What in the HELL was wrong with me?
Ok. I did it. I got drunk BY MYSELF and almost threw up all over myself. I started out by buying this nice sized bottle of Henny. I'm a Henny lover. Straight. On the Rocks. No Hpnotiq. Okay. I was talking to my friend on the phone. Sipped. Kept talking. Sipped some more. Got up and fixed me another cup. Next thing I know, I'm leaning over my toilet bowl vomiting like crazy. I get up, get to my door and fall in my room. Yes, i fell IN my room. Right at the trash can. I vomited some more. I messed up my wall in the process. I don't remember getting to my bed. I think I crawled to my bed. Woke up Sunday morning with a HELLAFIED hangover. I don't know how I made it thru the day. I felt like shit. All day long. I needed something from my stomach. I couldn't vomit but had the urge to. Don't you just have that urge to vomit but can't? Yeah, thats the feeling I had. I was told by the pharmacist (he's hella funny) to take some M.O.M. I did and was shitty mess all day long...running back and forth to the bathroom trying to do my work. I got off work, came home and been drinking water ever since. Every time I look at that bottle now, I get sick. My stomach churns. That made me NOT want to drink anymore. Wait, I'm not gonna say anymore. Of course I learned my lesson, but still. One day, I might wanna do the thang and drink some more, but not as much.

That has been my day in a nutshell. I'm sitting here at my computer chatting with my friend Evil One. She knows she is my dawg. I wanna talk about my friend. I met her in chat and the rest is history. *laughs* I went to Chicago to see a friend of mine and found out she has that same friend. We took a day and went to Chicago and just walked and walked and walked....whew, and I saw Nelly and froze the hell up. Yes, I froze. I couldn't believe he was standing there, in Nike Town. Right in front of me!!! I didn't even get a picture with him!! But, that's okay. I loved my trip to Chicago. Y'all just don't know. I am going back for Labor Day next year. I heard about this concert that goes on that weekend from my lovely dredded friend. I have GOT to go. I never get away for the holidays like that so this will be a first for me. Thank You Evil!!!

Well, well, well...
Black Friday is here and it's just about gone. People are fighting to get their christmas lists complete. Others are literally fighting to keep their places in line. WHY in the world do people do this? I know the sales are good, which is why I'd rather pay the regular or sale price for what I want to get. It's not worth fighting over. Today was a hellacious day (if thats a word). Ask me did I get any work done. NO. People were coming in, left and right. It was terrible. CHA-CHING!

Music has got to be my inspiration for staying sane. If I didn't have my music, I would be a lost soul. It's so comforting...soothing...relaxing... Especially from a hard days' work. A couple of the people that I listen to now are Kindred and Dwele. Evil One got me hooked on Dwele a little while ago. Rhian Benson is another new singer that I like. She looks a little bit like Alicia Keys. Hey! Is it me or is anybody else feeling the new single by Ms Keys? I know I am. There are a few more that I'm still listening to. Do y'all remember Anthony Hamilton? He sang with Nappy Roots. I have to admit, I've liked him since that stint. I have GOT to get his new cd. I heard that it was good. Somebody has to let me know more about his cd.

Happy Turkey Day?
Well, it's been a minute. Its Thanksgiving day in my neck of the woods (and hopefully yours too). Just getting ready to make the trip from house to house, eating more, taking pictures, being with my family. I would just have to say that I really don't want to celebrate. I mean, I can celebrate being thankful for being here another turkey day. I just can't understand why they killed off the Indians? The Indians were here first and they were wiped out while trying to celebrate. They just wanted to do what we do. Be with family and be thankful to be alive. I just do not understand that. I may never understand that. This was their land before we even got here. I really do have Indian blood running thru my veins (truthfully) and it just hurts to see that happening.

Alright. Now this Michael Jackson thing has gotten waaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy out of hand!! Why did they have to do this to him? Yet once again, at that! I think that little boy and his parents just want some attention. Y'all can't tell me that they haven't tried this before. I've heard that they have sued in the past. Is this a pattern? I hate to see MJ like this.....nose, bleached skin, and all, but he's still one of the best singers of all time.

