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Thursday, 8 July 2004

I think I am posting because I have to, rather than because I want to or have anything in particular that I want to say. All I know is Life is really getting on my nerves. I feel mentally exhausted and sleeping 15 hours a day. There is no room to breathe,

No room at all. Stuffy, suffocating, and stinking. Cant think. Cant think at all.

Lets just smoke some more pot and forget about it.
Keep forgetting about. Forgetting all the time.

I put my past behind me and forgot it all but you havent.

Too many people people people... too much tooo much

I need to go... but whos going where.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 11:54 PM CDT
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Wednesday, 7 July 2004

The T-bird is supposed to be going in at 9 am tomorrow. So maybe it will be up and running soon. That will be great. I have to clean the junk out of it tonight.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 4:05 PM CDT
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Tuesday, 6 July 2004

Well our 4th of July weekend went o.k. Not alot of excitement really. We were looking for weed most of the time, that always sucks. Kendall's mom gets into hysterics when there is no smoke around. We finally got some tonight. Mike found us a quarter for 40. bucks. It tastes really good so I am happy.

Kendall had a little spill on his dirt bike today. Something is fucked up with the throttle and it ended up getting away from him. He pulled a muscle in his leg and hurt his back. He was already complaining about his back from work, but this made it worse.

I took Shadow to the vets today. After waiting about a half an hour to be taken to the exam room the aid brings Shadow back from getting his blood drawn and says "She'll be in a minute." and flew out of the room. "She?" Knowing this meant Dr. Stacy. I was instantly pissed. Dr. Stacy sucks, I dont think she is worth a shit as a vet nor do I like her personally, shes dull, doesnt seem to have much to say and she is butt ass ugly. Dr. Steve is awesome. He talks to you about everything in a way that you comprehend and doesn't make you feel like an idiot in the process.
He just saved my cousin's Great Dane's life and really put his time in on it. He is also the co-owner of the hospital, where as the rest of the vets are just hired and have less experience than Dr.Steve and Dr.Larry

So I was fully preparing a speech in my head for when Dr Stacy got there. "No offense ma'am but..." I know he was there I saw him bring a dog through the waiting room. Why weren't we scheduled with him in the first place? He has been working with Shadows problems all along, he is familiar with us and we are familiar with him. I wasn't going to be rude, but I wasn't going to be pleasant either. After all we just sat there for over a half an hour and would be plunking out around a hundred bucks.
Then the door opened and Dr. Steve came in. I said, oh I thought we weren't going to get to see you and he said he thought he would in jump and make sure he handled it.

Yesterday we went to Mom and Dads for awhile. I stopped at my cousin Heather's new townhouse today. I had bought Dana (thats the great dane that Dr Steve saved) a big bone for a get well present. Her and her boyfriend, Nick just moved in together with Dana and Nicks three year old son. Heather is only 19 and to me it's very bizarre that she has moved out of Gramma's and is on her own.

Tommorow it's back to work again. I still haven't gotten my bill from the emergency room yet. They did however send me a survey, I guess they must send you the survey before you get the bill just incase your feelings change after the bill arrives.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 1:51 AM CDT
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Friday, 2 July 2004

Mike never showed up for work. He called at 10:30 to say that his niece had a sesure (sp check that plz) and his sister had to take her to the emergency room so he had to babysit the other kid. I think it is an elaborate lie. He and his sister are notorious for creating elaborate lies.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 2:07 AM CDT
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Thursday, 1 July 2004

Today I woke up really pissed off. I usually wake up like that everyday. Because everyday is the same old annoying shit. Sally is on the computer with the fucking radio going. And when you play the big stereo upstairs it also plays downstairs on the big speakers that Kendall's dad set up for playing the drums. So she plays her fucking music and if you go downstairs it's there too. I explained to her that by using the big stereo it always plays downstairs. The big speakers downstairs cant be turned off like the little ones upstairs. PLEASE USE THE SMALL RADIO! Is it that hard? I guess it must be because the small radio has a dial tuner and big stereo has a digital tuner. I dont fucking know! But while the two of them sit around on their asses all fucking day long I get up and see the kitchen is a fucking disaster so I always clean it when I wake up before work.

Then Mike calls and says he has softball practice from 6 to 7!!! And do we still want him to come in!!!!! Now I am about ready to pull my hair out! I just got done explaining to him that Terri wants him there EVERYDAY! No more of this maybe bullshit and dissapearing for a week. If he wants the job then he better start acting like it. You see Mike is clearly making it look like softball practice is more imortant than work. He obviously means this because he is still going to softball practice, not making any attempt to leave early or anything.

