(A/n: Alright so this is the story- I'm not sure I like this or not. I'm still deciding so you tell me! If the first twincestsex part seems familiar it is cuz I posted it as “A Good Morning” but I don’t know if I like the plot- well I like the plot but I don’t know how its turning out. hmm? It sounded a lot neater in my head. so yeah. Umm what else? Just tell me what you think about it. it’s a little different from my usual slash- sorta drama like going back to my “Platinum Rings, Picture Frames and Red Duvet Covers” days. Review please- even if its to say you don’t like it. Constructive criticism? Latas Lonely Stars! Oh yeah I named it Aspirin Free cuz that’s what was playing on my mp3 player- yeah AFI! I dunno if it goes lemme go check- check it out “Together forever. Rejected but never alone. Together forever” sorta goes! Review!!!.LS)
Aspirin Free
Ch 1 – A Good Morning Gone Wrong
“Benjiii, turn the alarm off,” Joel whined flailing his arm over to nudge his twin.
“Noo,” he replied pulling the pillow over his head, “you’re closer.”
“Benjiiii.”
“Fine,” he leaned over Joel and smacked the box, shutting off the piercing noise. “Why the hell is the alarm going off at 8 in the fucking morning?” Benji not being a morning person is an understatement.
“I don’t know! Don’t blame me,” Joel mumbled curling into Benji’s chest.
The small contact was enough to quiet Benji’s morning rage. Sighing he wrapped his arms around Joel and closed his eyes again.
He opened them back up after a minute, “Now I can’t go back to sleep.”
“Me neither, what time do we have to go to Billy and Paul’s?”
“12,” Benji said pulling away and lightly kissing Joel’s temple.
A smile crept to Joel’s face and he sleepily moaned, “I know something we could do till then.”
“MMM,” he moaned as Joel slid his body above him.
Looking down on him he smiled and leaned in kissing Benji passionately. Joel kissed down Benji’s neck and went to run his hands over his stomach.
“Ahhh, your hands are fucking cold!”
“Oh I love the way you talk dirty to me,” Joel sat up and rolled his eyes.
“What? They are!” Benji shrugged, “Ahh, kiss me foo!”
Joel shook his head and touched Benji with his cold hands following with his warm lips.
Benji tugged at Joel’s shirt as he kissed Benji’s bare chest, “Why do you have to wear so many clothes to bed?”
“Why do I let you talk?” Joel asked as he pulled his shirt off. “Use that mouth for something useful.”
Benji smiled and pulled Joel back down and under him, placing kisses all over.
“That’s better.”
Benji smirked and licked Joel’s collarbone as he pulled Joel’s pajama pants off. After kicking his own boxers and the bed sheets off, Benji growled in Joel’s ear as his hands had already crawled down to stroke Benji’s hardness, “Already ready, don’t need that.”
“Then fuck me,” Joel moaned feeling Benji’s hardness against his.
“Gladly.” Benji grinned and reached for the lube.
Sliding into the familiar tightness, Benji kissed his brothers lips hungrily. He fed off the whimpers that escaped Joel’s gorgeous lips and the fingers gripping at his sides.
Joel writhed underneath Benji as he thrusted his hips into Joel. As they got more in rhythm Benji sat up, changing his position slightly and nailing Joel’s prostate hard and head on.
“Ahhh!” Joel screamed with pleasure and tears in his eyes as Benji continued the repetitive driving.
Joel’s hand instinctively slipped down to his craving erection and he began to stroke.
Getting off even more at the sight of Joel pleasuring himself, Benji completely lost all control.
He powered into the body beneath him as his hand replaced Joel’s leaving him free to grip onto the pillow with all his might.
They simultaneously began to tremble as they neared the edge of any remaining comprehension.
Benji’s brows furrowed and he bit his lip to keep from screaming loud enough to wake the dead.
While Joel felt his head begin to cloud and his body shake, his mouth betrayed him moaning out his remaining breath along with the fluid of his arousal.
Benji could no longer hold on as his hearing, sight and hands took in Joel’s pleasure. With a loud moan through clenched teeth he came.
“Do we have any bread?” Joel asked Benji as he looked down the aisles of the supermarket.
“I don’t think so.”
Joel nodded and turned to go get some. Benji called to him and he turned his head back to Benji still walking and running right into someone.
Joel turned around and stopped dead in his tracks, “Jadie.” He said looking into the face of the most hated woman on the planet.
“Joel- I was hoping I would never have to see you again.”
Just as she spoke Benji walked up and stood next to Joel. The woman continued, “Or him either.”
“Damn bitch, what did you do go out and get pregnant the second he dropped your sorry ass?” Benji remarked seeing Jadie standing in front of him very pregnant.
“It’s none of your damn business,” she said glaring at Benji then back to Joel, “but it is yours.”
Joel’s eyes went wide, “Its…its not mine. Is it? Damn Jadie, tell me its not mine.”
“I wish I could,” she spat her voice still loud and hateful. By now they had gotten the attention of various customers surrounding them.
“You fucking whore. You probably did it on purpose.”
“Benj,” Joel stopped his fuming brother.
“I would stay out of it Benji. You better be happy I'm not letting the whole store know the reason…no! You know what? This is not the time or the place to be having this conversation.” She stopped herself. “I’ll come over later tonight. Is that alright Joel?”
