow that made dear dear even more didn't want to leave ahhh...

"dear dear... zen me ban... wo she bu de zou leh......"


Heehee I told dear dear, "Cannot wor... It's already so late... And you have to work tomorrow morning... Too bad you can't stay at my house overnight and vice versa... Heehee..." Then we kept on bickering with each other on to leave or not to leave hahahahaha... Both of us really really really she bu de each other ahhhhhhhhhh... ^^

How to say... When we had our second *chim chim mission*... dear dear seemed to be even more passionate... Even more Man in doing it...... Awwwwww...

Nonetheless, both of us still had to go home no matter how... x( So I gave dear dear a really really nice warm hug and coaxed him to go home...

dear dear just used his hands to gently hold my face again and gave me a long long kiss on my lips before he slowly released me...

Smiled to each other and gave each other one last kiss before we finally went home...... It was really a night full of kisses!... x)

~*~ SMS for the night ~*~

"dear dear no need to feel guilty abt letting me wait ba =) i said before wor, for the sake of seeing my dear dear, anything is worth it... heehee... x)"

"wow... dear dear... i very very touched leh... but i still wanna say sorry for letting u wait so long.. hehehe... today me very 'high' wor... very very happy..."

"thanx dear dear... n good lovely nitez to u... ;)"

"lol... how come dear dear is high today??? i din do anything special wor... teeheehee... have a safe journey home... love u... nitez nitez... *muacks* x)"

"nothing lah... juz very very happy n .... abit she bu de lah... but nvm at least see dear dear is quite alrite from ur injury... can rest my mind le... hehehe.."

"teeheehee... good good... den u can sleep nice n sweet sweet tonight... i also she bu de dear dear... but no choice wor... i love u my dear dear... nitez nitez!"

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"dear dear..i keep forgetting to ask tis qn just now..do u tink im very childish n petty to get jealous of ur colleagues??come to tink of it,i tink i m leh..cos its like u cant help it also..they r also ur frens..so sorrie dear dear tt i haf not been understanding enuff..no next time already..nitez nitez.."

"in fact im glad tat u feel tat way, cos i ask zhi yin if she wld allow her bf to go out with another gal, she immediately say no wor... den im with two gals ytd nite leh... hahaha... my dear dear is jealous wor, tot u feel nothing cos u r so 'insensitive'... hahaha... at least i know dear dear care for me... ;)"

"really really?? wow im surprised with dear dear's reply heehee... thanks dear dear... oops u haven slp ah... min min dun disturb u liao... nitez nitez... x)"

"juz ate something... stomach quite full, now waiting for food inside my stomach to digest... hehehe... u oso slp early wor... nitez nitez..."

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 3:30 PM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:03 PM WST
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Tuesday, 18 November 2003
dear dear gave me a heart-shaped box of Ferrero Rocher!
Teeheehee... When I woke up yesterday afternoon... Received a surprise SMS from dear dear...

"min min... ur dear dear miss u leh... hehehe..."

"hahahaha... how come suddenly miss me????? ur piggy min min just woke up... alamak nearly fell off the bed again wahahahaha..."

"miss u den miss u lor... no special reason... ;) u be careful ah, ur back still haven recover yet... clumsy dear dear... hahaha..."

"lol... im a pig mah... of cos clumsy wahahaha... teeheehee... so nice of dear dear to miss me... today got pretty pretty a-ta-chee come work in ur company? haha"

"haiz... dun have ah... so sianz... tink u pretty than them... hahaha... dear dear... today i not going training... me going back home to rest..."

"me prettier than them??? no no no how can tt be hahaha... u no go training den ur dear dear wld be secretly happy ah, cos u can rest... wahahaha... xD"

"secretly happy?? hahaha... wat a funny phrase u use... okie lah, time for u to brush ur teeth liaoz... otherwise no chim chim in future wor... hahaha..."

"hahahaha... eh eh eh i have already brushed my teeth n eaten my breakfast wor... fast ba... lol... okie den u take care n jia you in ur work! love u... x)"

"i love u too... *muacks*... :)"


Teeheehee what a perfect way to start my day ah... Slacked at home again this clumsy little piggy me hahaha... Then in the evening it started to rain... So I SMS-ed dear dear to tell him that it was raining in my area... Told him to be careful while going home... Wow it was like after about 2 hours then he replied...

"really ah... Alamak... me still in the office doing work... hmmm... muz find a way to go home later..."

"!! today work overtime?? poor dear dear... dun worry the rain has stopped... hope it also has stopped in ur area... *jia you jia you in ur work* heehee x)"

"or shall dear dear min min go fetch u??? teeheehee..."

"wow... from ur hse come here, so ma fan... but if u wan i anything, cos i not going home now... im with my colleagues at funan chit chatting... hahaha..."

"wahahahahahaha... dear dear is a se bei bei... lol... ur colleagues r mostly girls... hahahahaha... lol... okie ba... i go get changed now..."

"no lah... im toking with zhi yin n hong yong only... okie okie den i wait for u wor... u take ur time... ;)"

"dear dear... its quite late liaoz... will it be ma fan for u to come out at this moment..."

"eh! too late! i'm outta the house wahahaha..."


Teeheehee... So I went to Funan IT Mall to look for dear dear... On my way there, I met Ziying and Hong Rong... They were outside Watsons... They told me that dear dear went to the other entrance to wait for me!! WOW I was like HUH!! Hahahahaha... Blur dear dear... 'Cos there are 2 entrances, one at the front and one at the back... I was at the front entrance and dear dear went to the back... Just as I wanted to go look for dear dear, dear dear came out!! Teeheehee =)

dear dear was wearing a dark red long-sleeved shirt wor... Sooooooooooooooooooo suave and man...... *swoons* And he wasn't wearing glasses!! Awwwwwwwwww x)

In dear dear's hands was a white plastic bag... He gave it to me and said, "For you!"

It was a heart-shaped box of Ferrero Rocher...!

Sooooooooooo touched and happy x) Teeheehee... But I was puzzled as to why dear dear would buy chocolates for me out of the blue~ Yesterday wasn't any special day??? LOL I pestered him for the reason right from The Adelphi (which he went to the washroom inside and after he came out, he imitated to me how Ziying walked which made me laugh like siao!! Hahahaha) to The Esplanade ahhh!! Hahahahaha... In the end, I still got no reason from him lol because he kept diverting the topic hahaha...

So we went to the Esplanade to chit chat chit chat... Had a nice nice spot all to ourselves... With all the soft orange lightings around, dear dear looked even more suave and man... Oh my dear dear... He really made my heart melted......

Teeheehee so at around 10.30 pm, we left the Esplanade and headed for home... Luckily bus 171 came so that dear dear could take the bus straight home and I could also go home too x) For the earlier part of the journey, there were only the 2 of us onboard!!! Really really enjoyed ourselves... Our er ren shi jie... I deliberately picked the 2 seats at the back (not the long one) at the left side of the bus so that whatever we were hanky-pankying at the back (wahahaha) would not get reflected by the glass behind the bus driver... LOL clever min min xD

I asked dear dear if he remembered that I once asked him who would take care of his parents once he has gone to NS ('cos his brothers are always not at home)... He said he remembered and then cheekily replied, "You lor! Heehee..." I was taken by surprise and then I blurted out, "How do you know I got such intentions?????" Hahaha dear dear was surprised too lol... 'Cos he didn't expect that I really had such intentions...

"Haha... You take care of my mum can liao... No need to care about my father... (*dear dear doesn't really like his father...*) I think you would get along really well with my mum... Because you are similar to my mum in alot of ways... Haha... But she's abit naggy ah... She speaks only Hokkien and knows very little Mandarin wor... It'll be fun to see how you 2 communicate hahahahaha... Perhaps I will bring you back to my house for reunion dinner during Chinese New Year next year ba... Heehee... See my mum..."


Wow... I was really really really surprised that dear dear said that... Because initially he was like so shy in talking about seeing each other's parents... But ever since his mum got to know that he has a girlfriend (and that's me hahahahaha) because she saw me during SP Wushu Club's 10th Anniversary Guan Mo Hui, dear dear has been more opened about this topic already lol... x) dear dear's mum was like so humourous about him having a girlfriend hahaha...

Then the bus reached Bukit Timah area... dear dear said, "You are getting off soon hor..." To which I replied, "Aiyoh not yet... Still got so many bus stops away!" After a while (really a while!!), dear dear said again, "You are reaching home liao hor..." I looked at dear dear smilingly heehee... Because I knew he's being yi yi bu she again...

"dear dear yi yi bu she har..."

