Fisted and Forgotten: I Used To Sleep: Chew Your Fingers: Decadence: Blow Out The Stars: [back to main]
Place those eyes that burn on my lap. I can't grit my teeth
without you. Do you believe me? Do you believe me? Let me breathe. I will never
throw that place away. Never stop hitting the ground. Feel you wrists snap. Why can't
you see I will pay. Pound your fist into the pavement. Feel your bone grind on the
ground. Try to breathe. Just try it. Hear the tick-tock making me sweat. Blood starts
to clog my pores. How do you like it? How does it feel. Is it better than the beat being torn
from your heart?
When I'm fit to breath again, pound on my chest. A smile can only
cover up so much of denial. Suicide was a happy thought. It carried me through dead
days. These dreams will torture me, till I'm fit to breath. Why can't you see I'm paying?
Don't smile. Begin to cry. Why is it so hard to rip out my heart? Feel it in my neck.
A pain that won't go away. I used to sleep, until this cloud, hung over my head.
Pick the solitude that creates this Cage. Does the gray ever tire?
Does it ever feel pain? Tear me away. I want to see color again. Chew your Fingers.
Make my fulfillment drop. What is this development? Does it make things right again;
can I displace these thoughts? Try to take it from me. I snapped. Remember your gender.
Why do you crawl? Slice me a wound and pick at it. Beg to sleep.
Waiting at the collapsed gates of hell. Listening to the tortured screams
echoing through the hollow lungs of corpses. Waiting and pacing. And asking myself.
Describe a friend. With patience and grace. Be discrete. Spit these inconsistencies at me.
Think of a time. Think of a place that he touched you and saved you. Think of a time.
Think of a place that he touched you and crushed your soul. Stop it. Tear my world apart.
Would you believe me if I said I would blow out the stars to
spend eternity in the dark as long as through the black I could hear you say I love you? Now I have only the stars to keep me company. I fight the sunrise in your eyes. But even heavens magic leaves without a goodbye.
