Ch. 13 Stupid Thing To Try
Joel sat in a chair and stared as his brother came out of unconsciousness.
Benji looked up at Joel and the tears made tracks in his face. He closed his eyes, “I’m sorry Joel. I didn’t know what to do.”
Joel stopped him, “No- I shouldn’t have yelled at you. I know this is hard.”
“But I messed up so bad. I love her Joel. I really do,” Benji sobbed.
Joel grabbed his twin’s hand, “I know Benj.”
“And I'm soo sorry. I don’t know what I can do to make her forgive me.” Joel nodded and sat on the bed.
Benji sat up, “Joel, I cant live without her. Please help me. I love her.”
Joel hung his head, “I’ve tried Benji. It’s up to you now.”
Benji began crying again, “But I don’t know what to do.”
Joel nodded, “You need to talk to her and show her that you love her.”
Benji choked, “I hope so.” Joel reached up and wiped Benji’s face.
Benji held up his hand with the IV in it and frowned, “I did a stupid thing didn’t I?”
Joel tried to laughed and nodded, “Yeah, Benj. This is one of your best.”
“When do I get to see them?” Benji asked.
Joel shook his head, “Not till tomorrow.”
Benji looked at Joel, “Don’t leave me. I’m scared.” Joel nodded.
Benji cracked a smile, “Put some pants on. Nobody wants to see that side of you.” (a/n: okay think thin pajama pants- yummy- but ya know theyre thin.)
Joel huffed and hit Benji’s hand, “Well its not like I had a lot of time. You scared the shit out of me. Where’s you stuff? I’ll wear yours.” Joel found Benji’s pants and put them on.
“I gotta go find the others,” Joel said walking to the door. He looked at Benji. He had a scared look on his face. “I’ll be back,” he said and put his hand over his heart.
Benji did too with his IV in his hand.
Ch. 14 Not Leaving
Joel walked into the waiting room and Julie ran up to him. “How is he? When can we see him?” Joel shook his head, “Okay and not tonight.” Billy joined them, “They said he has to stay overnight.” Joel nodded, “Why don’t you all go home? Come back in the morning. He’s not going anywhere.” Julie protested, “No, I couldn’t sleep if I tried. I want to stay here.” Joel nodded. Billy and Paul said, “We don’t want to go either. But I guess we could go pick up some clothes and crap for us all.” Joel nodded, “That sounds good.” Paul asked, “Does Benj need anything?” Joel went to go see and they asked Julie. “Well do you wanna get me my bra?” Paul laughed, “Uhh…” Julie shook her head, “No, just kidding. Umm, oh go by my house and make sure it’s locked. Ya know what- get me the pillow and blanket off the sofa in the front room.” Joel came back and nodded, “Could you get me my black Mest sweatshirt and Benji wants his shirt.” Billy asked, “Which one?” Joel looked at Billy, “You know his favorite shirt- the one he sleeps in.” Billy nodded and Joel tried to laugh, “He’s already asleep.” Billy and Paul said goodbye and Julie and Joel went and got some snacks. When everyone got back it was 2am and they sat in the chairs in front of Benji’s room. They all fell asleep in a matter of seconds. But Joel slept in Benji’s room.