(dear dear gave a shy shy look)
"Okie okie zhe ci wo cheng ren wo yi yi bu she la..."


Even more so as he was not getting off the bus to send me home heehee... x) All the while dear dear had been putting his arms on the front seat's top and leaning his head on them... Suddenly he pouted his lips cutely hahahahahaha... Demanding an advance goodbye kiss... dear dear was soooooooooooo cute! Of course I complied and kissed gently on his lips... Heehee... In the end I kissed twice hahahaha because both of us just couldn't bear to leave each other la x)

Teeheehee... dear dear seemed to be not getting enough wor... He kept smiling to himself sweetly lol... And didn't dare to look at me somemore!! Soooooooooooooo boy-boyish cute...... A big boy boy in man's clothes hahahaha... I just love this dual-sided dear dear to the core...... x) Of course I knew what he was thinking but I acted blur... Hahahaha... Then dear dear looked at me and that's when I knew we just couldn't resist anymore... *teeheehee shy shy shy* As we were on a public bus huh so we just had a light light...

*chim chim mission* teeheehee...

Okie sweet moments are really short so I had to get off the bus~ Promised dear dear that I would SMS him once I reached home safe and sound... x) Sent him a flying kiss after I got off the bus hahaha...

~*~ SMS for the night ~*~

"dear dear... i have reached home safe and sound... teeheehee... thanks for the ferrero rocher... have a safe journey home... i love u... *muacks + huggies*"

"hmmm... send u chocolate den love me ah... tao yan... okie okie... den u go zzz ba... good nitez..."

"giving chocolates is a symbol of love! teeheehee... i have always loved u wor... not only tonight! love u forever... nitez nitez x)"

"finally u know my meaning of sending u e chocolate liaoz... hahaha... i love u min min... *muacks*"

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 10:18 PM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:05 PM WST
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Monday, 17 November 2003
dear dear is soooooooooooo good to me that i'm speechless...
OH MY GOD!!!


dear dear...... He treats me sooooooooooooooooooooooooo extremely good that I'm speechless!!! He came all the way from Suntec's Jigsaw Puzzle World right to my doorstep just specially to return me my white shorts which he has brought home to wash for me yesterday and TWO cans of medicine for my injured lower back!!! Really OMG!!! To think that he knocked off at 9.30 pm and needed 1 1/2 hours to reach my doorstep...!

Where to find such guys anymore......... I'm... Totally filled with gratitude and love for him...... Yesterday after my performance, I went to Suntec City (fortunately ahhh!) to fetch him from work although I was nearly lost in Geylang... Was really tired and exhausted... And I walked a really long way to the nearest MRT station and to Suntec City... But like I told him later on, it's all worth it just for the sake of seeing my dear dear......

dear dear was really worried that I injured my lower back yet again... He didn't bear to let me wash all my clothes so he took my biao yan fu and white shorts home and washed them for me...! OMG words really could not describe how I felt then...... Even until now... He scared I would be bored in the holidays, he lent his La Bi Xiao Xian VCDs to me to watch...

And then in the MRT yesterday... It was so extremely congested... dear dear was afraid that people would rub against my lower back (thus causing pain to me) so he hugged me while we stood... Throughout the journey, he would gently massage my lower back at times to soothe the pain... Awwwwwwwww......

On the bus back home... dear dear put his arms around me to steady me from jerking because of the bus movements... Felt so heartwarming and loved... I absolutely love it when our faces are so close to each other's... Even more so when our noses touch each other's and then we kiss... It's all so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet......

All these all these... I will never ever forget them.........

Now... My heart is totally filled with him him him...... For dear dear jin jin, I'm absolutely willing to do anything for him...... This I promise......

~*~ SMS for the 2 nights ~*~

Yesterday...

"if u wan me to stop worrying den u muz follow my instruction... muzz paste medication plaster b4 u zzz... understood? n try to avoid vigorous activity... have an early rest as well... dun stay until too late huh... Dong bu dong!! good nitez dear dear min min..."

"hope im not too harsh on my sms huh... hehehe... okie okie... dun disturb u liaoz... have an early rest... nitez nitez..."

Today...

"dear dear adding my testimonial ah... den muz write good thing hor... hahaha... no lah, juz joking... happy writing huh..."

"very funny huh... of course i will change my underwear everyday lah... if not i will sure bring it to u n let u smell one... hahaha... dirty dear dear ;p"

"okie okie... but i have to go somewhere first to pass thing to my friend... perhaps i read ur testimonial after i reach home ba... ;)"

"dear dear... wat up u doing now?? watching la pi xiao xin ah... hahaha... u free now??"

"cos i juz bring my 'smelly underwear' for u to smell... hahaha... no lah, juz joking... u can go check it out at ur door... ;)"

"got ur short n two bottle of medication spray... dunno how to use can ask me..."

"tat two bottle of medication spray is very effective... muz use leh, dun waste my effort huh... use the red spray if u juz hurt ur back n still feeling a sharp pain, when e pain subside abit, u use the white one for recovery purpose, so the white one will use finish faster than e red one... get it... muz take care of ur back n oso muz take care of urself hor... actually wanna meet u one but scared u r still paiseh abt ytd thing so i juz left them at ur door... ;)"

"wow..wah my clothes for e rest of my life..dun need to be so extreme lah..haha..u take good care of urself first..dun stay until too late wor..nitez nitez.."

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 12:29 AM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:05 PM WST
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Thursday, 13 November 2003
Happy 4th Anniversary =)
Teeheehee... Yesterday was our 4th month anniversary!! =) Nearly couldn't celebrate it ahhh ('cos I've got no mood and... what happened on Sunday)... But then since I can't do anything until the end of A levels, it's no point that I keep making myself miserable (besides crying what can I do? stupid jas) like nobody's business and moreover, they won't know... Even if they know, they would be busy and engulfed in their exams to bother about me =(

So I was even more determined to make this anniversary a happy and memorable one! =D To reward dear dear's infinite tolerance and patience towards me during these few days... =)

Yesterday afternoon dear dear messaged me to ask where he should meet me...

"i'll be in city hall area... after u knock off then u call me n i'll meet up with u at the mrt station =D"


Actually I have already thought of what to wear for the anniversary... Teeheehee! Just love to dress myself up for special occasions like this... Decided to wear my China-looking red blouse and 3/4-length black skirt with my favourite black high heels! Accessories to be worn would of course be my Aaron ring, my 7 hearts bracelets and my Earlines! LOL whenever I wear those Earlines, people would look at me because they have never seen anything like them before! ^^

"dear dear... i'll be wearing formal too but dun laugh at me ah! =P"

"y today wear formal?? today special day ah?? hahaha... wat for i laugh at u... im oso waering formal mah..."

"of cos special day! anniversary mah... hahaha... precisely u r wearing so i cant possibly dress shabbily... gif ur dear dear a chance to dress up =P wahahaha..."

"hahaha... my dear dear hua chi-ness fa zhuo again liaoz... okie lah, den see u later... i get back to work liaoz..."


Heehee in order not to let daddy and mummy nag me for wearing red again, I sneaked out of the house way before they come back from work! Reached City Hall at 5+ and went to walk around... WOW not I shameless wor, really alot of people looked at me throughout my journey to City Hall! I thought by wearing like this would sorta 'blend' me in with those working people... But who knows that they themselves looked at me instead!! o.O

(Alamak not to mention an aunty in my neighbourhood's kopitiam shouted "WAH MEI NU!!" and her friends started to laugh with her too!! o.O|||)

Heehee City Link is too small for me to spend the entire 1 1/2 hours there... So I went to Delifrance to have a cup of Apple Juice (kaoz 3 bucks!) and then walked all the way to the Esplanade hahaha... Enjoyed the scenery for a while then went inside to chill... Didn't want my makeup to melt ahhh!! x) Listened to most ringtones in my phone and time passed very quickly... Very effective way of killing time hahaha =) In no time it was already 6.23 pm and so I walked back to City Hall MRT station...

On the way dear dear called me!! Heehee so we told each other that we would meet up in the MRT station itself...

I was first to reach there ah! WOW as usual the station was packed with alot of people... Hard to spot dear dear even if he's around and tall xP Hahaha aiyah!!! No matter where I stood still got people staring at me... *paiseh* Then finally I spotted someone wearing blue and having messy spiky hair!! LOL! dear dear!!! Looking as blur as ever... Hahahaha... He's wearing blue... Blue eh!!! I love to see dear dear wearing blue shirts because he looks suave in them!! xD So surprised that he would wear blue yesterday teeheehee...

