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How Did I?

by Baby Stargazer


A/N: I do not own cats or 'How Did I Fall In Love With You' by the Backstreet Boys. DONT SUE!!


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Remember When

We Never Needed Each Other

The Best Of Friends Like

Sister And Brother

We Understood

We'd Never Be

Alone

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I watch you as you sit alone on the tire, looking up at the stars above. I can see the sparkle in your eyes that change from hazle to blue. You and me are the best of friends, we are like brother and sister, that is how close we are. You yawn softly and stretch. I walk over to you and hope up onto the tire. You look up to me and smile. I sit down and you snuggle up to me sleeply. I smiled as you did. She knows I'm there for her. I feel a soft purr and I look down. I smile as I see you sleeping quietly.


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Those Days Are Gone

Now I Want So Much

The Night Is Young

And I Need Your Touch

Never Meant To Feel This Way

Don't Wanna Be

Alone Tonight

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I make my way to the junkyard and look at the tire. You aren't there. Then I remember you were staying at Victoria's for the night. As me and my friends Pouncival, and Alonzo have seen, Victoria throws some cool parties. She knows hwo to handle then unlike Cassandra. I walk over to the tire and lay on it. I feel a wierd feeling inside of me. I sighed and looked to my side. No you. I bit my lip. I can't take it. I can't take it!! I need to feel your touch. I stop and think of what I said. I sigh. I don't wanna be alone tonight. I feel water on my head and look up. Some more water fell on my head then it all came down. I sighed and made it over to the oven. I curled up and fell asleep, lonely.


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What Can I Do

To Make You Mine

Falling So Hard

So Fast This Time

What Did I Say

What Did I Do

How Did I Fall In Love With You

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The next morning I see you and the other kittens playing. I see that Rum Tum Tugger comes up and starts to flirt with you and the other kittens. You smile and squeal. I see that the others do too, but Victoria. Victoria bopped Tugger upside the head and laughed. Her and Tugger have made a bond as brother sister. Tugger had told me he had liked Victoria, but Victoria's heart belongs to Mistoffelees. He told me he likes Bombalurina, so why is he flirting with her and her friends? Sometimes I just wanna hurt him for flirting with her since she is mine! Wait..did I just say that? How can I claim her as mine? We are close but..I think without having her near me makes me yurn for her..I love her..


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I Hear Your Voice

And I Start To Tremble

Brings Back The Child That

I Resemble

I Cannot Pretend

That We Can Still Be Friends

Don't Wanna Be

Alone Tonight

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I hear you call my name. I tremble. You have never yelled at me like that before other than when we were kits. When you were afraid of coming down off of Pouncival's chair and I had to come up there and get you. I had hugged onto me the second you could touch me. You were so scared and frightened. I turn around and see you stuck up higher looking around.

"Help me please!" you call down to me. I climb up there and you hug onto me. Just then the pile of trash began to wave. What was going on? Just then we were falling with the trash. I landed on my back, with you ontop of me. I open my eyes and I see the frighteness in your eyes. I rub your back and you seem to calm down.

"Thank you," you whisper and get up and walk off. I sighed. I'll be alone again tonight..


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What Can I Do

To Make You Mine

Falling So Hard

So Fast This Time

What Did I Say

What Did I Do

How Did I Fall In Love With You

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I walk down the sidewalk, thinking of you. I can't help but think about what happened and my feelings inside. I care for you so much, but aren't they just like brother sister feelings? Or not? I ponder this as I walk since I can not put them into play through my head. How can I fall for you? These feelings are just brother sister things..I know! But..there is something deep down inside which I can't explain. It just yurns for you, like the earth needs the sun and water. Thats how I yurn for you. So this has to be... Love..


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Oh I Want To Say This Right

And It Has To Be Tonight

Just Need You To Know, Oh Yeah

I Don't Wanna Live This Life

I Don't Wanna Say Goodbye

With You I Wanna Spend

The Rest Of My Life

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Love...that is what I yurn for. For your love. I crave it, I just have to have you. I need to tell you now how I feel, before it is to late! I walk around in the junkyard looking for you. I just have to tell you my feelings before they explode in me and leave me. That one night without you changed my life, my feelings for you. I want you more than I ever have. I still look for you and look at the sky. It is dancing with stars, and the moon is shining bright. I look around for you. Where could you be?


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What Can I Do

To Make You Mine

Falling So Hard

So Fast This Time

What Did I Say

What Did I Do

How Did I Fall In Love With You

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I sigh and sit on the tire. Where could you have gone? You are always here when I get here. Maybe it will be another lonely night for me, I won't be able to stand it!! I just need to tell you what is on my mind. I lay on the tire and begin to think. Now where could you have gone? I need the answer now. I feel a body next to mine with a soft purr. I look over and it is you. I smile brightly and you smile back.


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What Can I Do

To Make You Mine

Falling So hard

So Fast This Time

Everything's Changed

We Never Knew

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You give a purr and my ears purked up. That purr...that purr is the kind of purr you give purr next to someone who you want to be with. I see your eyes stareing at me, changing from hazle to blue. I return the purr and you smile brightly. You snuggle up to me purring. You look so gentle when you sleep. I hear her purr. "I love you Tumble." I smile at what you have side. i lean down and purr in your ear. "I love you to Electra."


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How Did I Fall

In Love

With You

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