Ch 3 Still Going
Day 8Billy almost gave up today. But now he’s going to try a little longer. I’m proud of us.
(a/n: this next section is on day 8th)“Good morning all!” Joel smiled as he walked into the front lounge of the bus. He sat at the small table next to Billy and waited for Billy to finish chewing.
“Morning babe,” Billy smiled and leaned in to kiss Joel.
After what seemed like a little too long of a kiss, they pulled away. Benji was smiling at them from over his cereal bowl, “I saw that. But I’ll let it slide. As long as there’s no wood growing,” he said looking over the table. They laughed and settle into a bored state of doing nothing.
Paul was listening to his cd player, Benji was busy on the internet, Joel was reading a book and Billy was trying to watch a movie but unable to concentrate and visibly uncomfortable.
Shutting off the TV and groaning loudly caused everyone to look up at him. He sighed and sat next to Joel, “Talk to me.”
Joel smiled and put down his book turning to Billy and resting his head on his arm. “What up lover?”
Billy smiled and shrugged, “I need something to occupy my mind.”
“Why what’s wrong? Oh.”
Billy nodded, “How are you not- for lack of a better phrase- bursting at the seams?”
Joel laughed, “I dunno. I’m determined to follow through.”
“Why?” Billy asked lying his head down on Joel’s thigh.
“I dunno. I like challenges?” he said running his hands through Billy’s hair.
“MMM. Ahh! Don’t do that- makes it too hard.”
“Does it?” Joel laughed halting his hands.
“Yes! I don’t think I can handle this much longer.”
“You sure?”
Billy shrugged the laughed, “Yeah.” He sat up, “Okay when I'm playing onstage and jumping around and all that- it’s that energy rush and then with my guitar rubbing- don’t help one bit!”
“I'm sorry babe. Is there anything I can do?”
“I think you know.”
Joel reached down and twined his fingers in Billy’s.
“Would you be mad if I called it quits?” Billy asked.
“No. I’ll still be your love slave- well, yeah.” Joel laughed, “But no, I won’t be mad.”
“You sure?”
Joel nodded, “I'm sure. But I’m gonna try for a little longer.”
Billy nodded, “I think I’ll try too.”
Day 10
Oh My Gosh I am soo horny! I woke up this morning with the hugest boner that would not go away.
And I see Billy trying so hard but hes soo uncomfortable. My poor Billy. I hate seeing him like this- I kinda wish he would just give up. but hes too prideful- aw I love him.
Day 12
Okay so get this, I was having this incredible dream and I was almost there and Benj woke me up. I was almost there too! he said I was moaning in my sleep. Ahh!
Billy is worse- I think I'm going to have to say that I’ll pay him if he just quits. I don’t want to see him in pain anymore. Its exhausting him and hes worried that I’ll think less of him if he quits but I wont. I keep telling him that its just a bet, hes still my Billy.
(A/n: alright so that’s it for now- thank you all for letting me write these crappy chapters- I'm soo stressed and this has helped me calm down. now I have to try and fall asleep but my mind wont let me- ahh I hate this! neways send me reviews on my crappy story- I promise the next chapter will have slashy goodness. Latas Julie.)