Hahahaha blur dear dear didn't see me ah... He went to stand at the sides to message someone... Then I slowly walked up to him and stopped in front of him... Close enough to him for him to know that it's me!

Smilingly, he lifted up his head and... gave me a surprise look! :O

I asked why that look... Then he still continued to gaze at me... Alamak I was like so paiseh so I hid behind him...

"Ehhh why you always love to hide behind me! Wear until so nice must let me see mah..."

"Aiyer because you keep staring at me mah! ...Why you keep smiling non stop?????"

"I'm... Err... Shocked... Because you're... Very very pretty..."


Hahahaha... I chided him jokingly for being 'you qiang hua diao'... Then he asked where we should go for dinner... Having no ideas at all, I suggested that we should 'bian zou bian xiang' lol... So we held hands and went off in search of food! =D~

LOL on the way (throughout the WHOLE NIGHT even!), I'm not being shameless here again but then really really ALOT of people looked at US when they walked past us!! One thing that's definite when we go out together is the girls who walk past us would definitely look at dear dear wahahahahaha... Yesterday even those working class ladies looked at him wor!!! Hahahahaha... *honoured* Probably because dear dear is very mature looking and he looks very very very suave and handsome in formal clothings!!! xD

"dear dear... You're carrying a handbag wor!... Hahahahaha... First time seeing you carrying a handbag..."

"Hahaha... 'Cos you said you have never seen me carrying a handbag before mah! But it's not mine... I where got 300 bucks to buy this Gaultier handbag!! Hahahahaha... It's my aunty's one... She lent it to my sister who in turn lent it to me..."

(Hung my handbag behind my right shoulder)

"Wow... So ex ah... Ehhhh handbags cannot be carried this way one!! Put it down... Ahhh like that nice... Like a lady..."


Wahahahahaha... Then dear dear suggested going to Nooch noodle bar to eat...

"Wow very ex wor! You serious??"

"Of course serious!! My dear dear wore until so nice, can't possibly ask her to go to a food court and eat right... Hahaha... Never mind la today's special day!!"

"Hahahaha why not... Those working people also like that mah..."


So we went to Nooch for our dinner! *nice nice nice* LOL no joke wor, we really looked like a working class couple... Hahahahaha xD

So after dinner, we walked along City Link and came to this bookstore... dear dear suggested we go inside to take a look at the books... I mischievously asked, "Books on sex education ah???" WAHAHAHAHAHAHA dear dear immediately gave a REALLY FUNNY expression on his face and replied hastily, "NO la!!! Come let's go in..." LOL he then pulled me inside...

Once inside, even before browsing anything else, I quickly pulled him with me to the COOKBOOKS section hahahahahahahaha... LOL! We then browsed through those cookbooks and then joked about...

"dear dear... Spaghetti eh!! My mum loves to eat spaghetti!"

"Hahaha then you quickly learn then cook for her to eat... Then I also stand to gain..."

"Learn is learn wor... Of course I can learn! But can eat or not that's another thing altogether hahahahahaha..."

"Wah seh... Sekali your mum says 'Try your culinary skills on your boyfriend first before me' then I cham ahhh!!"


LOL we burst out in laughters together hahahahahahaha... xD

We then proceeded to browse other books... LOL a learnt couple xP

After that, we went to Suntec to walk walk... Went to the Jigsaw Puzzle World there to look for his mummy (colleague)! Hahahaha... Had a nice and fun time chatting with her! Cute and nice lady... x)

Then we went to Carrefour to look for cups with lids because dear dear wanted to buy one to put in his office... But aiyoh to no avail ah! (Later going out to help dear dear buy =))

Heehee of course we went to the Esplanade after that! On the way we shared one Cornetto ice cream!! So sweeeeeeeeet x) But yesterday didn't do anything special there ah hahaha... There was a perfomance rehearsal going on there! We watched it and chit chatted for a while before going home... 'Cos we reached there quite late so we couldn't stay long ah... Besides dear dear has to work today! Heehee =)

On our way out to the bus stop... dear dear suddenly walked away from me and looked at me... I was puzzled and asked, "Aiyoh what are you looking at!" Then I pulled his hand to make him back closer to me... Then dear dear did the same thing again! o.O Again I pulled him closer to me... Hahahahaha...

"Aiyoh... Cannot let me see meh... Such a rare chance you wore until so pretty... Must duo kan ji yan..."


Hahahaha at the bus stop dear dear was still gazing at me... So I hid behind him again hahaha... He kept nudging me to the front... LOL! We then boarded bus 75...

On board, we chatted about alot alot of things ah... Sigh actually all night long, dear dear's back had been aching badly... Long hours in office... So I advised him 'nicely' to go for an X-ray next time when he has the time... Poor dear dear has to work almost everyday... *sob sob* (hmmm I think I ORDERED him to consult a doctor when he has the free time lol) Then told him to abstain from training as much as possible... 'Cos no point asking him to see a doctor when the injury won't heal if he doesn't rest... But... As the President of SP Wushu Club, I doubt that can happen =( *sigh*

dear dear also asked me one unique question... He asked what I would do if I find out one of my friends (even if I have just got to know them) is wooing him... LOL I replied evily with "I would see that girl as my enemy... And then kill her off to prevent her from snatching my boyfriend... Heh heh heh..." which scared dear dear wahahahahaha... I was just joking x) Then dear dear explained why he asked that question...

"dear dear... According to my 6th sense huh... My colleague Hong Rong (*also from SP and I know her*) seems to be interested in me... She likes to ask all sorts of question about you and me... She has a boyfriend and I asked who he is... She kept insisting that that guy is from my class... I kept guessing and got it all wrong!... Can't be mah... How can I don't know the guys in my class... Then I guessed for a very very long time but still no answer... She then passed the topic off as that guy is from Mechantronics... But she said she regretted abit about getting that guy as her boyfriend... She also mentioned that she once wanted to woo me hahahaha... So what are your views??"


I listened diligently and thought for a while... If I don't say I feel threatened that's a LIE! >.< Because that girl's pretty, friendly and nice... I replied laughingly to dear dear that he has alot of charm to attract girls wor!! LOL... But my mind went blank after that and I didn't know how to answer dear dear in a chrological way... I managed to squeeze out my thoughts... With alot of stammering!

"dear dear... Erm... Actually... Since a long long time ago... Erm... I have already... Prepared myself... To lose you...... Because your qualities and credentials... Are too good... And I feel myself is not good enough for you...... Errm... Yar... That's how I feel..."

"dear dear... You once said that you are a person who doesn't dare to give too much? And you also said that such persons are not being fair to the ones they love?"

"Yar I did say that... But don't worry I'm no longer that kind of person already... I already started to chiong for our relationship! dear dear... Are you disappointed initially??"

"Yar abit la... But never mind... Hehe... dear dear... I wanna tell you something... You are a very very very good girl... And you are already my ideal girl... So don't think yourself as not being good enough for me... For you and me, our qualities and credentials are equal... So that's not an issue... I assure you that I'll never ever leave you for a third party or because of a third party... The only reason that we'll part can only due to either of us thinks that we can no longer tolerate the other person's character... Alright?"


That... Made me feel so loved and touched x) Really really really grateful to dear dear... Thanks dear dear x) Love ya...

So he sent me home right to my void deck again... Heehee yi yi bu she... "dear dear... You still owe me something wor... Heeheehee..." Then I began to look at dear dear mischievously lol... dear dear went shy shy immediately hahahaha... Too shy to say anything...

Heehee then I decided to let him off because he really was very shy doing it! LOL... The thing he owed me was a nice warm hug... Not an ordinary hug, but a hug which is really a real one! In the past, dear dear has never hugged me 'properly' before... As in... He felt that his 'that one that one' would have close contact with my body so he doesn't dare to hug me in 'zheng4 mian4'... Teeheehee dear dear's really really shy when it comes to these things lol...

Teeheehee... After much teasing, we still remained where we were hahahaha... I have already let dear dear off but he was still smiling shyly! lol...

Then dear dear just opened his arms wide!... Waiting for me to hug him! What did I do? Of course I went up and hugged him real tight...!

Awwwwww... That's just sooooooooo heartwarming and lovely...... Really indulged in dear dear's nice warm hug...... x)

dear dear then slowly released me... Then I looked smilingly at him and he lowered his face to me and...

*chim chim mission* teeheehee...

Really really really sweet and memorable and of course NICE anniversary!! x)

I love you my dear dear Aaron...

