fuck you
Mood:  don't ask
well i wake up this morning to this motherfucker stealing money from me again. i swear to god, how come every time i meet someone they are so angelic in the beginning? after a year i waste on the relationship (and more) they turn into one of the most lying, deceitful, vindictive and hurtful pieces of shits!!!?? i swear i have lost so much because of this asshole. why cant i just find someone that is true to who they say they are, isnt full of lies, and genuinely isnt out to screw someone over? why?!?! how come all i seem to get are the grown men who cant act more than a 17 year old boy can? what happened to all of the good men?! i want one dammit!

i dunno what to think anymore?
Mood:  not sure


so i feel like crap today. my head is all congested and im unusually tired lately. i dunno if moving to tx was the right move anymore. ive been here since april and i havent met anyone that i could call a real friend that i would hang out with on a daily basis and think the world of yknow? i have problems with my job stiffing me any hours and my schedule is wayyyy limited for not knowing anyone out here. i do know a babysitter but she doesnt have a car to pick my son up at school. things are really just not working out the way i was hoping lately. my car still isnt fixed (it was stolen...long story) and im paying out my ass for this rental and i cannot afford it at all! aghhhh i just want to sleep right now