Chapter 4 – Thursday (Part Three)
Ahhh I'm floating on a cloud. My whole body is tingling- yes whole body- shh don’t tell!
I'm sitting at the heavy wooden conference room table. My health book is open before me, a pen in hand and homework waiting to be done.
But of course my mind isn’t on homework- yep you guessed it. Benji!
Wow this table is pretty sturdy…. Hehehe…
Boy am I glad that the geeky freshman on the other side of the room can’t read minds- I think he’d have a heart attack.
I think all that acting out conception has gotten my……juices….flowing? Wow I am really bad.
My mind wanders- oh does it wander!
In my head Benji is leaning towards me, about to place the best kiss I’ve ever been given on my lips.
The door swings open and guess who walks in!
I jump about 100 feet in the air and cough as my breath has left my lungs. I slide my chair further into the table and finally breathe as Benji shuts the door behind him.
He turns around and looks at me, “Hey! How’s my favorite egg?” I nod and laugh as he grins. “I think we were a good representation of conception.”
He makes his way towards me doing his little sperm dance and I laugh until there are tears in my eyes. He’s laughing too and is doubled over about two feet from me.
“Ahh that was good. Thanx I needed that laugh,” I smile as I regain my composure.
I’m sitting at the end of the table so he sits beside me on the long way.
He smiles and points to my book, “You’re doing health?” Haha, yeah I guess you could say I'm doing health.
I nod and smile as I watch his mouth as he chews gum.
“How far have you gotten on the questions?” he asks as he takes out his book.
I laugh, “My name.” He looks up and smiles- he’s soo gorgeous.
“Well let’s do it together.” He smiles and finds the page.
I can’t remember what we talk about for the next 15 minutes. The conversation was a mix between the homework before us and about some movie. In some point the geek had left the room.
I'm sitting alone in this room with Benji. He’s so close to me I can smell the cinnamon of the gum on his breath.
He’s reading something out of the book out loud. His flowy voice is filling into my ears and I hang on every syllable.
“So the answer would be A right?” he looks at me.
I smile and nod, “Sounds good to me.” I begin to write but my pen has run out of ink. I think in my head- ohh opportunity for me to get something of his. “Hey ya got a pen I could borrow? Mine just quit on me.”
He nods and reaches into his bag feeling around and then pulls his hand out. He chuckles as he looks at the pen, “My brother gave this to me, sort of a joke.” He hands it to me and our fingers brush sending that familiar tingling up my arm. I wonder if he feels the same.
I look at the pen and it has a rainbow and underneath it says, “I don’t even think straight!”
I raise my eyebrows, “Care to share the joke?” wondering if he knows I'm gay or not.
He smiles and I swear he blushes slightly, “Well, not too many people know this but I'm gay….”
I nearly fall out of this chair! He better not be fucking with my head.
“it was a way for him to say he was okay with it.” Nope he’s not joking.
OH MY GOD! My heart is beating so fast. But I’ve been quiet too long. He’s looking at me with a questioning look.
I smile and shake my head, “I had no idea.” He nods and looks down- a sad smile on his face.
No! I made my baby upset.
I place my hand on his elbow, “Well not too many people know that I'm gay too.”
With this he raises his head a beautiful smile on his face. I smile back and we just stare at each other.
I can’t believe this but before I know it- my lips feel like if they aren’t placed on him I’ll die.
I slowly move closer to him and he doesn’t back away.
Our lips are centimeters apart.
Just one more movement and we’ll be touching.
His breath is warm on my lips.
I blink slowly and when I open my eyes, his chocolate browns are shining into mine.
He moves ever so little and his bottom lip brushes mine.
RING.
We jump and back away from each other.
Now just looking at each other. I look down and when I look back up he’s still looking at me.
“I gotta get to class, I’ll see you tomorrow Billy.” He says as he stands and picks up his book and bag.
He walks slowly towards the door and stops when he places his hand on the doorknob.
One. Two. Three. Four. Five. He pauses for a count of five.
He turns around and runs back to me.
His lips crash into mine and his warm tongue swipes across my lip.
I kiss back and then he pulls away.
He grins at me and leaves the room.
I stand there. His lips a fresh memory. I look down at my hand and slid his pen into my pocket. I definitely will be returning some things to him tomorrow. Kiss included.
Where did this gum come from?
(a/n: muwahaha! Ehh a little cliché but good I hope- is it? tomorrow there will be more! So don’t forget to send me loves!
Oh and one more thing- the new cd ROCKS! I love all the songs and “day that I die” always makes me cry. I bought it at 3 today and its now 11:30 and its been in my cd player the whole time- I even had to take it out cuz it was too hot. Ahh so review! love ya lots! Julie aka Lonely Stars!)