A Payge 4 Lily&Jim

I love you guys and I hope that you will have everything you guys want. If you ever need my help, you know that I am there for you. ( except when you need me to babysit hehehe) I will buy Justice, Nation, Ashley, Antonia, or whatever name you pick for your kid things, but I won't be there to change their diapers k? hehehe

::what i thought first time i met jim? ::

The first time I met Jim, I thought,"oh God, just another guy trying to get with my sister. definitely a player". But boy, was I wrong.

::what i thought after a few months of dating?? ::

I still thought Jim was a player. I wouldn't let some guy come in a take my precious sister away from me. It wasn't that i disliked him. He was a kool guy. He got me everything I wanted, but it's my sister!

::what did i think at the engagement?! ::

What was going through my mind ? What was going through my mind?? hmm....is my hair ok? j/k i ws actually thinking OMG! my sister is getting married soon! don't cry don't cry hehe!! is it really happening? it can't be happening is it happening reallly? she's getting married?

::what did i think a few weeks before the wedding??!! ::

I'm in a confused mode of stress, sadness, happiness, excitement......i don't know what to feel! i 'm stressed cus of all the moving and all, sad cus my sis is moving away, happy cus she found someone she loves, excitement cus i get to see everyone at the weddiing!!!! oh yea!?! what am i going to sing??!?!?!?!? hmmm......so many choices! i narrowed it down to 45 hehe j/k!!

::what was I thinking the week before the wedding??!! ::

OMG OMG!!! The wedding is in a few days!! That week was so long and busy! Everyday there was something to do for the last minute adjustments. I can honestly say that I think I had more fun that week than you, Lily. hehe j/k I mean with practice on Tuesday and Thursday. Plus with all the out of town guests. It's not like any of us had much sleep. Let's just start with Thursday. Lily, you went to pick up Bac Trang and came home late and I went to music practice and stayed out till like 2-3. Then on Friday, the rehearsal, the rehearsal dinner, everything! I mean I was already nervous about singing and all that for your wedding....but then after rehearsal I was even more freaked out about your wedding. I think I stressed out for you.

::what did I think the morning of the wedding and during mass??!! ::

I was thinking yes! i don't have to get the princess bee anymore pop! no j/k i was thinking i hope all goes well during the mass...oh no i am not going to have anyone to fight with anymore....what am i supposed to do next?....i wonder what will happen at the reception...did i forget my song? all those things jumbled into my mind all at once. it wasn't like i wasn't happy for you guys but i was more freaked out for myself than you..selfish huh? when everyone started crying..i had to hold back my tears cus once i start..i wouldn't be able to stop. especially when daddy took you down the aisle and made that speech in the morning... i wish that i could've had a little time to talk to you myself and tell you how happy i was for you but i was busy with everyone else.

::what did i think at the reception??!! ::

I'm really happy that everything turned out great. but i was exhausted from all the floating candles....i swear some people were trying to blow the candles out on purpose!! but when i saw everybody eat....i was almost at the point of drooling....all through the reception i had 2 things in mind....my guy....and my song...but at the dance i was ok. it was all after the wedding that i want to relive hehe. i think i wanted to cry many times during the reception but ong put it over the top....his song made me so emotional!!

::what did i think at the dance??!! ::

This picture reminds me of you guys dancing your first dance...i remember that song so well and how i was going to sing it. You dance with daddy really made me feel how much he really loved us. It reminded me of the movie Father and the Bride. The dance was really fun though especially when we made that train.....the band really played hard to make it a fun night for us.

::what did i think when i found out you two were pregnant???!! ::

I was in shock! i didn't know what would happen next? if things would change or not...all i could think of was myself- how selfish was that?

::what do i think now?!! ::

I wonder if it's going to be a boy or a girl.... hmm....boy or girl? is it a jasmine the nguyen or is it christian ngoc nguyen??