Of All But Hope-

I don't want to make a habit
Of caring
But for you I will
Sad thing is
Sometimes I cut myself
To see if I still feel
The pain of another blade

Because inside I'm a world
Of all but hope
You don't care because you don't believe
You aren't meant to know
You thought you knew me
You thought you knew me
Inside I'm a world
Of all but hope

The shower head is on
I'm drowning in my blood
Call it internal bleeding
Or attempted suicide
It's not about how you live
It's how I choose to die
But something about you
Keeps me fighting the good fight

Because inside I'm a world
Of all but hope
You don't care because you don't believe
You aren't meant to know
You thought you knew me
You thought you knew me
Inside I'm a world
Of all but hope

This nightmare I'm in, it's you
This dream I choose, It's you
The reason why I live, it's you

Because inside I'm a world
Of all but hope
You don't care because you don't believe
You aren't meant to know
You thought you knew me
You thought you knew me
Inside I'm a world
Of all but hope