~*~ SMS for the night ~*~

"dear dear... got sth to tell u... u r very very very 'man' tonight... *swoons* teeheehee... e things u said made me very happy n feel very loved... *muacks* x)"

"really ah!!! hehehe... hope i din give any wrong ideas juz now... den u go n have an early rest, im still on my way home... remember to drink lotsa water hor."

"heehee yesh yesh really man... dun worry u din give me any wrong ideas just now... dear dear take care wor... haf a safe journey home... nitez nitez... x)"

"good nitez my dear min min... i enjoy my nite very much... thanx... i love u n miss ya... *muacks*"

****************************************************

"dear dear... Do you know what I told Hong Rong when she asked what you normally do to make me happy?"

"Hmmm? What did you say??"

"I told her that just by seeing you, I'm already happy enough..."

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 2:32 PM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:06 PM WST
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Tuesday, 11 November 2003
i nearly made dear dear cry......

Sunday could be considered as my suay day ba... While I was getting ready to go Sentosa with SP Wushu Team to have fun, received an unexpected SMS from Zinc and a big quarrel ensued... I was on my way to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy a pair of new shorts when the whole quarrel took place... Lost all mood when I got off the bus... I messaged dear dear and the others to tell them that I was not going... dear dear replied with something which I thought was irrelevant and strange...

"min min wanna accompany me go west mall walk walk?? ur dear dear wanna buy some formal wear for tmr work..."


I was puzzled and told him that I thought he was going to Sentosa... At that time I already set my mind on going home and even boarded 970...

"i told jul im going in late the afternoon... cos my body ache, dun wanna have any stress exercise... hahaha... can oso have some time to be with u too... ;)"


That made me even more confused... I asked him if he had received the SMS I sent to tell him that I was not going to Sentosa... And if he meets up with me, I may affect his mood...

"actually i ask u out walk walk cos i wanna chit chat with u, maybe u wld feel better... u wont affect my mood, cos i dun wan my dear dear to be unhappy..."


Felt so touched... Nearly cried in public again... My emotions were so stirred at that time... Nevertheless I alighted at Hillview's bus stop and boarded 173 to West Mall to meet him...

On my journey there, I kept thinking about the quarrel again and again... So much so my tears nearly fell a few times... I didn't want to cry in public so I quickly went to buy The Newpaper to read to divert my attention while waiting for dear dear to come... Didn't want him to see my red eyes...

Didn't have any appetite to eat lunch so I suggested to go to Happy Cup to drink bubble tea as I was very thirsty... We sat there and chit-chatted for almost 2 hours which I also told him what happened... Much to my surprise, I could actually still laugh and joke with dear dear... Even took snapshots of him with my digicam... Hehs not to mention that he played with his Jasmine ring and got it stuck in his other fingers again... I had to help to get it out and put it on for him... Not the first time wor... Playful dear dear x) Really felt at ease with him... After thinking for a while, I decided to go to Sentosa with him since he squeezed time out for me just to keep me company... Really really appreciated that...

On our way there, I had a rather sweet time with him again... Really love and enjoy our er ren shi jie... Even more so when we don't meet up often... Seems like this is gonna be the case again this holidays as he has his ITP attachment on weekdays and part time job on weekends... ='( But never mind... Shall enjoy whatever time we have...

Went to Siloso Beach and had a nice time there... Took some funny photos hahaha... There was one photo which I took with dear dear... Its effects are awesome because the wind at that time was blowing at my direction which made my hair flew ^^ Awww dear dear was 'ssseeexxxyyy' with his upper body bared LOL! And dear dear is very very proud of himself not having any armpit hair wahahahahaha~~~ To me, I prefer that too because it's more hygenic and no weird weird odour LOL! But dear dear sweats Hugo Boss perfume muahahaha... Even if he doesn't spray it, the scent of Hugo Boss would always be on him... *swoons*

After that, all of us went to Lau Pa Sat to have dinner with those China teachers who have come to Singapore to perform for SP Wushu Club's Qun Ying Hui... Actually we were supposed to have some programs with them after the dinner, but I don't know why they cancelled it last minute... So we ate to our hearts' content and took our own sweet time...

There was some performance going on in Lau Pa Sat and we went to take a look after eating... Yanru went to play with those gadgets and some others followed suit... dear dear, me and Guozhong just sat aside and chit chatted... Needless to say old man and Yvonne were having lovey dovey moments to themselves...

Then Weng approached me to play Scissors, Paper, Stone... That's when trouble loomed...

To play it, we shook each other's left hand and held it there, and the loser would receive a slap on the hand itself... So we began the game and I lost it in the first round... Then Weng slapped really really hard on my hand which made me yelped... The slapping was very loud too... The whole hand became red immediately... Subsequently, I lost alot alot of times and kena hit alot alot of times... But somehow, I still continued playing even my hand was already very red and sore... Then Guozhong took over, then back to Weng again... All in all, I lost many many times and I wondered why too... My luck was really down yesterday... My left hand was as red as a tomato... I was too engulfed in playing that I forgot all about dear dear's existence... dear dear was watching me playing all along... Qingren was watching quietly behind Guozhong too and I didn't have the slightest idea of since when he sat behind him (Guozhong)... I noticed that Qingren's facial expression was rather gloomy... As though something has happened... dear dear was behind me so I couldn't see his facial expression...

When it was time to leave, dear dear actually left without even turning back to look at me... Nothing was exchanged either... That's when I finally realised that something was wrong... Throughout the walk to Raffles Place MRT station, we didn't talk nor hold hands... And we were walking so far ahead of the others... Even the others sensed something wrong... I knew it but I didn't dare to ask dear dear because his face was so serious... He's like that whenever he's unhappy...... Plus the fact that he didn't talk to me, I knew that I have definitely done something wrong... It must be me...

In the MRT, dear dear didn't stand beside me and was only talking to the others... That really aggravated my emotions which I have been suppressing the whole day... I couldn't stand it anymore, so I took out my handphone and started to type my thoughts into it so as to divert my mind... It was also to give others the impression that I was messaging people so they won't have to talk to me... But the more I typed, the more I felt like crying... Eventually I turned my back towards them and continued to type because I felt my tears were rushing out... When the first tear nearly dropped, I quickly held my head up and looked at the ceiling... I couldn't cry in public, especially with all of them around... That would affect dear dear too... Yanru did ask whether I was okie and I merely nodded my head... When we were reaching Jurong East MRT station, Yvonne came over to me and told me not to cry... Gosh was I very obvious... Bade goodbye to everyone and the only people left were dear dear and me...... Because no one else takes the train to Bukit Batok at the middle platform... But still, dear dear didn't turn around to look at me or talk to me......

Right after we went into the train, dear dear went to look for a seat whereas I just stood at the glass panel near the doors which we came in... My eyes were already full of tears...... But I just looked away from the crowd and looked outside of the train because the train hadn't depart yet... Seeing that I didn't follow him, dear dear came over to ask why I didn't want to sit down... That's when my first tear dropped...... Yet I continued to struggle to fight back my tears... Up to the point I was already slightly trembling... dear dear asked what happened but I remained silent... My tears just fell uncontrollably... dear dear took out a piece of tissue and stuffed it into my hands... He asked what happened again but I just refused to say anything... After a long silence, dear dear gave up and walked away... I still remained at where I was...

When the train reached Bukit Batok, I just dashed out of the train without even looking whether dear dear was behind me... I walked at a very very fast pace out of the station and even crossed the road without looking... Immediately after I crossed the road, I heard running footsteps and suddenly a hand grabbed my left arm... dear dear had actually caught up with me...... But I continued walking even though he had already held on to my right arm to stop me from walking further... I was really adamant in going home because I really really could not hold it out any longer... Deep down I felt like collapsing...

I managed to break free of dear dear's hand on my left arm and continued to walk very fast... Seeing that there were some benches in the interchange, dear dear asked if I wanna sit down and talk things out... I shook my head and replied firmly that I wanna go home... After that, I left on my own and dear dear just stood there... But I turn around and told dear dear to go home on his own and I would go home on my own... Finally, I looked straight into dear dear's face and saw his pained and upset expression............ Yet after I finished saying that I headed straight to the 173 berth... The people who sat by the metal railings were all looking at us... But I couldn't care more... When I turned at the corner of the metal railings, I saw that dear dear didn't leave at all... He actually sat down at one of the benches with his head hung low......

That's when I know I could never ever leave dear dear alone down there...... I turned back and walked towards that bench and sat beside him... I asked dear dear... "Why didn't you leave...?"

dear dear's eyes were all red...............

