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Name: John Lynn
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 10/7/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: ANIME!!!!! games (any kind, i like action games mostly some rpgs), DDR music, Dido music, strategy games... (not good at them though lol)
Expertise: HAHA... burning and wasting CD's on anime... i'm pretty good at doing that
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business


Email: email me


Member Since: 11/8/2003

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Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Ok, i know i haven't posted since forever, but... i starting to think that there is nobody that reads my xanga, so i kinda have no reason to post anything.  But if u r reading this good for u.  in a brief update, my nice 160 gig hdd is now reduced to about 31 gigs.  How fun is it u ask? Very fun!  But u know what's weird?  I'm starting to get bored... of everything.  Even... dare i say it... anime.  I don't know what's gotten into me lately but i'm feeling kinda listless and aloof.  its as if my body is doing all the things that its supposed to do, but i seem to have no feeling in it whatsoever.  I feel strangely numb around ppl.  Not to be cliche or anything but, where is the love?  It seems that i don't really love anything/one anymore.  Then i started thinking about love.  It seems that now i can't really say that i love anyone.  I don't know how to feel love.  My parents always said that they show me love through their actions, but i hardly ever remember them saying that they love me.  I feel oddly out of place everywhere i go.  I guess that's why i can't really show love.  I expect ppl to know that i love them based on my actions, but they never seem to notice.  I guess u could say i'm a bit depressed cuz... well, i think i have the nice-guy syndrome.  I mean girls have always liked me cuz i was funny, or stupid, or witty, but i can't really say whether or not any of them have ever loved me.  That's what i have been thinking about alot, what is it like to be truly loved by someone (excluding family members)?  Of cours u wouldn't know that i feel this way, because i always look happy.  I put on my face of cheerful jolly john every morning.  I crack as many jokes at lunch and dinner as i can, and yet when i go back to my room, and i'm alone (my roommate is hardly ever there) i feel a bit lonely.  That said, i don't want anyone visiting me, cuz i like my alone time, i can sleep and yes i can actually concentrate on hw.  But i do kinda miss some of the close relationships that i had in high-school.  it seems as though i used to have so much fun. now it seems as though i barely have fun at all.  Not even games are fun anymore...  Lately i find myself daydreaming and pondering my existence, my religous beliefs, and my morals.  i can honestly say that right now i'm doing some major soul/identity searching.  Don't worry about me getting depressed though, cuz all i have to do is play some music from The Offspring and do some major head-banging (no i don't actually bang my head on something i actually just shake my head back and forth like i'm a hardcore rocker dude hehe) and i feel a whole lot better.  Seriously i don't know what i would do if there was no music in this world.  I'd probably die.  But anywho, i gotta do some hw so i'll try and post later.  Not that u guys read any of this at all.


Thursday, January 22, 2004

Hi guys I just got some Killer hardware from Frys.  They had a sale on some of their hard drives, and my friend suggested that i get one.  This is because my 80 gig hard drive is entirely too small, and the fact that i can prolong burning cds, for a while, leaving more time to "study" and "read"  haha.  Now i can post alot of anime for ppls to dl, and i can dl more myself, without having to worry too much on whether or not i have space.  I thought u guys might like to see a picture of it so i just took a pic of the box.  I think that nowadays, i'm starting to like the idea of a Digital Camera more and more.  Anywho, the price of the 160 gig hdd, cost 179 dollars, but they had an in-store sale, which dropped it to 159 dollars, and a mail-in-rebate of 70 dollars, which drops it to 89 dollars.  I was like  The reason for this is usually it costs about 1 dollar per gig, but this way, i almost got 2 gigs per dollar.  Which is really good.  So anyhow, here's the pic, and all u leechers rejoice.


Tuesday, January 13, 2004

The long wait is over! i finally have time to update my site. w00t!!!  ok, a lot has happened since the last update, but, i won't bore u with the details.  First of all, my Writing 39 C class looks like it will be a BIG workload .  I had to read a whole book in just 3 days!!! 221 pages.  i was like .  Now i know all u over acheivers out there think that reading that much is ok right LOGARD, but for me, it was a bit daunting for a first assignment.  anywho, i got through it all which is why i'm able to type this now, but still....  ok i know these pics have been long in the waiting, but finally i have posted pics of what my dorm looks like.  Now this is only for ur viewing pleasure, and i will not respond, or take any complaints of messiness in my dorm.  In fact, compared to most other dorms, mine is pretty neat so *sticks tounge out and pulls eyelid down * (u have to watch anime to know what that means...)