Musiq's new video just came on. Let me critique this video for you if you haven't seen it yet. Girls in the car, on their way to the club. Same scene for a lot of videos. I know the music is all about the club scene, but sometimes you can just sit in your house and listen to music. I guess that may be boring to some. Yeah, the club is hype, but some of us don't do the club thing anymore. There's is way too much shit going on. WHY must there be a fight/shooting every damn night I used to go? The last time I was at a club? About 7-8 months ago. It was actually right before that Chicago club fire. I can't remember how long its been though, but it has been a while. How did I stray from Musiq's new video to the club scene? I just get carried away sometimes. Things stick in my head and I have got to speak my mind.

I am so ready for Christmas to come and go. I don't know what I want. I don't think I will get anything this year....nothing big. The holidays are really good when you're around your loved ones. I'm around mine every day that I'm not working. I just love to see the kids happy, you know? My little cousins are my heart. Even if my almost 2 year old lil cousin wants to get on the phone and talk a hole in your head like you really understand what she is saying. You might understand one word, maybe two. But anyway. I don't think she's into toys that much. When she was a baby, she liked the colors of the wrapping paper more. I hope when she gets older, she will learn to love the toys we buy her. My mom and her grandma spoil her to death! Actually, they spoil allllllllllllll the kids. Every last one of them, like they're grandkids or something. (my sis and i dont plan on having kids anytime soon, so they gotta spoil all they want now)

A New Day...
Here goes nothin'. I have had my first day off in a long time. Work can be very stressful for me sometimes. I feel like everybody is dependent on me. Don't always depend on me. I can't even depend on myself for some things. I hear things like, "You're too young to be stressed out like this". If y'all only knew what I went thru at work. Oh yeah, a supervisor is supposed to supervise and direct others. Not true. I do just as much work as the next man. I may as well be a manager in my own store. I'm telling you, they can not pay me enough money to be a manager. I would hate to take over somebody's elses position and walk into a messed up store, having to start over. That's not fair to me, but I guess I'll live.

Back to my day off. I spent most of my day in bed as usual on my days off. No need for me to get up and do anything. The weather was nice, yes, but did I move? No. I did a little laundry, that was about it. I need to wash my truck. Daggone gas guzzler. I'll get over that. I also just sat around and listened to some Dwele. Pam turned me on to him. I didn't know that he sang backup, well, sang with SV. I was turned on to Slum Village by another friend of mine. Kindred is another duet I'm liking.

My online days, well, chat days, are numbered. I am getting to the point where I am just sick and tired of what goes on where I chat. People don't know how to act. Evil One, if you are reading this, you can vouch for me. Am I telling the truth or what! Yes, I'm still going to call you Evil One. I still love your dreds girl!

Adding this in....I just received a call from the alarm company and I have JUST returned from CVS. This is what I get for being management. I hate it sometimes, but the pay is nice.

A First Time For Everything
Alright, there is a first time for everything and my first time is now. I have never done anything like this before. Of course, I keep journal entries, but nothing that I would want to share with the world. I never understood how this worked until a couple of my friends hooked me up with the understanding of the "blogs". I love y'all. Alright, here goes...

Today had to be one of the most horrible days for me at work. Customer complaints coming out the wazoo. All having to do with the pharmacy. No, I don't work in the pharmacy. I'm a Shift A Supervisor for CVS. I may as well be the assistant manager, but I just don't wear that title. Anyway, all of our pharmacists left to go to Walgreens. Yes, its true. I don't know what can make a person who has been with a company for 20 plus years leave and go to another drug chain that is not really doing good according to the stock market. To make a long story short, I have to hear it. I have to make things right. I hate that sometimes. The Customer is always right. I hate that statement. Sometimes I feel that if the customer wouldn't come in with an attitude, that we wouldn't have to say shyt to them. I hope y'all got that.

I am finally no longer single. I have met the most wonderful guy in the world right now. I have been thru HELL but I'm feeling lovely right now. He is the best thing going for me right about now. I have one question though. Why is it, when you're finally hooked up with somebody, all your ex's and used to be friends wanna holla? I have always wondered that. Oh friggin well.

Like I said, this is new to me. I had to get something started. This will get more interesting with each day, trust me. I lead an interesting life. Don't you just loooovvvveee interesting people that lead innnnnnnnnnteresting lives?