Ch 7 Random Arrival (Part One)
I wake up but don’t open my eyes. I just don’t want to move. I'm sitting here with Billy watching TV. No wait let me rephrase that. I was sitting here watching TV with Billy and us cuddling, but then I feel asleep. Heh, its funny I feel like a little kid. I fell asleep in his lap. I was hugging him and I guess I just relaxed, finally, and fell asleep. So we’re here on the couch, chest to chest and my head on his shoulder, my arms limp at his sides and his arms around my waist. My legs are on either sides of his hips and it would be pretty sexual if I weren’t asleep.
I can hear his heartbeat vibrating through to my body, feel the rise and fall of his chest and his breathing next to my ear. Its hard to think just 6 hours ago I was alone and looking for my way out of this world, and now I'm sitting in Billy’s arms after us talking for a few hours. I smile into his shoulder but I still don’t move. I hope he’s comfortable. We haven’t even made out or anything, why rush? I laugh inside because I'm so happy.
I can hear the faint noise of the TV, its some game show. I can see Paul out of the corner of my eye, fast asleep on the sofa across from us.
I can hear Benji’s footsteps; yes his footsteps- well I can tell who it is by their footsteps. Billy’s are light and spaced out, Paul kinda stumbles along and Benji sounds like he’s always ready to pounce on someone- I dunno hard to describe but anyways. I can hear his footsteps and he sits in the kitchenette.
He laughs quietly, “How did that happen?” I know he’s asking about me. Heh, this position would be kinda hard to explain to anyone.
Billy chuckles quietly and I can feel the reverberations through his chest as he speaks, “I think he just got so drained that when he finally relaxed he fell asleep.” Yep, that’s my smart little Billy. Benji asks how long I’ve been like this, “Only like 5 minutes.” Billy smiles and his hands move to rub across my back, “It’s kinda cute. I'm glad he finally is unstressed though.”
I continue to listen as Benji agrees, “Yeah, he was slipping into some hard depression.” And his voice kinda sobers up, “I think you uh…you pretty much saved him.” I feel Billy nod and his arms wrap around me safely. “Thanks man,” Benji says.
Billy laughs quietly, “I really do like him ya know,” he nods again, “I hated to see him like that.”
“I know, I just didn’t know how to keep Joel from not giving up.” Benji laughs, “Took long enough for you to confess, gosh Bill. You nearly made me tell him.”
What? Ok, what’s going on? I almost move but wait to listen for more. “Well, it was hard man. But thanks for keeping my little infatuation secret for so long.”
“Little?” Benji says overly loudly then corrects himself, “little? Hah! But, don’t mention it.”
Ok what was that about? I’ll have to ask about that later but as for now I take this time to “wake up”. I turn my head towards Billy’s neck and groan, “Benji, don’t yell.” Hey, I'm a good actor heehee.
Billy’s hands grip my sides and he kisses my forehead, “Hey sleepy.”
I sit up and smile at him. He smiles back and gives me a peck on the lips, making me smile more. I turn to Benji and he smiles back shaking his head, “yeah, yeah, real cute.”
I just smile more and rest my head against Billy’s chest again. I nuzzle into his neck as he flicks the TV off.
“Are you still tired?” he asks. I nod and he rubs my back again, “Want to go to bed?”
I blush and he blushes too, hey we’re new to this whole thing. I smile and nod and slide off his lap and onto the couch. My body not wanting to leave the comfort of his body. Billy stands up and takes my hand pulling me off the couch and slowly towards the bunks.
Benji just shakes his head and smiles his hand over his jaw and I stop. I look at him and he tilts his head in a ‘what?’
“Let me see your jaw…” I trail off completely sorry for what I did.
He shakes his head, “No I'm fine. Don’t worry about it…” my pleading look doesn’t fail and he frowns putting his hand down. I frown back as I see the huge black and blue knuckle prints on his jaw.
“I’m sorry..” I start but he stops me.
“No. Joel its okay, please don’t worry about it.” I nod and he smiles back, “Now, go sleep with Billy.” He freezes and laughs, “I mean…ah hell, just go.” I smile giddily and follow Billy into the bunks.
We settled on my bunk because it was cleaner and are just about to drift off when Benji walks by.
He leans his head down and smiles at us, “Now warn me if you two are...ya know…” he says doing little hip thrusty movements causing Billy and I to blush and laugh.
I shake my head and glance at Billy, “Nah, not yet…not in the bus anyways…” and Billy nods smiling at me. His big blue eyes meeting my brown.
