Save Me
*2 Weeks Later*
"Bye Taylor", I whispered Taylor and I had just spent an incredable night together hell an incredable two weeks together we went everywhere you could imagine. We went canoeing,we played basketball, went to some amusement parks,movies just to catch up. Natalie didn't mind at all I was soo happy. It was around Midnight when he brought me home that night, we had gone to Oklahoma City to visit some museums and such, I quietly opened the door hoping not to wake up Ike. The lights were out so I tip toed passed the couch over to the room as I opened the door the lights went on.
"Isaac",I stated placing my hand over my chest. I turned around to see him staring at me, his eyes looked tired.
"Have you been waiting for me to get home?",I questioned him. I dropped my bags and walked over to him. He was now standing by the door looking at me.
"Did I wake you?",I questioned him. He wasn't saying anything.
"Isaac come on talk to me please",I stated standing right in front of him.
"You spend more time with Tay then his own wife Jina whats up with you?",Isaac questioned sternly.
"Can't two friends catch up on the years we missed I mean.. why do you have a problem with this Isaac?",I looked at him and crossed my arms. He walked passed me and made his way over to his blue couch and sat down. I followed him and sat down next to him.
"Whats bothering you tell me.. I dont understand what the big deal is..",I told him trying to get him to look me in the eye.
"You act like your dating Taylor coming home at midnigth every night out almost every day Im sure Nat is sick of it too", Ike protested.
"What the f*ck Ike? Natalie doesn't mind us getting reaquainted...".
"Your doing more then getting reaqainted Jina your falling in love with Taylor all over again I know I was there the first time it happend",he was now facing my direction his face red and his eyes got a little watery.
"You dont know me Isaac Hanson so dont pretend you do! Telling me that Im falling in love with Taylor again what kind of bullshit is that?",I questioned him.
"It's true",he said a single tear fell from his eye.
"Well you know what Isaac..",there was a slight pause.
"Im tired I had a long day.. goodnight",I told him as I got up looking back once before I opened the bedroom doors, and slammed them shut. He always did that to me the one thing I hated about him HE KNEW ME WAY TO WELL.
~*~
The next morning I woke up to the smell of eggs,bacon and coffee coming from the kitchen. I walked out of the room in my scooby doo boxers and my Simple Plan t-shirt. Isaac looked up from his cooking. I looked over at the table by the big window close to the kitchen. There were two places set some flowers in the middle and OJ poured into 2 small glasses. I walked closer and walked through the open doorway into the kitchen area. I placed my arms around Isaacs waste.
"Smells good", I whispered into his ear. He put the spatchla down and turned the stove off as he turned towards me placing his arms around me waste. I looked into his hurt brown eyes.
"I over reacted",he told me.
"Yeah you did", I slightly laughed. He looked into my eyes.
"The jelous monster peered it's ugly head",he told me his voice was soothing to just listen to.
"Your jelous?",I questioned him, I had no idea why he'd be jelous of me and Taylor when Taylor is married.
"Slightly.... okay I lied again.. A LOT!",he stated looking down. I placed my hand under his chin so he could look at me.
"Wanna do something today?",I questioned him.
"Dont you have plans with Taylor",his eyes not looking at me.
"No actually I dont today.. lets go canoeing that was my favorite come on Ill make it up to you Ike",I wrapped my small arms around his neck. He was foreced to look down into my eyes.
"Alright",I smiled which forced him to smile and I pulled myself closer to him drawing him into a big hug. His hands gently glided up and down my back.
"Lets eat", I told him in a whisper. He let go and grabbed the pan.
"You sit I serve", he smiled.
~*~
Ike was wearing semi tight (ooo baby lol) blue jeans with brown hiking boots and a black t-shirt. I came out with my Jeans and boots and my New Found Glory t-shirt. Ike had just finnished packing us some lunch and we headed out to the river. We got into Ike's black SUV and he started to drive.
"It's too quiet can I turn on the radio?",I questioned him. He looked at me and smiled.
"Go ahead",he told me. I reached over and began playing with the knob. I came across an oldies station as a firmilar beach boys song came on. One of the songs Isaac used to sing me to sleep with called "God Only Knows".