That broke my heart once again...... Tears began to well up in my eyes again... That's when dear dear looked up and asked what happened again... I didn't want him to see me crying again so I looked away... dear dear just stretched out his arms and hugged me to him...... I just broke down and cried bitterly in his hug...... Sigh I think everyone nearby all looked at us ba... To think I cried in a public place again... It must have been hard on dear dear......

When I finally stopped crying, dear dear gave me another piece of tissue to dry my tears... Then dear dear asked... "I send you home alright...?" I relented and we went to the 173 berth together to wait for the bus... But it's silence from me all the time...

When we boarded the bus and sat down... dear dear asked what happened again... It was silence from me again too...

"If you don't say anything, how am I supposed to know what happened...?"

Silence...

(dear dear held my left hand...)
"Is it still painful?"
(I shook my head...)

Silence...

"Just now you were happily playing with Weng... Your hand was already red and sore... Why did you still continue playing with him...? Why didn't you tell him you were in pain?"

Long silence...

(dear dear sounded abit agitated...)
"wo cong lai jiu mei you dong shou da guo ni... ta pin shen me da ni? ta PIN shen me?"
"I have never ever even raised my hand to hit you before... What RIGHTS did he have to hit you? What RIGHTS did he have?"

Silence...

"And you... Didn't even retaliate when they hit you... When Leslie pinched you in the chalet you didn't dodge either... Why didn't you protect yourself...? Do you even know how to protect yourself? This isn't the first time such things happened... Do you know how I feel...?"

Silence...

"Why must they always approach you? I don't see them approaching Yvonne or other girls before..."

Long silence......


I really didn't know what to say... My mind was completely blocked... All I wanted to do was to apologise to dear dear... Finally with much courage, my left hand held his right hand and I said quietly... "dui bu qi......" Then it was dear dear's turn to remain silent...

When we alighted from the bus, we were walking very slowly... dear dear said... "I don't know why you always don't know how to protect yourself... You keep everything to yourself and don't say them out... You are in pain but you didn't retaliate nor complain...... This isn't the first time I'm telling you this..."

We finally reached my block's void deck... But I still hadn't said anything to explain the matter... Near the lift lobby, we turned and looked at each other... Then dear dear just hugged me more tightly than ever before... As though he was scared of losing me... Could really feel his emotions...... His warmth...... His love...... When he slowly released me, I asked... "Do you wanna sit down and talk...?" dear dear then nodded his head and we went to sit at the stone stools and table area...

As I sat down, I used my left hand to clutch my neck and let out a sigh... I was feeling tired and exhausted after such a 'happening' day... -_- dear dear immediately asked... "You're very tired ah? Come let me give you a massage..."

"See... You are so so so fortunate huh... Got such a good lao gong who would massage you... Hmmm... Just now you cried in front of me huh... So you owe me $1000... Eh... No no no... Coupled with the $200... It should be $1200... But I doubt you would have the money to return me now... With the interest accumulating... I don't think you would ever be able to return me the money ah... So you must be my wife for the rest of your life to repay your debt... Hahaha..."


I chuckled... And replied in jest,

"Fat hope! Who wants to be your wife... I would earn big bucks in the future and repay you no matter what! My monthly salary would be 5000 bucks per month which amounts to 60000 bucks per annum... Bleh... Okie ba, now my turn to massage you... You must be extremely tired from all these days......"


So I massaged dear dear... Carefully avoiding the injured areas... But I still carelessly aggravated some painful areas =( I forgot what dear dear said... But after he said that something, I used both my arms and hugged his neck and said, "dui bu qi..." dear dear then replied...

"ni dou bao wo dao zhe yang zi le... wo neng bu yuan liang ni mah...?"


Then dear dear gently nudged me to sit down in front of him... Then we started our long long chat... Some of the things dear dear said were...

"dear dear... You must really know how to protect yourself... I'll be going to NS next year so I won't be around to take care of you... I won't be around to protect you leh! So you MUST MUST MUST protect yourself..."

"You once promised me that you'll protect yourself... But what happened just now?"

"Do you how I felt then? He's actually hitting my dear dear leh!... Even me myself has never ever raised my hand to hit you... I wanna stop him but I fear I would be restricting you if I did that... So I let you be..."

"Next time retaliate against them if they bully you okie!"

"dear dear... You hand hurts so does my heart... I saw the whole process of you getting hit by them... Haiz..."


Sigh... I was really really... Haiz don't know what to describe... I have made dear dear upset and disappointed again...... I ought to be slapped really hard... Then dear dear suddenly mentioned something...

"dear dear... You owe me something... You said you will 'bu' a nice nice one for me..."


At first I didn't know what dear dear meant... But immediately I knew what he wanted already... 'Cos the last time round I did it, I didn't do it properly and nicely because I was in a hurry... Laughing deep down my heart at dear dear's cuteness, I acted blur and replied, "Where got...? What thing??"

"Got... You said you will 'bu' a nice nice one for me one... That time you took off my cap and then you..."


Still acting blur, I asked, "Har... I got say that?????"

Then... Hahahaha... dear dear looked away, pouting his lips... Just like a cute cute little boy who's sa jiao-ing to his mummy but couldn't get what he wanted! Hahahahahaha... Seeing that, my heart softened already x)

Smilingly, I used my right hand to hold his chin and gently turned his face to me... "Got la..."

*chim chim mission* teeheehee... x)

Teeheehee... Just chatted throughout the time... Found out that dear dear walked away from me in the train when I refused to answer him was because he was too tired of such things happenening... He's already very very tired of us remaining silent for a long long time all of a sudden everytime... He didn't like it at all... Also found out that he actually had a flash of thought of breaking up, losing me and this relationship while he was sitting at the bench in Bukit Batok interchange... It was only when I walked back to sit beside him then those thoughts ceased...... He assured me that he thought of those things because his mind was really really really tired... Thus could only think of the most practical things... Can't blame him at all... He's really exhausted from the performance, the whole day's outing and all those stuff he did before the performance... Not to mention exams too... It's really been so extremely hard and tough on him...

"dear dear... Am I the first girl to make you cry...?"

"Huh I where got cry! ...Nearly only... Erm you're not the first girl..."

"Har... Sigh I'm so disappointed then..."

"...Okie la... You're the first girl..."

"Then why did you nearly cry?..."


dear dear went quiet... Then replied...

"Because I... ........."


Aiyoh... dear dear deliberately minced his words... Muffled his voice so I couldn't hear what he was saying!... Naughty naughty dear dear... I probed a few more times and he still remained the same!! Aiyohhh... Finally he relented...

"...because I don't wanna lose you......"


...Speechless... Sighhh... dear dear actually thought that by not letting him to send me home, I was going to leave him...... I pulled his cheeks and told him, "You have thought me as being too shallow already!... Why would I wanna leave you?"

So we continued our chat until it was past 12 am... Emotions just flourished between us... We did our *chim chim mission* for a second time too and dear dear told me... "mmmm... Satisfied... Very very satisfied..." Then he smiled cutely heehee... So he sent me to the lift lobby and insisted on seeing me getting into the lift before he left... Bade goodbye to each other after that...

At home close to 3 am... dear dear sent me this email... dear dear... i love you...

"Dear dear min min...

I suppose u should be in your piggy bed by now, snoring ba... Hahaha... I juz reach home... wanna go slp liaoz but still feel abit uneasy, so wanna send you this email to apologize to you," I AM VERY VERY SORRY "(sincerely) to make you feel heartbroken again... and oso while we r having a conversation under your void deck, I think I might have ask you some misleading questions... actually im abit tired so anyhow blah blah something out of my mouth but after a short nap during my journey back home, im feeling much refresh... I remember I ask you one question whether you enjoy being single or attached to me? I need to clarify with you, as I felt that my dear dear will ‘hu si luan xiang’ wor... I think my intention of asking you this question is to find out whether you would feel vexed to be with me, maybe some of my weird weird actions?? Cos I feel that Im sort of ‘controlling your lifestyle’ after you are attached to me, and im afraid that you might feel ‘fan’... So hope tat my question didn’t make u think that I wan to have ‘tat one tat one’ (negative thinking) with you.

Actually I would not wan to have ‘tat one tat one’ (negative thinking) with you bcos of this minor thing, and oso we have already been together for abt 4 mths... hmmmm... going to be 4 mths lah... Hahaha.... is actually due to some tiredness and stress im under these few days and some unhappy moments tat happen to my frens as well (eg. Qinhao n meiyun) around me have greatly influenced my thought n decision at tat time...

