A thinker, a snowboarder, a daydreamer, a winner, a writer, an artist, a wisher, a listener, a laugher, a social butterfly, a loser, a beauty queen, a musician, a geek, a dancer, a crier, a giver, a reader, a loner, a volleyball player, a politician, a shopper, a singer, an athlete, a best friend, an academic, a traveler, a player, a surfer, an environmentalist, an outcast, a fashion lover, a partier, a talker, an explorer, a worker, a lover (not a fighter), a klutz, a hypochondriac, a photographer...
But you can call me Sara.
LYRIC OF THE MOMENT ~ "All of This" by Blink 182 feat. Robert Smith of The Cure
"With all of this I know now, everything inside of my head. It all just goes to show how nothing I know changes me at all, again I wait for this to change instead, to tear the world in two. Another night with her but I'm always wanting you...Use me, Holly, come on and use me. With all of this I feel now, everything inside of my heart. It all just seems to be how nothing I feel pulls at me at all, again I wait for this to pull apart, to break my time in two. Another night with her but I'm always wanting you...Use me, Holly, come on and use me. She's all I need, she's all I dream, she's all I'm always wanting. She's all I need, she's all I dream, she's all I'm always wanting...you."
"Relationships don't work the way they do on television and in the movies. Will they, won't they, and then they finally do and they're happy forever. Give me a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with and half the ones that get married get divorced anyway. And I'm telling you right now through all this stuff that I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate-covered candies and, you know, in some cultures, a chicken. But you can call me a sucker, I don't care. Because I do believe in it. Bottom line is couples that are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time if it's right and they're real lucky. One of them will say something..." -From "Scrubs"
"I ran into him today." "I ran into her today." "I was alone, I felt like a loser." "She was always so independent." "He was with his new girlfriend." "I forgot my girlfriend was even there." "I looked like a mess." "She looked even more beautiful than I remember." "He asked how I was doing." "I was miserable not knowing how her life was going." "I lied and said I was doing great." "She's probably happy without me." "I couldn't even look at him without wanting to cry." "She wouldn't even look me in the eye." "I wanted so badly to touch him again." "I held her one more time." "He hugged me." "Then I went home and cried." "Then I went home and cried." "I lost her." "I love him." "I love her."
"That's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you're a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing...So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with that guy, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I though that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out!" -From "The Notebook"
I can't always promise that I'll be perfect for you. I can't guarantee that I will be nice and cute and funny 100% of the time. There will be days when I show up at your house sick, in sweatpants, and in a bad mood. I will make fun of your choice in music, I will not laugh at your jokes, and I will say things that make you furious, knowing full well that I'm making you mad. Sometimes, I will get angry for no reason at all, because I can't promise that I'll always be rational. I can't promise that I will remember to take messages, and not get jealous when I see other girls' numbers on your Caller ID, and always look pretty for you. I can't promise that I'll always be your dream girl, but I can promise you that I will always try to be everything you want and more, because I love you and I'll do anything for you.
One day, we were bored and we decided to do something noone had ever done before. Something completely different and unique and new. So we walked. We walked for longer than anyone had ever walked in all of history. We grew older as we walked, we became old and gray, brittle and fragile. We turned into porcelain dolls, but we were happy. And after we walked for a thousand years, we got there. We got to the end of the Earth and peered over the edge. It was black. Very black. We kicked a rock off and watched it disappear. Slowly, we turned around and let our heels hang over the edge. We held hands and looked into each others eyes. In his eyes, I saw my past and all the reasons that I loved him. And slowly, very slowly, we fell. And we fell forever and ever...
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