I am also worried he will whine about leaving early. And thats going to piss me off because I want to start putting in some serious hours.

So after Kendalls mom gets home with the Monte Carlo we will smoke a joint and go to work.

I need to go to Roxy's so I can buy a capo. I want to play Three Wooden Crosses by Randy Travis and you need a capo. I had a nice one but I loaned to someone. Here is a lesson about loaning things to people whether it's money or music equipment, DONT DO IT!!!!!

Things I have lost due to leanding, "old friends", ex-boyfriends and the what not:

my class ring, countless amounts of CDs, movies, clothing, vintage band shirts, a 50 dollar dean markly acoustic guitar pick up, a capo, an expensive book of Pink Floyd sheet music, my parents calling card (that sucked), 3 really cool pipes, The original game of The Sims, picture of myself I really liked, my artwork, I am sure I could go on but do not have the time.

DONT LEND UR SHIT~

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 6:06 PM CDT
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Not much going on at the current time. Mike is supposed to be going in with us from here on out. He came in yesterday but not today. I am getting a little annoyed with his bullshit.

Last week he burrowed 40 bucks from us and completely forgot! We were waiting for him to pay us back and he calls and asks to burrow more money!! Kendall was floored. Then he took all night long finding us a bag. We gave him forty bucks and he gave a sack that looks like he definately took a good joint or two out of it. Then he says it was 35 but he doesnt have the change!!

I am so tired of dealing with these middle men with greedy fingers!! They charge you at least 5 bucks more so they can pocket that and take a joint or more from your sack! And when you say it's a skimpy sack they blame the dealer, promise to make it up, kiss some ass and dissapear for a week or so. Damn people, one of these days we will find a good source and then maybe it will all even out.

We have four days off this weekend! Yipppiiiee! I hope we can find some good herb for the festivities. Things seem kinda dry right now. Jeremy has been trying to find some for a week and then Mike got us this shitty quarter. That'll last about two days.

I bought Kendall Legends of Wrestling II tonight at meijers. It was only 15 bucks. We are getting quite an extensive collection of GameCube games.

We have....

Hitman 2

XIII (like 007 x hitman in comic book style)

Tony Hawks Pro Skater 4

Midway Arcade Treasures

The Sims

NBA Street

NBA Street Vol.2

Mortal Kombat Deadly Alliance

Freekstyle (dirt bikes)

WWE Crush Hour (wrestlers driving crazy cars, like twisted metal)

WWE WrestleMania X8

WWE WrestleMania X9

True Crimes: Streets of L.A.

Resident Evil

Resident Evil Zero

James Bond 007: Agent Under Fire

The Simpsons Road Rage

The Simpsons Hit and Run

And now Legends of Wrestling II

I will have to go into our love of games and certain genres later. Now we are going to eat and go downstairs to get high and check out the new game.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 2:51 AM CDT
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Friday, 25 June 2004

Well life just couldn't get much better. I haven't been able to write much in here because Sally hogs up the computer all day. She doesn't work, since she quit her stupid little job at the store. And, they were the ones who paid for the Direct TV in the house, that's been shut off now for a few days. Ever since then she has had her face glued to the computer screen from sun up to sun down. It pisses me the hell off when WE are the ones who pay the internet bill and I use it for important things unlike her who uses it to play endless games of Literati and constantly looses. She sucks.

Then I got all sick. I thought I was going to die. I was having dizzy fainting spells and kept getting terribly nauseated. Tuesday night it got really bad and I had Kendall take me the emergency room. After four hours later, a cat scan, an EKG and some blood work (and probably three thousands dollars) they tell me I have an inner ear infection. They gave me some anti nausea pills and sent me home. Everyone can't believe that they didn't give me any anti-biotics. So I am going to the doctor tomorrw to get some. I am anxious to see the bills from the hospital. Sally said that a cat scan itself is like two grand. So I don't know, we will see.

Anyways this is how my trip to the emergancy room went.

Standing at the registration desk. An old lady and her husband are talking to a nurse, or some lady in a scrub at least. The woman is in a wheel chair and they are all fussing about a little cut on her ankle. I am standing there about ready to pass out when finally the man looks up and suggests that the lady take care of me first. So they take me in room back there and take my temperature, blood pressure, aske a bunch of questions.