When u alight at bukit batok station and u fasten ur pace, if u didnt tell me tat u dunno i was following u, I tot u r trying to shake me off... when I was making a chase after u, at tat moment I tot tat I was gonna to lost u and this relationship as well... I was very very worried n gan chiong... n after I catch with u and u told me tat u wanna go home by urself, im really very very sad cos I tot we are really finished this time... indeed, My tears nearly roll out of my eyes bcos im quite angry with myself n feel tat im very stupid to sour our relationship bcos of such an insignificant incident or rather a person... But luckily u came back to sit beside me and tat makes me feel much better...:)

Lesson learnt: after tat chase, I finally realize ur importance in my heart, n I know I cant lost u otherwise I rally dunno wat I will do, maybe i will go find another women ba (juz joking only)... hahahaha... But truthfully, tat chase really frightened me off, n i dun wanna experience tat feeling again, and it had prove again tat u r such an important person in my heart n I really cant afford to lose u.... really really my 'zhen xin hua'.... though I have make this wish umpteen times but I still wanna hope tat we can be together forever n ever... miss u n will always luv my cute dear dear min min.....

I luv u baby
Aaron"

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 3:18 PM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:07 PM WST
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Monday, 3 November 2003
Updates for the past 2 weeks x)
Heehee didn't update yesterday because I was too tired... Hmmm... Just feel like starting from old man's chalet! I just don't wanna miss anything related to dear dear and me... =)

Heehee when I reached the chalet, everyone was like asking me where dear dear was... And I had to explain countless times that he was working at that time and would only arrive at around 11 pm... Haha never mind la =) Initially thought of going to fetch him from his workplace in Suntec, but then I'm a direction idiot who can't find her way around =( So I dropped the idea... Instead, I went to wait for him (Weng accompanied me if not I would SURE lose my way wahaha!) at the shuttle bus station heehee... As I was waiting for him, we SMS-chatted with each other ah... The feeling was just so sweet and heartwarming... Really felt like waiting for my beloved husband to come back home to me... I just love waiting for him because whenever he arrives, it just makes my wait for him extremely worthwhile... Which also explains why I love to pick him up from his workplace too... =) (I told him that in the SMS-es too lol...)

"eee... so rou ma... but i like it... hahaha... i have reach harbour front mrt station liaoz... be able to see dear dear soon... hehehe..."

"okie okie... hehehe... always make dear dear wait for me..very guilty sia..i know my dear dear wont mind, but gotta kick out this habit of making someone wait... ;)"


When he finally arrived, I was soooooo elated to see him =) Heehee this happens everytime I meet up with him... Never ever changed before... I carried his bag for him as he must be very tired from working the whole day already...

Back to the chalet, he chit-chatted with guys in the living room while I went to get him a drink heehee... Then a while later, he went to have a shower while I got him some food... After that, I went to bathe too... Wow felt so refreshed! =D Love the feeling of going straight into an air con room immediately after a shower hahaha... He was reading a magazine (FHM! WAHAHA... Gary brought it to the chalet... But dear dear was just glancing through it) while I was chatting with the others in the room... Thinking that he must be really tired from work and the journey to the chalet, I gave him a massage on the back heehee... But I dared not exert too much force because he's still injured...

We went to the living room downstairs after that because the guys below 'ordered' us to go down to play with them hahaha... In the midst of the chatting, dear dear suddenly turned and asked me, "You wanna go to the beach and see stars ah?" WOW he remembered...! Then I just nodded my head enthusiastically!! LOL I don't know how we did it also, we just managed to slip away from those guys (I was the only girl there and Ivy was upstairs in the room... All the other girls went home) and went to the beach!! =D

Heehee Palawan beach was so peaceful at night... It was already near 2 am at that time haha... We just sat down at one of the shelters with seats there and chatted our time away... Did some mischievous actions on each other of course hahaha xD Then the guys came along too... LOL of course we shifted our location to even further away hahaha... During the 'search' for another nice nice location, he requested to piggy-back me wor!! Hahahahaha what a sudden and special request... Of course I didn't allow him to because his back was injured! Then while we were bickering about it, he suddenly swiped me off the ground by carrying me in his arms instead!!! WOW hahahaha I was so 'elevated' because dear dear's really tall!!! We managed to find a bench under those coconut trees and just settled down there~ Hehs, even dear dear has to admit that I'M HEAVY!!! Muahahahahaha xD

After chatting for quite some time, we began to feel rain droplets falling on us and I was getting knocked out ah... Knowing that I was very very tired, dear dear insisted on piggy-backing me back to the chalet!!! Hahaha okie okie this time round I relented... So he really piggy-backed me for quite a distance...... Until I told him to really put me down at the slope leading up to the chalet... He's injured and I really didn't want to strain him further... I was already very very touched......

Anyway when we finally got back to the chalet (after a meelee of getting the key to open up the house!), I went up to the room to sleep whereas ever-so-nice dear dear wanted to stay downstairs to wait for the rest of the guys to come back... If not there won't be anybody to open up the door for them...

Soon it began to rain really heavily!! I was worried that dear dear would catch a cold, so I brought a blanket down for him... To which, he finally relented and went up to sleep with me!!! Hahahahaha... "hao la hao la wo gen ni yi qi shui..." LOL so cute... Heehee we snuggled up to the bed together and wow... It was all so heartwarming and comfy sleeping with the one I love...... So assuring and full of security... We just played with and teased each other mischievously throughout the whole night... Really miss those times... When we were tired, we just slept... Then woke up again when the guys were back from the heavy rain... Then again play play play hahaha... Repeated the whole routine again and again until morning lol... I absolutely love it when dear dear hugged me to sleep! x)

Tuesday dear dear messaged me while I was in K Box with Zinc... He asked me how my test went along... Sigh I was still feeling no mood from previous day's incident so I just told him bluntly my test was not-so-good as I had no mood for it... Must have made him worried again x( But then heehee he sent me an email (the email in previous entry) to clear the air and we became better than ever =D

So mostly after that, we met up to study only... In Woodlands library (except for one time in King Albert Park MacDonald's) because he loved the environment there... Okie I must admit I didn't really enjoy myself because all along studying isn't my forte and I don't like it when I see other people mug for exams when I myself can't do it... Sigh that's my major flaw... The reason why I studied with dear dear was solely because I wanted to spend more time with him... He definitely would be very disappointed if he knows this I know... But I think he roughly knew already =X

The very last time we went to the library, we left on an unhappy note... dear dear was not in his mood that day, so he wasn't himself that day... Can say that he wasn't as friendly as usual ba... Still cute, joking and friendly, but then still not the usual him... Sigh when he's like that, he more often would say things that upset me... =~~( He mentioned about me still having choices and still could "choose"... That made me rather disappointed because we are already going on 4 months and he still said that...??? After that, I got all moody and rarely talked... As we were getting ready to leave the library, he asked why I was so quiet... I bluntly blurted out, "I have nothing to say..." I think that really irritated him... His expression got serious and walked pretty fast... (dear dear's legs are long you know you know...) We didn't hold hands either sob sob sob =~~( Coincidentally he wasn't sending me home that day... Which was rather appropriate because of his mood and my mood that day... But he did give me the usual goodbye kiss which dispelled my disappointment and moodiness a little... To me, that showed he still zai hu me...

On my way home, dear dear messaged me to apologise for his words and actions... But I didn't blame him at all right from the start because everyone has his or her down day... Late into the night, he messaged me again... Chinese SMS... Whenever we use Chinese SMS, we could really feel our love for each other because of the emotions expressed...

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Awwww... I just love dear dear too much to say anything... Heehee x)

Actually we broke our own record liao ah... For the past 2 weeks, we have been meeting each other almost everyday ah!!! WOW... *happy happy* On this Thursday, he messaged me to ask if I wanna have lunch... Then I agreed and he replied to say that he would contact me later... But little did I realise that he came all the way to my void deck from SP wor!! Hahaha all because he had no idea of going where to eat lol...

"eh... i oso dunno leh... tats y i have reach ur house downstair liaoz... hahaha... u can cum down anytime... ;p"


Hahahaha naughty dear dear... So we went to West Mall to have lunch... After lunch, we went to walk walk... dear dear had the intentions of buying a boxers wahahahahaha... Because he didn't know how it looks like and how it feels like to be wearing it lol... So I pulled him around the shopping centre to look for it LOL! dear dear was really really paiseh ahhhhhhh hahahahaha... We even went into Sportslink to see if the shop has it wahahaha!

There was this Nike fisherman's hat on display which was rather cute... So I tried it on... dear dear said I looked cute hahaha... Then I took off and dear dear seemed to have notice something so he tooked the hat from me... To my surprise, the hat was actually reversible! "WOW reversible one ahhh! So cute! Lemme try again..."