Here is the basic overview of my side of the room.

 

Looks great huh?  Yes the chair at my desk rocks back and forth, kinda nice if u ask me...

 

Here is my shelf space.  This is located next to my closet which is about the same width as the shelf and is the same heighth.

 

Lastly here are my two lovely wallsrolls:

 

 

great huh? Two of my favorite animes (Trigun and Cowboy Bebop).  But i'll be sure to get alot more wallscrolls when i go to anime expo.  Oh btw did i tell u guys, that because of my wonderful friend Linda, i get a group discount.  35 bucks instead of 40 w00t!!!!!   THNX LINDA!!!!  I'm still trying to get some of my other friends to go i.e. Matt, Raymond, Alex, Jonathan, David, James, Chris D and Chris B, Carlos, Alan (if he wants to), Angela, and Steve.  C'mon guys u gotta go with us to AX! It'll be soooo much fun.  U can watch me whip Matt's but in Yugioh, and then u can watch Matt humiliate himself at kareoke, and then u can watch Matt lose at his favorite game (Soul Caliber, at which he claims to be the King at), and of course, this time i will not miss the Masquerade showing.  Anywho, i've talked enough, and need to get back to my HW, so i'll talk to u guys soon, online, or.... online.... hehe, i don't really know how to comunicate otherwise... i'm such a nerd HAHA but now it's become sheek to be geek so i can put on my suglasses at night, and then watch my anime, and ppl will still think i'm Kewl  *says in head* OH YEAH!!!


Wednesday, December 31, 2003

LAST SAMURAI REVIEW!  First off i have to say wow... WOW! ok now for the review:  Man that was an awesome film, and it was the first time that i almost (key word almost) shed a tear.  But i held it in and kept watching.  I'm so glad that they actually got real japanese ppls to do the other characters and the subtitles rocked.  I'm glad that they made Tom Cruise speak japanese and not just talk in english, and have everyone know what he meant... and the person who played the wife of the husband that Tom Cruise killed was really pretty, and i think she's probably the only jap girl that has white teeth.  I really love the scene in the begining when the samurai guys charge in, while wearing full samurai armor cuz they look completely sugoy !  And in the scene where some renagade ppls were trying to kill the leader of the clan, there was a guy using a kunai with chain. *sighs* (reminds me of my Yugioh days).  All in all i give this 5 out of 5 ninja stars.  It was awesome, and i look forward to getting it on DVD!  BTW, if anyone has any idea of where i can get alot of free and reliable web space e-mail me with the details onegaishimas!


Tuesday, December 30, 2003

I took of the music to this site cuz it took to long for ppls with 56k to load my page and i have received numerous complaints (not really, cuz no1 reads my site anyway ).  Ok this is my 3rd attempt at posting some pics of my christmas presents.  I was able to take these wonderful pics with my new digital camera!  Lets hope it works.

Here's my new digital camera:

Now i know most of u are asking how i took this picture of my digital camera with my digital camera, that's a good question.  Well, this is my sis's camera.  My parents bought us both the same camera, so we'd each have something nice for x-mas. Kakoi huh?

Now does anyone remeber my old speakers?

 

Yah, these $10 bargain bin speakers used to be mine, but now i have 100 watts of bass with these new babys

 

i love the little remote thingy that allows me to control the bass, and the volume, and allows me to hook up an Mp3 player to it, or my cd player to it, or my headphones to it.

 

self-explanatory pic seen above ^  Lastly i would like to show u my X-mas tree.  It's really hard getting a night-time exposure, cuz u gotta hold the camera soooo still otherwise ur pics will come out blurry.

That's all folks.  Hope u enjoyed these pics, and look for more to come soon! Now it's onward to anime, and finishing at least 200 cds by the end of break (impossible u say, baka u call me, shinjinarinai!)  well i'll try to finish it.  look for my review of Last Samurai later today!  BAI BAI!!!!

Ok i just took off the pics cuz it took up too much space, and they r old



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