Ch 4 Starting to Fall
“Hey lover. Where are we?” Billy asked sitting next to Joel and looking out the window of the bus parked at a truck stop in the middle of nowhere.
“I think somewhere in Nebraska,” Joel answered before kissing him.
“Where are the others?”
“Getting food. How are you?” he asked sliding his arm around Billy’s thin hips and setting his head on the taller man’s shoulder.
Billy wrapped his arms around Joel’s shoulders and rested his head on Joel’s, “Well- not so good.”
Joel frowned, “Do something for me,” he pulled away to look at Billy, “give up please? I don’t want to see you in pain anymore.”
“I don’t want to be a failure,” Billy sighed grabbing Joel’s hand and twining their fingers together running his thumb over Joel’s palm.
“You aren’t. You’ve gone 14 days- I’m so proud of you.” Joel said smiling.
Billy smiled then shrugged, “But I feel like I'm letting you down.”
“You’re not- you would be letting me down if you kept it up. I can tell you’re uncomfortable and I don’t want you to be uncomfortable for me. I want you to be happy. (A/n: wow this is sappy.) Please?”
Billy sighed and leaned back on Joel shoulder.
“Heck, I’ll pay you to go jack off,” Joel laughed and Billy smiled. “Please just give up.”
“Can you ‘help’ me?” Billy laughed just as Benji and Paul walked back in with groceries.
“Help with what?” Paul asked.
Billy looked at Joel and Joel nodded with a pleading look. “Help me jack off?” Billy asked.
“Why?” Benji asked.
“I need to really bad. And I think….”
“You think?” Paul asked.
“I give up. I can’t do this anymore- it hurts like a fucker and I need to jack off soo bad.” (A/n: could you see Billy saying this- aww cute!)
By the time Billy had finished his sentence Paul and Benji were jumping around. “I knew it, I knew one of them wouldn’t last.”
Billy threw up his hands, “Okay- I owe you $250, I need to go masturbate!” He laughed jumping up and walking towards the tiny bathroom.
Benji and Paul left to go meet with the other band and left Joel and masturbating Billy.
Within a few minutes Joel was hearing moans and groans from Billy. Closing his eyes he pictured Billy’s adorable sexaliscious face.
He cursed at his body’s reaction and opened his eyes to make sure he was alone. Now not trying to control the effects that Billy’s moans were having on him.
He smiled to himself as a final moan escaped the closed bathroom door.
Joel sat back and waited for his body to return to normal as he heard the water come on and Billy emerge a few seconds later.
Billy smiled at Joel and pointed towards Joel’s hard on, “So I'm guessing I was a little loud.”
Billy lay down on the couch next to Joel.
“You’re never quiet.” Joel leaned down and kissed Billy sweetly. “Are you better now?”
Billy nodded, “Yeah, and that was the second kiss.”
“Shh. It’s a secret.” Joel smiled and slid down on the couch so that Billy’s head rested on his upper stomach. He drew his hands lazily over Billy’s scalp and Billy looked up at him.
“I cant wait til this bet is over. Are we gonna…you know?” Billy asked sheepishly.
Joel smiled and nodded, “Yep- all day and all night- so rest up my lover.”
Day 14
Billy gave in today – which is good. I couldn’t take seeing him that way. I was actually planning in my head that if he hadn’t quit by tonight I would have gotten him off in his sleep- just so he wouldn’t be in pain. (A/n: why do all my stories turn out sappy? No more sappiness!)
But I'm still horny as hell! I have- 8 more days or 9 - I think I can make this.
Day 16
Billy is going to only jack off if he has too. he says he wants it to be specialer. Aww my billay- I wuv him!
Day 18
I need to think of things that wont make me horny- ummm….. puppies, wait most puppies are horny…ummm…. Rabbits- rabbits are horny….oh goodness this is hard- like me- anyways okay not horny -cant think of billy- my brother there that should make me not horny- ah shit Benji’s girlfriend is here and hes horny. I had to sleep in the backlounge last night because Benji’s bunk is right above mine and just thinking of what they might be doing was unbearable- god I'm sick.
I have a disease- I'm horny! isn’t there some kind of medicine for this?
See this is causing me to not think straight- ahhh!
I actually caught myself looking at girls- *falls on floor in terror* I'm soo not kidding- hey I guess I could say no sex does make me think straight . Hahaha sorry another side effect is bad humor. Think of something not sexual- nailpolish…..?
Day 20
Three more days. Three more days. Three more days- that’s all I keep chanting.
I had trouble getting dressed this morning because stupid dickies are hard cotton and they were rubbing- damn clothes!
Gosh I cant even think to write anything about.
Three more days!
(A/n: alright that’s it for now- I have to go to bed. Ill think of more for this crappy story – just hang on a few more chapters- maybe one or two for the good stuff. Send me purdy reviews please?
Teeheehee I asked three of my guy friends how long they’ve gone without – and 2 said three weeks and the other said four days. That’s disturbing! Okay more Wednesday night. See ya laters! LS.)