The second time I tried the hat on turned out to be a memorable moment for dear dear ah... Will explain why later...

LOL dear dear was laughing at me and kept saying that I looked really cute hahahaha... He told me to look at myself into the mirror nearby... OMG I looked so weird and funny wahahahaha~~~ I took off the hat in mock jest and was paiseh ahhh!

Then we went to Tom & Stephanie men's section... WOW there were many ties and formal shirts... Playfully I took a bright pink tie and tried it on dear dear!! WAHAHAHAHA dear dear's face immediately changed into a REALLY funny expression wahahaha!!! Sooooooo cute!~ Then we proceeded to the formal shirts' section... I remembered that he has ITP attachment again during the holidays so he should buy more formal shirts (he has quite a few ah haha)... So I told him to take a look... The shirts there were really nice wor... Don't know ah, I just feel that all of them would look good on dear dear!! I just love to see him in formal wear... So suave and handsome...... x) I picked two long-sleeved shirts and told dear dear to try hahaha... WOW he really complied ah!! =D

After he has tried one on, he opened the door of the fitting room...... Although I knew he would definitely look good in it, I never expected him to look soooooooooooooooo awesome...! I exclaimed in real surprise, "dear dear ni hao shuai!!!!!!" ...Oops! I was so loud that people who were nearby all turned and looked at me wahahahahahaha!! One aunty even laughed at me!!! LOL... dear dear ah... He just hid in the fitting room and didn't dare to come out muahahahahaha...

Actually I told him to try those 2 shirts for fun... But after seeing him in those 2 shirts, I really really wanted to buy them for him! Heehee dear dear gently refused and said that he definitely would come back in the future to buy them lol... I felt like as though I was a wife choosing shirts for her husband haha... Then we found boxers not too far away WAHAHAHA! LOL but dear dear found the designs all too obiang so didn't dare to buy hahahahaha... xD

On that night I was feeling rather stressed up... So I messaged dear dear... Requesting for a nice nice warm hug on our next anniversary if we are celebrating it... Actually I was in need of a nice warm hug at that very moment... But since it wasn't possible, so I just told dear dear I want one on our anniversary... To which he replied...

"hahaha... silly girl... dun need to wait for next month... next time i c u i give u nice nice hug... okie okie... y e sudden mood?"

"hahaha..dear dear study till zou huo lu mo liaoz ah..okie lah, u continue to study hard huh... i luv u my dear..promise u shall b forever... ;) nitez nitez..."


Heehee lovely lovely dear dear x)

Then on Friday after I had my paper, we were supposed to meet up to go Kranji MRT station's This Fashion to buy my targeted skirt heehee... But he had to go to various schools with Qinhao to promote the guan mo hui first... So I went home to take a nap first ^^" After that, he messaged me that he had something urgent to do and would need to use my computer... LOL first time dear dear came to my house!! Heehee after he has done whatever he needed, we went to SP to give his officer a letter and then we went to This Fashion!

Hahaha I thought it would be quite paiseh for him to enter such a BIG girls' fashion shop ah... But dear dear adapted well =D LOL I even mischievously took some skirts off the racks and put in front of him to try try wahahaha... His expressions were of course extremely funny!!! xD 'Cos he's a guy! Heehee I went to try out my targeted skirt and it turned out well! *happy* I chose one white turtle neck blouse to go along with it... Then dear dear asked, "wo ke yi mai gei ni ma?" LOL after much haggling and bickering, I still refused to budge hahahaha... 'Cos too ex ah! Told him that he could do so for our next anniversary if he wants to lol... x)

As I had training later, he accompanied me to CCK to have dinner... While we were on bus 925, the sun was sooooooooo bright and glaring ah... Heehee we covered each other's eyes with our hands lol... *lovey-dovey* As we were sitting in front (the 4 seaters), we moved to the back later... I absolutely loved that bus journey... He was really sweet... At one time, he went quiet and was smiling to himself... I became curious and kept pestering him why... Then he finally relented and told me gently, "I was thinking about that time you tried that Nike hat on... Your facial expression... It was really really very very cute... So adorable..." dear dear even imitated my actions ah... I was really really surprised... He actually remembered such details...... *felt very very loved* Just held his hand tighter than before...

Just a stop before reaching the interchange, I wanted to give him a kiss... 'Cos felt really really loved at that time... Just as I turned my head to do that, dear dear suddenly turned and gave me a kiss on the lips!... I was... *indescribable* I gazed at him for a while, then turned away and giggled to myself... Seeing this, he asked why... I replied gigglingly, "Because that was my original intention! Haha..." Hahaha dear dear then laughed too... "Ooo... So that's your intention har... Then this is my intention..." Having said finished, he gave me a kiss on the lips again heehee x)

So we had a nice nice dinner in Long John Silver heehee... Then we chatted for an hour or so before I went to my training... x)

~*~ SMS time ~*~ (from earliest to latest... truncated)

"Dear!!! Dear!!! Why ytd so late haven slp huh??? better give me gooda reason otherwise im going to beat beat ur buttock liaoz... btw how's ur prj... submitted??"

"actually i know u shld be doing prj, i only wanna scare u... hahaha... gotcha... okie okie... u go school hand up ur prj ba... hehehe... ;)"

"hehehe... of course i wont mind lah... my dear dear accompany me go see doc leh... *wow... hao xin fu ah* hahaha... im in the library at woodland so when u r approaching here liaoz u msg me... i go meet u up... okie okie..."

"dear dear... u look pretty nice when u wear skirt, i c u oso high wor... hahaha... me reach home liaoz, u take care huh... :)"

"u msg me at the rite time... me eating dinner... will take the medicine later... dun worry... luv ya... ;)"

"really ah... scared u be very fan ah... hahaha... if u remember i once told u tat i feel very relax to be wif u n i enjoy tat feeling... thanx... i will find u when im stress... but... i will oso find u when im happy, sad, angry or watever lah... hahaha... tink u be very fan liaoz... gooda nite dear dear..."

"wow... someone dressing up herself wor... so vain... hahaha... too bad cannot see my pretty dear dear... otherwise im going high again liaoz... hahaha..."

"huh... wow liaoz... not fair wor... didnt lemme see... u today dress up lidat only to collect the contact lens ah... hmmm... wanna have lunch together?"

"dear dear... where have u been happy happy... me reach liaoz... hehehe..."

"okie lah..me know u love me more than anyone else lah...tao yan..always say rou ma hua hon ren jia*shy shy liaoz* Hahaha..nitez nitez dear dear..cya tmr wor..."

"my preciousss... dear dear... wat's up now doing u??? me still revising for my exam tmr... very wu liaoz... hahaha ah ah...*cough cough* alamak me choke =>"

"eh... i wanna say tat to u too... muz nu li du shu huh... kam ma teh... izzit lidat spell?? hahaha... nvm lah, i go 'pong pong' liaoz... jia you huh..."

"me... hehehe... actually have been tinking of u lah... cham lah, cant study when u r not around... when u feel the pain?? izzit gastric pain?? u ask ur mum got any zhu chuan mi fang to subside e pain?? if not better go see a doctor now... abdomen pain eh... dun play play ah..."

"huh... den u okie or not?? izzit still very pain?? u wanna me to go over n take a look at u... me hao bu fang xin wor..."

"can go online mah... but since u not feeling well, hav an early rest is a better choice... go zzz ba... good nitez dear dear... miss u o... hehehe..."

"dear dear... muz study hard for ur exam... n slp early too, so tat u have more energy to do ur exam tmr... gambatte... hahaha... shld be correct liaoz ba..."

"hahaha... silly girl... dun need to wait for next month... next time i c u i give u nice nice hug... okie okie... y e sudden mood??"

"hahaha..dear dear study till zou huo lu mo liaoz ah..okie lah, u continue to study huh.... i luv u my dear..promise u shall b forever... ;) nitez nitez..."

"my bao bei dear dear... today go out walk walk den later still go training... muz be zzz now liaoz ba... hehehe..."

"muack muack not enough... at least muz lemme tickle u... hahaha... bluff u lah... dear dear muz be tired today wor, but tink is worth it for u... rite..."

"of course u say tat lah, cos im not beside u now mah... hahaha... clever dear dear huh... okie okie... next time muz lemme play huh... u go take a good rest ba."

"dear dear... tink u should be sleeping by now liaoz ba... me tink i ganna ur hua chi-ness... 1 day never c u only but den very very miss u wor... hehehe..."

