Looking back, on all the times we strained to have
vacant eyes, a sometimes smile
Thinking back, on all the things we almost did
I hope you had a good time...

Angel, ever divine, you'll never be...mine
Angel, ever divine, you'll never be, you'll never be mine...

About the pictures, that we hardly took
I hope they come out alright
Regarding the ring, you always talked about
I'm sure it'll fit you just fine...

Angel, ever divine, you'll never be...mine
Angel, ever divine, you'll never be, you'll never be mine...
you'll never be...mine...

Just one question, you never answered, you never learned
Just one question, and your lips, never shaped the words...
never the words...

Angel, ever divine, you'll never be...mine
Angel, ever divine, you'll never be, you'll never be mine...
you'll never be mine...

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The cadence in this silence ruins me
an amethyst glow always seems to keep
Just enough bright around
to help you place your thoughts, in all the right spots...

The songs you used to hum all night
and the words that always read just right
Can make it so hard to watch it, flicker and descend...

The arc of this dream crushes every vein,
A shallow depression always seems to save,
Just enough certainty to taper off your faults, with all the right calls...

The songs you used to hum all night
and the words that always read just right,
Can make it so hard to watch it, flicker and descend...

The songs you used to hum all night...

The songs you used to hum all night
and the words that always read just right
can make it so hard to watch it,
can make it so hard to watch it,
The songs you used to hum all night
and the words that always read just right
can make it so hard to watch it, flicker and descend...

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Strange how it happens, one glance, by chance and nothing more
Strange how it happens, a stranger has never meant so much before...

Now we wait like the sky before it rains, for it to pour
If we wait like the sky before it rains, will it ever pour...

Strange how we wonder, false nights, false words and nothing more.
Strange how we wonder, even stranger how it can't be ignored...

Now we wait like the sky before it rains, for it to pour
If we wait like the sky before it rains, will it ever pour...

This time, I'll have to pass on us for now...
But next life, I'll try to catch up somehow...

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Long goodbyes and second chances
Forgiving all we fight for, forgetting all we lose
Cause we're losing it all on the way things happen
Doing all we do to fill up the quiet
Break the awkward silence consuming our lives
We're spending our time keeping our distance
And speaking trivial, and tribal...

And I'll find some way to cut myself open, over and over again
And I'll find some way to bury it all...

And so let's be honest because I am through holding my breath
as my lungs breathe for you
The air is too thin inside this room...

I need this like the water in my lungs
The drowning in silence, biting my restless tongue
Cause we're too consumed, too shallow
Playing the victims, playing the innocent ones...

And I'll find some way to cut myself open, over and over again
And I'll find some way to bury it all...

And so let's be honest because I am through holding my breath
as my lungs breathe for you
The air is too thin inside this room
(I'm taking my last breath for you, this life is leaving)
And so let's be honest because I am through breaking my heart
this life is leaving...
(This is my last breath for you...)
The air is too thin inside this room...

So go breathe in the air, leave me gasping for air...
go and breathe in everything I am...

And so let's be honest because I am through holding my breath
as my lungs breathe for you...

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Was it attraction or just a fraction of your time
Was it a moment just to show that you’re alive
Could it be so bad to follow all these dreams, I have,
and use them for your glory?
and turn around my face?
So what’s that fear to fall away...

One of these days I'll find a way
to celebrate all my mistakes
Falling over just to show you I’m alive
Could it be so bad to follow all these dreams, I have,
and use them for your glory?
and turn around my face?
So what’s that fear to...

Fall away in you is the only way to fall away
(To fall away) in you is the only way to fall away
(To fall away) in you is the only way to fall away...in you...

(To) fall asleep into your arms
and breathe inside
and go on and...

Fall away in you is the only way to fall away
(To fall away) in you is the only way to fall away
(To fall away) in you is the only way to fall away...in you...