Benji smiles and says goodnight as he climbs into his bunk.
Billy cuddles up to my side and smiles at me before planting a kiss. He pulls back lightly before leaning in again. His warm lips set perfectly on mine. I could spend all day touching those lips. I smile and kiss him again.
We fall asleep in a few short moments. Completely content.
Ch 7 What Are You Waiting For? (Part Two)
“I’ll uhh…I’ll be right back.” Billy said smiling and blushing, “I gotta go get something…” he looked about as nervous as I am.
I smile cuz that’s the scene that keeps playing through my mind. I'm sitting on one of the beds in Benji and Paul’s room, Paul’s watching TV from the other bed and Benji’s in the shower. Billy’s been gone about 5 minutes, I know where he is.
Tonight is the night, heh that is so cheezey. We’ve been together for three weeks now. Makes me all giddy just thinking about it.
We took everyone out to dinner tonight. Everyone, all the stage crews and the opening bands and techs, they didn’t know that Benj and Paul really planned it to celebrate Billy and I, but that didn’t matter.
So yeah, like I said tonight is the night. Billy and I are gonna…you know… Heh, we both took extra long taking showers and cleaning everything. Ya know, a little extra brushing of the teeth, a little extra deodorant...all that stuff we never get to do on the bus. I don’t think I’ve ever spent so much time getting ready for sex. Hehe, this is special. I even cut my toenails, heh yeah I know that’s gross but hey ya don’t want all narly toenails scratching up….ok I’ll stop now.
But anyways, yeah. Let’s see, I still smell good. How’s my breath? Oh, definitely shouldn’t have eaten that garlic bread, even though Billy had some too. I jump a little too quickly off the bed, Paul looking over at me; I smile at him and knock on the door to the bathroom before I enter.
“Benj, I'm just gonna brush my teeth,” I say over the hum of the shower. Benji yells an okay and breaks into song…Cry Me A River…What the fuck? I laugh at Benji’s music choice and unwrap one of the complimentary toothbrushes. I take some of his toothpaste and exit into my own little dreamland as I brush my teeth.
My mind slips to what’s about to happen and I’m snapped into reality as a wet towel flies at my head. I turn to see Benji laughing at me. “You’ve been standing there for like three minutes,” he says between breaths.
I blush and rinse before I yell at him, “Oh shut up.” He just shakes his head, smirking at me as he gets dressed.
I dry my face off and turn around leaning my butt against the countertop. I wonder what Billy’s going to be like. I smile as I remember his strong hands and his lips on mine. That smile that gets me every time and his lanky firm body. I can’t wait to touch him again.
We’ve been waiting for a day when we would have two days off, which is rare, so we could have some us time. Not have to worry about getting caught or being heard or having to be considerate for Benji and Paul. Oh this is gonna be fun.
But why am I so nervous. I know, cuz this means something. It’s not just worthless sex, it’s sincere and…with Billy. I’ve dreamed of this day and it’s finally here. And I'm so grateful for it.
Benji must read my mind, “Are you nervous?” he asks standing next to me. I blush and nod and he smiles, “Don’t be. You’ll be fine.” I shrug and mumble a thanks. He laughs, “I remember my first time with Vicki,” he says dreamily. I laugh because I know what his first time with her was like and he seems to realize that because he frowns, “Wait, bad example. Ok so it wasn’t the most romantic thing, but I’ve seen you and Billy together.”
I look at him surprised- hoping he hasn’t seen us together. He corrects himself, “No, eww. Not like that. I meant you two are so cutesy and cuddly with each other it shows that…” he frowns, “I dunno what it shows. I guess I'm not the best person to be giving the pre-sex talk.” He smiles, adding playfully “not that I’d know about gay sex or that you need a peptalk.”
I smack him on the arm and he laughs, “oh well, at least I tried. Maybe Paul could give you some advice…”
“No, no that’s okay.” I laugh, “neither one of you knows anything about “gay sex” and hearing advice about sleeping with my boyfriend is bad enough coming from my brother. I’m sure I’ll be fine, I just got butterflies.” I laugh.
He nods and pulls me into a lopsided hug, “Well, little brother I'm happy for ya and I’m proud of you. I hope you have…fun.” He smiles, “and that’s all I'm gonna say.” He smiles, “Oh yeah, no need to tell me about anything. It’s bad enough I had to hear what I did on the bus the other day…” I blush remembering mine and Billy’s heated makeout session that led into some other things. I hear the door open and Benji smiles, “Now, go get him tiger…rawr.”