"hey u... how dare u xue wo jiang hua... hahaha... clever dear dear huh... me didnt study zou huo ru mo wor... im speaking my zhen xin hua hor... ;p"

"dunno wat dear dear mean as lousy shooter?? if dear dear really miss me too den how come i didnt sneeze twice huh... hahaha... dear dear... wat u doing now??"

"wow... lidat u 3am den can slp ah... poor dear dear... u wanna me to accompany u?? hehehe... me all the while been slping today wor... so u know u know... hehe"

Today...

"my dear min min... now doing u r wat?? mugging for ur exam or having fun with ur digicam?? hehehe..."

"na hai yong shuo... of course tinking of u... hahaha... me watching tv, hard to study, no self discipline... dear dear oso boring ah??"

"huh!! dear dear break my heart wor..dear dear only tink n luv jin jin when u hav e 'sudden urge', den occasionally dear dear dun luv me tat much wor..sob sob..."

"okie okie..Im just joking wif u..juz like to tease my dear dear..look sooo cute when u r nervous..feel like pinching dear dear cheeks at e moment..hahaha..."

"i get wat u mean... dear dear... i oso love love u very very very much n is tinking of u badly too... hope dear dear wont take it to heart on e joke wor... :)"

"my dear dear min min not angry over me hor?? juz wanna tell dear dear tat if u miss me n wanna c me..juz tell me e place n time..i will fly to u immediately..."

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 12:30 AM WST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:07 PM WST
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Friday, 24 October 2003
dear dear is sooooooooo cute!!! x)
Hahahaha... I was chatting in mIRC when dear dear suddenly messaged me this...

"hehehe... dear dear ah... sorrie to interrupt u revising huh... suddenly gotta feeling to tell u i luv ya very much*blushing* hehehe... okie lah... u go study lah... dun need to reply to my msg wor... me juz boliaoz... hehehe... ;p"


LOL... That just warmed my heart man... Felt so loved x) Actually I was also missing him at that point of time (still missing him at the moment!)... Heehee... Wanna chat with him on the phone but then I think his brothers are at home tonight so heehee paiseh la... Plus I think he wanna study ba... So better not disturb my dear dear =)

Going to King Albert Park's MacDonald's to study with dear dear later... Yay! =D

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 12:06 AM JST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:08 PM WST
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Thursday, 23 October 2003
Even though you hurt me... I still love you =)
Yeah... I was crying so bitterly on Monday because dear dear really broke my heart by using a rather harsh tone to tell me about his dislike for people who lie to him... Indirectly he was also warning me not to keep anything from him because we have compromised with each other that we would not hide anything between us... I was really not used to that tone of his, that's why I was all the more upset when he told me all those things... But I know he didn't mean it because he was having a minor headache at that time and he was rather influenced by his mummy's (colleague) conflict with her husband... That turned on his lousy attitude ba...

Whatever it is... I really don't blame him for it... Everyone has his/her flaws... No one is perfect and that includes my dear dear... I have already told him the whole story in the library yesterday after he has read my FOD on Monday... He already felt guilty enough and I shall not add on to that...

He knew that I was referring to that incident in my FOD entry... Thus he sent me this email... I was so touched and happy...... A single-cell person heehee =) But I could really see how much I mean to him and how much he appreciates and treasures me... Thanks dear dear... I love you... x)

"Helo dear dear... Wat’s up doing u now??? Surfing net ba... otherwise how u gonna read my mail... stupid me... hahahaha... okie okie... Wanna tell u I read ur fod leh... dun tink im ‘kpo’ hor... hahaha... no lah.... actually remember on Monday I send u some sms... was rather worried when I didn’t receive any sms reply from u... but i didn’t really know u r slping so I went to ur online diary to check out whether there is any update...

I was rather surprised while reading ur recent entry... Can really feel tat u r feeling very terrible at tat moment... Somemore still got cry wor.... Wat gotta u so sad???? Tot u r feeling okie on tat day... tell me who bully u, I go bully him/her back... Izzit shirong tat air pork???

Dunno u got so much of ‘yuan yan’... Wow liaoz u not friendly leh... didn’t shared with me somemore... tot we both have compromised to tell each other if we have problems....

u oso make another stunner ah... “what!!!!!! Failed ur marketing module”.... tat was my first response when I read ur later part fod.... I tot u kind of like tat module but I know not tat freaky tutor lah.... maybe tat tutor had really spoiled ur interest liaoz... feeling quite ‘ke xi’ for u lor... cos u actually pass ur supplementary paper with flying colors so maybe I tink u could oso do well for the actual paper... hmmm... tink next time I shld stay by ur side n ‘du chu’ u to revise tat module... ur marketing paper on 7th of Nov rite... hmmmm... okie okie... hehehehe...

N abt ur ex rite... I gotta nothing much to say lah... I tink since its over liaoz den dun tink too much ba... since he is such a not nice person as wat u tink... den I tink its not worthwhile for u to waste ur time or maybe the space of ur fod to write abt him anymore... make urself feel ‘nan sou’ oso... dun tink too much liaoz... okie okie... If still feeling troubled... Remember wor... Im only a sms or call away... so u know wat to do rite... :)

Eh... n oso hor... as I was reading ur fod hor... Im kind of feeling pinpointed by ur conclusion... Dunno whether u r mentioning me as part of those pple ‘who have thought that I have kept things from you’... But I tink I am lah cos after reading ur fod I was feeling abit guilty tat y I remember tat on mon I kept accusing u for keeping something from me.... dunno why my feeling was stirred at tat time.... tink is becos I was very much influenced by ‘my mummy n daddy story’.... n oso strong dislike on those pple who lied to me... maybe tat turn on my lousy attitude n was rather harsh on my words... I know tat my dear dear is a ‘kuan rong da liang’ person but I still wanna say, “dear dear... I’m very very soooorrryyyy... wo zhi cuo le... qing ni yuan liang wo...”

From wat u have done for me... I shld know tat my dear dear is really faithful to me... but stupid me still being so over-sensitive... yi shen yi gui... alamak...

but u know how I feel for u rite... was rather ‘dan xin’ tat u may get snatched away by others mah... U such a good girl... when I reach the chalet u immediately bring me a can of drink rite... den later I go bathe liaoz u oso bring some food for me, somemore u oso performed ur usual stuff on me... dun ‘qi wai nian’ huh... ur usual massaging 'service'... hahahaha...

though these may seemed as minor things to others, but to me... it really showed how much u cared for me... I really really appreciated u my dear... Thanx for all ur care n concern... I felt so ‘xin fu’ to have u as my dear dear... ‘rou ma’ hor... hehehehehe...

Okie lah... Tats all abt it... dun be troubled liaoz.... okie okie.... n oso start studying for ur exam liaoz dear dear... Dun still hanged to ur holiday mood hor.... otherwise im really gonna stay by ur side 24hr to ‘du chu-ing’ u.... hahahah.... really miss those mischievous actions we done under the blanket.... hehehe.... all the best to ur exam....

Ur beloved dear dear... hehehehe...
Aaron"

He's really really sweet... This is the best email he has sent me so far heehee =) And I mean personal emails between him and me... I read this email shortly he has sent out because I got MSN instant email notification heehee... I SMS-ed him immediately after reading it... And of course... He replied with some SMS-es which I won't bear to delete them... But spaces are limited in my phone =( So I always have to synchronise them into my laptop or store them in my diary... Heehee nice nice =)

"'confident' is an excuse for guys to fend our pride... but for me... i learn to be honest... i really want my dear dear to be by my side forever..."

"really love u... ;p hehehe..."

"thanx dear dear... thankview for ur 'hou ai'... shu yu shuo 'li shang wang lai'... so in return i muz give u sth too... tat is my eternal love for u... chim hor... hehehe... u go surf net ba... dun bother u liaoz... i know ur feelings lah, hope u know it too... ;)"

"offline liaoz ah... den its time for u to study for ur exam liaoz... dun slack here n there huh... later i beat beat ur buttock ah... muz jia you wor..."

"u naughty naughty huh... nei ni bu bu with me... okie lah, give u one more day to enjoy, after tat u gotta study huh... ;p nei nei pok"


Heehee he's so cute as ever... And when we met up to study yesterday, he surprisingly didn't spike his hair up!!! WOW... Guess he wanted to surprise me and make me happy =D Heehee... SMS of the day...

"really wor??? hehehe... hmmm... *later can c dear dear* okie okie... cya later... ;)"


After that we went to the Esplanade again hahahaha... Really really had a fun and nice time there again =)))

He'll always be my Always Awesome Aaron... x)

Posted by musicals/auronrain at 4:01 PM JST
Updated: Monday, 29 November 2004 8:09 PM WST
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