Everyone’s running out of time
So get what you’ve wanted all your life
Planning for your mistakes
has taken you far away
So take what’s inside and make up your mind
just to make sure you're right...

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All that you thought you'd never have
You hold in your hands
All that you thought you'd never love
Is right here above you
It's cruel...

All that you thought would disappear
Is waiting right here
And all that you hold deep in your soul
Can never be sold...

For all we know, these days are all numbered,
But things could get better I know,
Cause I'll be the first and the last one to go,
Lord it's a cruel, cruel world...
For all we know, these days are all numbered
And things will get better I hope,
Cause I'll be the first and the last one to go,
Lord it's a cruel, cruel world without love...

It's a cruel, cruel world without love...

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Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here
And the night can freeze, before you set it afire
And our flares go unnoticed, diminished,
faded just as soon as they are fire
We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible...

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you
But all our fears fall on deaf ears...

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight
But I'm dying to love...

Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,
and the climb can kill you long before the fall
And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and
covered just as soon as they are crossed
We are, we are, intriguing...

We are, we are, desirable...

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you
But all our fears fall on deaf ears...

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight
But I'm dying to love...

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three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to give back to me

I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me

it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends

it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me

you're careless and whispered
insulting and bruising
and I thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
(I fall from your eyes...your eyes I trusted...you said forever)

I never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening
(don't say that we can still be friends)

erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
(what is inside me, what have I done)
and throw them away,
(is this the only way that you will notice me)
as I sit here waiting for you
(dead words for closed ears, all this is sung for you)
I stay up nights
(if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(why can you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(sides, your side, can take away)

walk away from me
this night is done

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one in three you're here
to tell me we can't do this anymore
(one in three, you're here to tell me we can't do this
three for three, I will disagree)...

your hair and face against the mirror
as I take the steps to save what's left of me
someone's out when it's over...

people steal from you
they take anything they choose...

it's good to see you
(I missed you last night)
that's such a lovely color
(it goes with your eyes)
before we fall asleep
(I just wanted to say)
this all seems so easy but there's choices to make...

can't decide, then look at the faces
(candlelight)
we're burning the pages (ask us why)
and hurting ourselves with this false start
resign yourself to always be (and we pretend as if it gets easier)
without the one thing you need (but does it get easier)
debating words with no reply
when we have these mornings where we can say goodbye...

I wanted to mean everything to you
but this isn't right
you keep coming back disassembled
and I keep losing this fight...

I won't answer...

dancing under starlight glow
no one in the city knows
confidence can take you
when nerves try to shake you
from going all the way
it's not that far...

it's good to see you
(I missed you last night)
that's such a lovely color
(it goes with your eyes)
before we fall asleep
(I just wanted to say)
this all seems so easy but there's choices to make...

we watch the tide roll in
(with cold air and coffee cakes)
holding our words at lips
(stopping the sounds they make)
we know the way to go
(we know what steps to take)
to be here...

these words with no reply
stopping we's and starting i's
this need is killing me
and taking me over...

I wanted to mean everything to you
but this isn't right
you keep coming back disassembled
and I keep losing this fight...

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Are you listening?
we write a thousand pages
they're torn and on the floor
headlights hammer the windows
were locked behind these doors
and we are never leaving
this place is part of us
and all these scenes repeating
are cold to the touch...

my hands seem to deceive me
when I'm nervous or when I'm healthy.
the scenery's all drawn.
they hang here from the walls dear,
painting pictures, bleeding colors,
blanket the windows...

sometimes it gets so hard to breathe...
your eyes can see right through me...

these fights with your arms (left beside)
one thing (and one more says goodnight)
you've got the map (come get to me)
these knuckles break before they bleed.
tear out these veins (that own my heart)
this skin that wears (your lasting marks)
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me...

is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
the lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
lock the doors from the inside.
your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
it leaves me breathless, I won't forget this...I won't forget...

sometimes it gets so hard to breathe...
your eyes can see right through me...

let the walls have their say...

there's no conversation
words without remorse
and this television drowns the only source
wake from these dreams of you in my arms
to the staircase where you hold my heart
this place, these walls, mean everything to me...