I laugh and look at Benji as he apologizes, “yeah, sorry bout that.”
I just shake my head and take a deep breath opening the door and smiling at Billy who was just about to knock on the bathroom door.
He takes my hand instead, lacing our fingers together. He yawns, “Well, I am tired. What do you say we turn in?” and I notice the parcel in the pocket of his hoodie- gimme one guess at what’s in there. I smile and he smiles back.
Benji leans out of the bathroom grinning, “Good one there Billers.” he says adding an exaggerated wink and the ‘ok’ sign.
We both laugh and I nod, “Sounds good to me.” We walk towards the door and Billy shouts a Goodnight to Benji and Paul.
“Yeah, like you two are going to sleep. Uh huh,” Paul laughs. And Benji adds a, “We wont have as good of a night as you two will.” We say Goodnight again and leave the room smiling.
Billy holds my hand as we walk down the hall. He pulls me into his side and slips his arm around my back. He slows his steps and places a kiss on my lips. I smile up at him and we start walking again.
Our room is about 8 doors down and on the corner. We requested a corner room, only one room next to us and it was unoccupied, yay!
We step into our room and it’s actually a little awkward. I laugh and Billy laughs too, lightening the situation. Billy is standing with his hands in his pockets about a foot away from me nearer to the door.
His eyes follow my moves as I close the space between us, reaching my arms on either side of him and lock deadbolt on the door. I let my arms rest on his hips and his hands rest on my biceps. We smile at each other and lean in at the same time, our lips meeting again.
The kiss deepens as Billy’s hand cups the back of my head and he leans down into me. As the kiss intensifies, Billy slowly starts to move us back and my hands go up the back of his hoodie and run across the waistband of his boxers.
RING WHAT THE FUCK? Ok who ever the fuck that is I’m gonna shove this phone up their ass. I reach for the phone but Billy holds me back sensing my anger and knowing who it probably is. He pulls me close by my waist as he answers the phone.
“Hello?” his annoyance slightly present in his voice. I smile and lean into him.
“Dayum, we thought you two would be at it already!” Paul laughs.
Billy shakes his head and pulls me closer and laughs, “Yeah, yeah, fuck you man.”
“Nah, I think Joel might get jealous.” Benji laughs.
“Damn right,” I yell into the phone, “Now go away.”
They laugh and say goodnight, giggling like little boys who throw rocks at girls on the playground. Billy hangs up the phone and turns to me, he smiles then shakes his head still laughing. “As inviting as you look right now, I'm not in the mood after hearing the two of them.”
I smile and shake my head, “Me neither. Let’s watch TV for a little while.” It wont be long at all.
He nods and reaches in his pocket taking out the small brown paper bag and setting it on the bed. My curious eyes look at it and he smiles, “You’ll see.”
We lay on the couch, me on the bottom and Billy partly on top of me. Billy flips on the TV and through the channels. After deciding there’s nothing on, he turns it off again and turns to me. I smile and he props himself up on one elbow looking down at me and smiling. He kisses me lingeringly.
Billy pulls away and smiles, then he acts like he forgot something and sits up. He frowns, “Hold on.” and jumps up from the couch. I watch in confusion as he goes and opens the bag on the bed. He looks over at me all smiles, “close your eyes,” I smile and do, lying back down on the couch. I strain my ears to listen to what he’s doing but all I hear is him rummaging around.
He comes to my side, “Okay you can open them now,” I open my eyes and watch as he straddles my waist but I can see what’s behind him. I smile and he giggles, “Tada! Since we didn’t get dessert at dinner, although you make a mighty fine dessert, I got us a cupcake.” He says unwrapping a Hostess Chocolate Cupcake. I laugh, its little things like this that make me love him even more. “Think of it as an early one month anniversary cake, since we’ll be god knows where next week.” He breaks off a piece and feeds it to me. We finish the cupcake between kisses and he goes to lick the last bit of cream off the cardboard that was on the bottom.
I gaze up at him as his pink tongue slips out and licks off the cream, and I think he notices the sexy undertone cuz he looks down at me mid lick. He smiles and places the wrapper on the table and slides down onto my body.
I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. He kisses my temple and brings his other hand up to my ear. He looks at me while his fingers run over my ear and trail through my hair. He runs his index finger down the bridge of my nose and over my bottom lip. I smile again and he pushes his fingers through my hair again leaning down and placing a light kiss on my lips. I pull him into the kiss and let his tongue probe my mouth. He pulls away for air and grins, “you taste soo good” before kissing me again.