Joel just stared at her.
“I asked if that was alright Joel!” she yelled in his face.
“Its fine- just get out of my sight.” He said calmly back to her.
She turned on her heels and walked in the other direction.
“Okay, shows over people- go away.” Benji said loudly to the people and looked at Joel who was still standing in a frozen position.
Joel turned to Benji, “I'm waiting in the car. Hurry up.”
The practice had been cancelled not telling Billy or Paul why.
The minute they had gotten back from the store Joel had sat on the sofa in the living room. Getting up once to go to pee, he changed his seat to the kitchen table. He’s been there for two hours now- not speaking, not moving, just staring and blinking.
It was now about 4, Benji could do nothing but watch closely and worry.
The doorbell rang and Benji opened it with a hateful hello and pointed to his brother in the kitchen.
Sitting across from Joel at the table, Jadie spoke, “I'm not going to yell. But we need to talk about this.”
Joel finally shifted his gaze to her, “When were you planning on tell me?” his voice cracking then rising.
“I was just going to show up one day in three weeks and give this fucking kid to you.” She said the anger and volume back in her voice. “Ruin the rest of your life the way you ruined mine.”
Benji snickered from the doorway where he was standing.
“Go to hell Benji.” She turned back to Joel, now to the point of yelling. “You have no idea what its like to get a phone call saying that you were nothing but a decoy. A fucking decoy so that your fiancé- your fucking fiancé- could be sleeping with his own brother. I thought we were getting married, Joel. I wasted too much of my life on you. And to find out that you were gay. And I was just a decoy.”
She waited for a response but all she got was a stare from Joel.
“Did you ever have feelings for me at all?” She asked.
“So you’re just going to give this kid to me? Just drop it off and never look back? How could you do that?”
“Easily. I want to ruin you. You used me just to keep you’re reputation good, so you could live your life. You used me. Well what’re your precious fans gonna think of you now? I hope your entire career falls apart. Cuz the past three years of my life were a living hell- now yours will be too.”
More yelling.
“Look, whether you fucking like it or not. This child is yours. I’m due in three weeks, you better believe it that you’ll be hearing from me again.”
She left the house and Joel still sitting at the kitchen table.
Benji came down the stairs after his shower to find Joel still sitting at the table. He had eaten dinner but so far barely any words were spoken.
“Joel? Joel, come to bed. It’s late. Please?” Benji pleaded.
Joel looked at his brother and nodded slowly getting up. Benji reached out his hand and Joel’s slid instantly into his.
Benji closed the door behind him and Joel stood by the edge of their bed. Benji lifted Joel’s chin, “do you want a shower or anything?”
Joel shook his head no and began to undo his belt letting his pants fall to the floor followed by his shirt and sliding into the bed.
Benji watched helpless then sat on his side, “Do you want to sleep alone? I can sleep in the other bedroom?”
Joel looked to Benji with pleading eyes- showing emotion for the first time. “No.”
Benji nodded and pulled the covers up around them letting Joel nestle into his chest. He wrapped his arms around his younger twin and ran his hands up and down Joel’s back, just letting him know he was still there.
Benji could feel Joel’s eyes blinking on his bare chest. “Are you okay?” he asked.
Joel shrugged and pulled just a little closer to Benji.
“You can’t hide anything from me, in your twin. What’s going on in that gorgeous little head of yours?”
He was quiet for a minute before he spoke, “You know every time she said ‘I love you’ it would tear me up to have to say it back.” Joel pulled back to look at Benji as he continued. “Every time I would have sex with her, I would have to be quiet and get it over with so I wouldn’t cry from feeling horrible and disgusting. I would hate the way she smelled- just the odor of her body. She never smelled like you or felt like you. I hated having to have sex with her. But I had to, cuz I had to lead her on. Make her believe and when she started to suspect another woman I had to propose because I was too weak to break it off. And when I finally told her the truth, I was soo happy because now I could live my life with you and never have to face her again. I never thought she could be having my child.” He said as he put his head back on Benji’s chest. “And now, I’m having a child. How could she just give it away? I'm not ready to be a father. I'm fucking 23 years old. I don’t even know how to hold a baby; I don’t know how to raise a kid. What am I supposed to do?”
Joel became quiet for a minute before Benji began to feel Joel’s tears on his chest.
“What? Why are you crying?” Benji asked sitting up and turning the light on pulling Joel up to sitting with him.
“I just…I’m soo sorry.” Joel broke with a sob.
“Why are you sorry?”
“Because I tried so hard to hide our relationship. I'm so sorry Benji. I love you so much and now I’ve ruined everything. If I had never wanted to keep up our images, I never would have gotten with Jadie and none of this would have happened.”
“No, you had to do what you had to do.” Benji said comforting Joel. “I love you no matter what. Kid or not we’ll be okay. Don’t worry.”
Joel nodded and they laid back down.
“Let’s not think about it and deal with it when we have to, okay?” Benji wiped Joel’s tears.
Joel nodded and cuddled up to Benji, relaxing and finally falling asleep.
(A/n: So that’s the first chapter/section! That was some hot boylove if I do say so myself! What say you? Send me reviews please! What do you think of the story? I'm still writing. There will be, as far as I know, one more section maybe two. I dunno. PLEASE tell me what you think! Latas Julie.)