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Another page turns in my life as I'm left here
contemplating how the sky can appear so clear then turn gray
and as the rain falls down...on my face...

And as the rain falls, on my face, a darkness lingers
and haunting memories plague my mind
vivid pictures of all the past times and all I left behind, I left behind...

I'm standing in a crowd, yet I am all alone
trying to figure out just what went wrong here
and as the rain falls down...on my face...

And as the rain falls on my face, a darkness lingers
and haunting memories plague my mind
vivid pictures of all the past times and all I left behind, I left behind...

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I've thought about it, about the layers of life,
the things real and true, where we've been, what we've become.
Can you remember still feelings you had inside
To find something new...?
Does hope get lost in all you do...?

And could dreams get much more real?
When we're older, to think when we were younger,
to change was not the same...

Look what we became, look what we've become,
renew the walls within our hearts with room for change to come.

And all that we know are the things we have,
what we feel and do forms around what we've been through.
And so could we ever say,
that in the layers of life, that something was wrong?
For even pain can make us so much stronger...

And could dreams get much more real?
When we're older, to think when we were younger,
to change was not the same...

Look what we became, look what we've become,
renew the walls within our hearts with room for change to come...

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Trapped inside of your eyes
gleam like stars above, emptiness inside
Caught inside of your arms, warmer than the sun
emptiness so full...

Although I can see, time is not running out
I still run behind everything
I don't understand, I embrace every thought
every word...everything...

You're watching, my heart bend, so close to you
your bleeding thoughts open wounds still bleeding
You're my everything, you're my everything...

Left behind hateful thoughts, overwhelmed by your mind,
lost in time again
Shadows bringing me down, jealous of your face,
drowning in your awe...

Although I can see, time is not running out
I still run behind everything
I don't understand, I embrace every thought
every word...everything...

You're watching, my heart bend, so close to you
your bleeding thoughts open wounds still bleeding
You're my everything, you're my everything...

Tears of unseen light, heart stopping...
Tears of unseen hope, heart stopping...

You're watching, my heart bend, so close to you,
your bleeding thoughts open wounds still bleeding
You're my everything, you're my everything...
The truth brings new meaning, you're my everything,
and time stands still...

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He never thought someone would come along
And show him a feeling he's always dreamed of
She didn't plan on falling in love
Upset the balance she's wanted so long...

This road to recovery has taken all I have
It seems hard as I try to succumb once again...again...

Well he lost control and gave up his heart
To follow the girl that he's always dreamed of
She pulled away so scared of a love
That might have been more than she had planned on...

This road to recovery has taken all I have
It seems hard as I try to succumb once again...again...

Well love's a bitch all relationships end
What happens now when that person's gone
The one who you thought you could always count on
You fall in love and they fall out
Love is a bitch all relationships end
How do I let go of a love that meant so much to me
How do I go on when youre part of me
I'm dying inside each time I see you
Don't lose sight of me cause you're all I see...
You're still all I see...
This road to recovery has taken all I have...

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I sit and hear you sleep
I don't want to go
you're there beside me
but you're so far away

I talk to you
while youre asleep
you can't hear a word
you can hear everything...

Tears are feelings we can't say
Tears mean that you care
Tears are mixed emotions
Tears are more than tears...

the pouring rain
from my eyes
means to much
to keep inside

I sit and watch you leave
my life forever
I know you'll be gone so long
my last words are nothing

and I tell you I care
and nothing more
I can't say how I feel
so I cry...

Tears are feelings we can't say
Tears mean that you care
Tears are mixed emotions
Tears are more than tears...

its the light
behind the shadow
that sacred face
behind the mask...

Tears are feelings we can't say
Tears mean that you care
Tears are mixed emotions
Tears are more than tears...

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