i dont hate michelle, the only reason i wrote the last entry is cuz she breaks up with me for reasons she doesnt even know. it hurts more and more every time she does it and i dont what to do. i love her and im never leavin her. EVER! i know i make it seem like she is a bitch and all but she isnt. she just says things that are messed up and acts dumb once in a while but everyone does and i dont hold that against anyone. but i hold the nick thing against her cuz i really dont know how i can trust her if she said she wouldnt do it again and then she did. it pisses me off but i forgave her. i bring it up cuz if i do then it makes it easier for me to figure out why she kissed him back and i know why. it was obviously my fault. i must have done something to get her to do that. i guess i just wasnt doin my job as a bf and im trying to change that. michelle is the best thing that has ever happened to me and im glad i have her but i just take that for granted sometimes when i know im lucky just to have her. so if youre reading this michelle im sorry and i love you baby!