Mood:  sharp

Wiem, ze tekstami piosenek nie przekazuje sie tyle tresci co wlasnymi, jednak i tym razem chce wyrazic swoje uczucia tekstami dwoch piosenek. JEdna bardzo przygnebiajaca, druga nieco pocieszajaca. Wszystko jest mozliwe i nawet jezeli cos, co teraz wydaje sie najwiekszym szczesciem moze sie skonczyc, to nigdy nie wiadomo czy kolejne, byc moze wieksze szczescie nie czeka za progiem.

Apocalyptica - S.O.S. (Anything But Love)

Bound to your side and trapped in silence
Just a possession
Is the sex or only violence
That feeds your obsession

You send me to a broken state
Where I can take the pain
Just long enough
That I am numb
That I just disappear

So go on and fight me
Go on and scare me to death
Tell me I asked for it
Tell me I'll never forget
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love

Does it feel good tonight
Hurt me with nothing
Some sort of sick satisfaction
You Get from mimd fucking

Oh stripped down to my naked core
The darkest corners of my mind are yours
That's where you live
That's where you breathe

So go on and fight me
Go on and scare me to death
Dare me to leave you
Tell me I'd never forget
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love

Without any faith
Without any light
Can dare me to live
Can dare me to lie
Inside I am dead

So go on and fight me
Go on and scare me to death
I'll be the victim
You'll be the voice in my head
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love

Natasha Bedingfield - Not Givin' Up

Rubbing salt in my wounds
Like it don’t hurt, like it don’t hurt me
Your sweet bitter love songs
That seduce me with a sinister beat

I’m bringing out the worst in you
It was never my intention to
That was just unfair to do
Salt in my wounds
Getting burned up
With the negative heat

How can I stay mad with you?
When I’m so in love with you

I don’t know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some how
You and me we got common ground
I’m not giving up, no

Are you looking for a way out?
Are you looking for an exit?
It seems like all the fuss you’re making
Is a sign that you’re not quite sure

Well, I don’t recommend you to
Coz what we got’s to good to lose
And I can tell you know that too
Or is it just aggravation
You’re picking on me
You’re rubbing salt in my wounds

How can I stay mad with you?
When I’m so in love with you

I don’t know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some work
You and me we got common ground
I’m not giving up, no

I don’t know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some work
You and me we got common ground
I’m not giving up, no

Maybe just a kind word now and then
Could turn it around and make us a happy end
But if this is it and the moment is gone
Well then I guess I must have just got it wrong

Wise as it sounds it just doesn’t make sense
And as long as it takes I’m gonna keep on trying
Coz I’m not giving up on us
I’m not giving up, no

How can I stay mad with you?
I’m not giving up, no
When I’m so in love with you

I don’t know what we argue about
When all we do is scream and shout
I still believe in our love right now
And its gonna work out some work
You and me we got common ground
I’m not giving up, no

No way, no way
I’m not giving up, no
No way, no way
I’m not giving up, no

Tak wiec, nie wierze juz w cuda ale sie nie poddaje. Nie pierwszy raz myslalam, ze z dana osoba bede do konca zycia i sie zawiodlam. Dlaczego teraz mialoby byc inaczej? Nie wiem i nikt nie wie. Ja jeszcze troche powalcze. Zobaczymy kiedy skonczy sie moja wytrzymalosc. Ale jeszcze nie teraz.