*Flashback*
"Ike?",an 11 year old Taylor questioned as he peaked into him and his brothers room. I trailed behind him his hand placed tightly in mine.
"What Taylor?",Isaac questioned.
"Jina's over again... she wants you to sing to her she's scared",Taylor pointed out.
"Well where is she?",he questioned. Taylor opened the bedroom door a little more to reveal me standing there. The tears were pouring down my face and my sobbing grew louder by the second. My dad had just hit me with the belt and my mom quickly got me out of the house before he hurt both of us even more. She went back to face him while she dropped me off at the Hanson house. Taylor let go of my hand I was afraid to leave him.
"Go on baby go.. to Ike",he stated sweetly. That was his nick name for me after we had watched Dirty Dancing 20 million times he ended up calling me Baby. I slowly walked over to him as he picked up the wood colored guitar in the corner. I sat down on Isaacs bed and looked up at my childhood crush.
"What do you want me to sing to you?",he questioned runnings his fingers through my hair as I heard Taylor leave. I looked at him.
"God only knows.. the beach boys",I told him.
"Alright lay down okay?", he questioned me. I could only nodd and I layed myself down as he sat down right next to me and began to strum the opening chords to the song.
"I may not always love you But long as there are stars above you You never need to doubt it I'll make you so sure about it God only knows what I'd be without you.........................................
*End Flashback*
"God only knows God only knows what I'd be without you", the beachboys finnished the song as we arrived at a little lake. He pulled the canoe he had out of the back of the SUV and we carried it to the lake. We both jumped in and began to pattle all over the beautiful lake. The tree's were perfectly full of leaves and the sun shone off of the water. He had placed the lunch inside the canoe hopefully we wouldn't tip as we made our way to the other side of the lake, we brought the boat up adn Ike pulled out a blanket and a picnic basket from the canoe. I smiled at him as he set it up. We sat down munching down on some Chunky peanut butter and jelly sandwhiches, on a blue and white checkered blanket. When I saw Ike was done eating I moved closer to him and layed my head on his chest and looked up at the afternoon sun.
"So tell me what have you been doing in California?",he questioned pushing his fingers through my hair.
"Stuff", I told him with a smile.
"Stuff.. what kind of stuff?",he questioned me. I smiled.
"Well I went to a two year college on a full scholorship for Audio Recording.. I actually watched Good Charlotte's new album be made.. which was awesome..",I said with a smile.
"Thats soo great Jina Im proud of you",he said I felt his lips touch the top of my head and I leaned back a little more.
"What have you been up to Isaac Hanson?",I questioned taking his hands and pushing my fingers through his.
"Recording an album which fans have been waiting for since the beginning of 2001",he said.
"You do realize it's 2003 what took you so long?",I questioned him.
"A lot of shit", he said his grip on my hands tightened.
~*~
We definitly lost track of time becuase as I looked over at the sky the sun was setting.
"Ike look", I pointed to the sun as it hit the horizon.
"Remember when you me and Taylor came here.. and we watched a sunset on the 4th of July then we camped out that night and watched fire works over here with my dad",he said.
"I remember that", I said as I turned myself so I could see him.
"I had a really great time today",he said looking into my eyes.
"I did too...", I looked down as I felt him staring at me.
"Can I kiss you?",he questioned me. My heart skipped a beat as he asked me and I quickly jolted my head up to look into his eyes.
"You wanna kiss me?", I questioned taking a big gulp I began to feel sick to my stomach. I didn't know how to answer his question it's only been two weeks since Ive been here.. we've known each other all of our lives, a kiss?
"Yeah I do.. Ive wanted to since you were 13 but you had Taylor.. Im sorry I know that was a little crazy.. I didn't mean to ask you",he looked away.
"It's alright",I placed my hand on face and looked at him. I wanted to melt he was soo beautiful.
"May I kiss you?",he questioned. I looked at him and nodded. He slowly moved closer and placed his lips on mine for a few minutes nothing then I felt him trying to get his tounge to part our lips. I slowly parted mine letting my tounge go freely into his mouth. I moved closer and held him tighter this felt so right and so good. We both pulled apart at the same time I rubbed the back of his neck.
"Ive been waiting for that for a long time", he whispered. I smiled.
"You got me now Isaac Hanson", I told him with a smile.
