*so broken*
what is this pain boiling inside of me!i cant take it no more
i'm 'bout 2 break
but its just 2 damn late
i'm so broken apart(so teared up inside!)
i feel so helpless, my head is spinnin' round n round ,& i cant take it,
(cant take it no more)i'm 'bout 2 break,
the walls of my life are skaing rapidly,theres nuttin i can do,
my life is breaking apart b4 my very eyes...just like my heart
i'm so broken, i lay in pieces,and all u do is step all over them,
as they break into smaller pieces,
(my heart is so broken & my life is so broken)
what happened?,what happened to the happy ending of my story?
well, u ripped that story & left it lyin on the floor in pieces...(in pieces)
just like my heart,
u broke my heart,u betrayed me,u broke my life ino pieces,
& now i'm so broken(sobroken)
my heart is broken & its ir-replacable(its so broken)
its just not fixable
my life is hard enough,i had you 2 keep me happy &
2 keep my life all together in one piece,
but now its layin on the floor in so many pieces, oh u broke me,
i'm so broken,(thers no fixing me
)i'm so broken, i layin pieces
,and all u do is step all over them and make them so much more broken,
i'm so broken. oh so broken

*what happend?*
(chorus)
what happend?
what happend 2 when you loved me?
what happend to that look in ur eyes,that smile on ur face,& now a frown takes its place.,
it brings tears to my eyes,baby,
what happend to it?
cuz i cant live w/out it,
what happened?
why did it all end?

i remember the times when u'd walk by me and u smiled
you had that look in ur eyes?
and at that moment it seemed as if it was just you & me,baby, everything in slow motion
i wish it was still that way,
everything u felt for me,
the way you used 2 laugh w/me,it all faded away,baby
everything u ever felt for mehas all gone away, baby..
(chorus X2)
i want to be with you,be by your side again
i miss you,wish you missed me , but
how can you miss me when your 2 busy missin her, (wanting her)
what happend to when all you wanted was me?(baby)what happend?

*forgotten (shadow)*
forever standing in the shadow of somebody else
there always seems 2 be sumbody better.
why does it seem like i'm not good enough 4 u?
i sit & watch everybody succeed, everybody be wanted by somebody they really care about,or love,why am i so forgotten about?
why dont u ever notice me when i walk down a hallway like u used to,i am forever a shadow...3 steps behind every 1,i'm in the dark,forever in the shadows of somebody else,why cant i stand out?why cant i stand out 2 U..be noticed.why am i forever in the shadows...forgotten about?have u forgotten the laughter we've shared?have u forgotten the fun times we've had?the way u used to smile at me w/ that lok in ur eyes,they way u used to tickle me, the way u used to want to be with me,...the way i used to stadn out 2 u...have u forgotten about everything?have u forgotten about me completely?why am i now forever in the shadow of her and everybody else...y cant i just stand out 2 u the way i used to?wuts wrong w/ me..what happend to when u liked me..have u forgotten all of teh memorys we had 2 gether?have u eraced me 4rm ur memorys,..4rm ur heart, & ur soul,why am i eraced completely..why does it seem like i'm not here 2 u and everybody else.i am now standing in the shadow of her...i'm forever forgotten in the darkness of your eyes.

about me:
Name: Heidi
E-mail: lil_chevy_gurl04@hotmail.com
Location: bemidji,minnesota
Birthday: 19 October, 1989
~*my name is heidi, but i dont really like my name lol,one of my nicknames is blondie.i'll b 15 on october 19th, i'm a freshman at bemidji high school, i live w/ both parents and 1 out of 3 siblings.my very best friends are prolly annah,sara,& shiree.i donno what ide do w/ out them.they r always there 4 me thru the good shit and the bad.i know they got my back and i got theres.if i'm with onna those three its a good time 4 sure.my home grlz lol, i design clothes a lot, i dont usually make them all but i make a few of them evry now and then, i write poems and songs(lyrics)i guess, but i dont think theyre all very good.lol.ppl think i should go 2 design school and become a fashon designer but i donno about that,alltho i g2 admit it would b awsome 2 see models walk down a runway wearing something i designed.i doubt that will ever happen but if it ever did i'de demand that annah,shiree & sara were my models lol.yeah, well i like 2 chill w/ my friends a lot where ever we are; at the movies,shopping,at eachothers houses at wrestling matches or where ever.wreslting is my fave sport.i've been around it since i was a baby.my bro. is in it right now.imma lil chevy gurl lol. i dislike fords...a lot lol.i think theyre pieces of shit(theres a reason y theyre cheaper ppl ;)).but yeah it aint that bigga deal lol, i just think chevy's r better, lol chevys r the shit:P , i dono what else, i love 2 go 4-wheelin/mudding, or riding horse at my sister's house.i end up babysittin alot, i ahve 3 nieces and 1 nephew, all under 5 yrs old.i love shopping lol, spending money :P, i like 2 go fishing and stuff like that, i'm not much of a hunter tho, my dad and brothers take care of that.i like being outside, i love the rain-except when i dont wanna get wet lol,i like watching tv, i watch like everything on mtv, south park,beavis * butthhead:P,comedy central,just funny shows too,i love watching movies.mosty funny or scary.i donno what my fave movies are cuz theres just 2 damn many lol.i like linkin park,simple plan,goodcharlotte,d12(eminem),a mixture of stuff, i like pretty much every thing except like most country music adn ..stuff old ppl listen 2 lol.my fave foods r prolly pizza,dill pickle chips,shaghetti and fish fry.yeah, well i think u know enough about me for now lataz

~*I'll Wait 4 you forever*~
you know i'm always there for you,wether you need a friend, or someone to hold,u know i'm always here for you if you ever need me,i'de do n-e thing, i'de go n-e where ,just to be by your side, she may have dumped you and left you,but no matter what you say or do, i could never do that to you.i couldnt hate you if i tried,no matter how much i wanted to be mad at you i never could,you know i'de do n-e thing just to see that smile on your face, just give me a chance,i'm there by your side even tho shes the one thats luckie enough to be in your arms right now, i still care for you, and i still want to be the one in your arms,but untill you give me that chance i'll wait for you forever.