I move my hands down under his hoodie again as we kiss. My hands graze up his back and over his warm skin. His hand trails down my side and over my thigh then up under my shirt and plays along my stomach.
He moves ever so slightly to the right and his hip makes contact with my erection. I moan into the kiss and moan even more as I feel his hardness pressed into my hip. His leg is between my thighs and as we run out of air he begins kissing down my neck.
Billy nips a bit of my skin and the act causes me to inadvertently shift my pelvis up into his hip. I moan and Billy smiles before kissing me again. God I love his lips. The way they feel and his ring against my mouth. He’s wearing the ring that has the little ball in the middle, I like that one cuz when it slides along my lip…oh it adds to the fun.
I slowly start to grind up into Billy, the movements making him gasp and moan with that beautiful voice of his. He shifts his hips against mine and kisses me again. It feels like we’ve been kissing for seconds but it’s been a few minutes.
Billy pulls away, his cheeks are flushed, his lips red and so inviting. His blue eyes are sparkling as he gazes down at me lovingly. He kisses me again and as we’re kissing we sit up and start to blindly walk towards the bed. As our side hits the bed, I slide my hands under his hoodie again only this time I take it off, his shirt being discarded with it.
As quickly as his lips detach from mine, they’re back again. He nibbles lightly on my bottom lip as he undoes my belt, slowly pulling the leather from the loops. We undress each other down to our boxers and he sits on the bed, pulling me onto his lap. Billy kisses down my neck and I lean my head back. His hands grip my hips and he pulls me forward, slamming our lower bodies together. I moan at the incredibly blissful contact and move my hips down onto his.
I have to taste him, touch him…now. I push him back onto the bed and he slides up towards the headboard. I kiss him once more before I kiss down his chest, slipping my tongue over his collarbone and down to a nipple, teasing it then moving across his chest. His hands roam over my shoulders as I get lower and lower.
I grip onto his hips and kiss his tight stomach. I nip at the skin under his navel and hear a low grown escape his lips. I gaze up at him as I begin to draw down his boxers. He grins and sucks his bottom lip into his mouth then shakes his hair off his face. I smile as I toss his boxers across the room.
I grip his hard on and lick the tip, hearing his breathing hitch. “MMM, so good.” I mouth his cock more and suck lightly causing him to moan. I slide my mouth down and glide my tongue over the head again.
“God…Joel,” he moans and grips onto the sheets. I take him in as far as I can and suck hard, then soft and hard again. Upon the second hard suck he moans and grips my shoulder. I look up as he breathes, “I wanna come in you.” I nod and suck one last time and swoop over his head before sitting up.
He sits up in an instant, climbing over me and kissing me hungrily. He reaches over and grabs the bag from the side of the bed. He rips open the box inside and tries to hastily undo the cap to the tube. In his rush, his hands fumble and I sit up, smiling caringly and opening the tube for him. He smiles back and lightly pushes me back down.
He sets it on the bed and straddles my thighs then leans down and kisses my stomach. Billy smiles up at me and nuzzles my erection before licking from base to head. I moan as he sucks and laps at my tip, squeezing my hands on the sides of the bed. “You’re so sweet,” he says before sucking again.
He slides between my legs and pushes them apart. Coating two fingers he inserts them and starts working at me. I try to relax but its kinda hard when Billy’s looking so sexy at the moment. He leans his head down and sucks me off as he fingers me. In a few moments in moaning and gasping again and he hits that spot inside, making me jump and moan.
He pulls his fingers out and coats his dick. He aligns us up and pushes in, our eyes locked. He bites his lip and I moan as I feel him go deep inside me. He gasps when he’s all the way in and his eyes go wide as he moans, “Joel, you’re so tight.”
Our bodies move together. The finalizing of all of our feelings towards each other. I couldn’t ask for anything more. His gorgeous body aligned with mine and his crystalline eyes showing his pleasure.
The rest of the world slips away and its me and him as we watch each other. This is what I’ve been waiting for.
(A/n: ok that was crap, what the fuck was I thinking I could write? Oi but, I just want to be all sappy for a moment and thank everyone who’s read my stories, I really appreciate your support, kind words and reviews. Writing is my way to let me just not think for a while and the responses I get help me through…I can be having the crappiest day and come home and just write or read or hell I’ve read over my guest book about 30 times already, it just helps me out a lot. Yeah didn’t mean to sound so “pity me”ish, so yeah nevermind…just thanks everyone. Latas JULIE)
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