She asked me when my last period was and I was in such a state of uphoria that I couldn't remember. She acted like I was a fool and asked me stright out if I thought I could be pregnant. And I said well sure its possible. So then she takes me to a room and I change into a hospital gown, lay on the bed and wait till the doctor came.

They never gave me a pregnancy test. BUT, when I was there in that very same room, being asked that very same question when I was 13, I said no, absolutely no way could I be pregnant, unless by immaculate conception. So what do they do? They give me a pregnancy test!

Anyways I hadnt slept in two days and they gave me some pills that made me feel better. My TV was broken and switching through every channel so I started falling asleep. Every time I would nod off someone would come in and want to poke me or ask me questions.

And the whole time I kept asking everyone to go and Kendall for me. He had to move the car and would out in the waiting room. They all kept saying they would but they never came. I didnt see him untill they discharged me and I walked out of the emergency department.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 1:44 AM CDT
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Tuesday, 22 June 2004
A Very Sad Day
Today my mom's dauchsand passed away one day after her fifteenth birthday. She was a great dog for those wonderful fifteen years. Her name was Lady Daisy and she was an AKC registered miniature dauchsand. She was deeply loved by us all, especially my mom.

I feel terrible for my mom. She has gone through a lot this year. In February her dad passed away. That was very hard, Grampa was the center point of our family. He is what kept everyone close. Now that he is gone I can feel things start to deteriorate. There was speculation that Uncle Bob, my mom's brother-in-law, Grampa's son-in-law, took alot of tools that belonged to Grampa when he was supposidly taking his things. Rumor has it that my aunt kept gramma busy while Bob took "his" things out of the shed.

Rumor also has it that a few days after this, Bob was in his shed working on something all alone when he thought he saw someone walk pass the door. But no one was there. My aunt was in the house and no one else was home. Then his, Grampa's, measuring tape dissapeared. Bob searched everywhere but could not find it. Later the measuring tape was found exaclty where he remembered leaving it.

Then I just found out that my mom got a DWI while following the ambulance to the hospital when my dad's mom went into the hospital. She had just so happened to have been drinking when this occured. Dad was gone on a week long camping trip. Mom called her sister (Bob's wife) to bail her out of jail, but they didn't. I do not know why. I heard this from Dad, my mom doesn't know that I know any of this, as far as I know. He told me this Friday when we were there last. So she called my dads brother and he bailed her out. I guess Mom lost her license and she works for the state! So if they find out she could lose her job. Plus there's lawyer fee's and fines. Dad estimated it at about two thousand dollars.

So after all of that her beloved Lady passes away a day after the first fathers day shes had with no father. All of this and then some has been getting me down yet again. *sigh*

Time to go pack the bong.....

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 1:02 AM CDT
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Sunday, 20 June 2004

Father's day is sunday and we went over to see Dad on Friday. We bought him a brand new Mongoose mountain bike with dual suspension. He was so shocked. He had been wanting one for awhile his bike is a 20 year old racing bike with the racing handle bars. Dad was so happy he said it was his first new bike since he was 12 years old. He was equally as happy for him.

The other day when we were going to work a family of ducks was trying to cross the highway. Kendall had to slam the brakes on to avoid hitting a red truck. The man in the red truck and myself got out to try and stop the oncoming traffic as the ducks crossed into the next lane. Fortunately they made accross the road safe and sound. Poor ducks.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 12:21 AM CDT
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Tuesday, 15 June 2004

Work was easy tonight. We had Mike there last night. That went O.K. I suppose. He was sort of a pain in the ass as we suspected. He didn't come in tonight, which was good. We put 2 coats of sealer on the entry floor. And 2 more coats of wax on the pre-school floor. Now there is 6 coats on it and it looks great.

I am cooking a DiGorno Veggie pizza right now. I ran into Jewel's after work and picked up a few things because there was NOTHING to eat in the house. We have been living off of fast food for the past two weeks. There is a horrible selection of fast food for vegetarians, but that is slowly changing.

We bought Hitman 2 for GameCube the other day. That is an awesome game. It is pretty difficult because everything is SO realistic. You have to hide bodies and change your disguises all the time. Its very fun, as you have to be very sneaky and stealthy.

After we eat our pizza we will down to the basement, hit the bong and do some gaming.

Posted by music6/raisin_gurl at 11:42 PM CDT
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