I'm so lost on who I am.
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: I just wanna fucking dance
I wonder to myself. I love women.. I see myself in death with a wonderful beautiful woman. I don't see myself with the same sex. I am surrounded by gay guys. I can relate more with them. I get along with them. I think they are attactive. But I can't see myself with a guy. Lately, i've tried to picture it. I can't. My manager is gay... yet he's been married and has a child. He was straight before, now he's happily gay. Am I like that? Can I become that?