Being Shy

Being shy is the most painful and auwful thing a person can go through emothionaly.I should know, i've been going through it my whole life.Just imagine this : You're in the lucnchroom, lunchtime again,sitting by yourself, sitting by the popular table.You look over at them.They're laughing, joking around you're crush is over there. Youn want to go over there,but for some strange reason your legs won't move.
There stuck to the floor.You try again,but you're feet just won't move.You want to go over there, but what if you say something stupid? What if they laugh at you? Or worse, they completly ignore you? You change your mind and not get up.Your stomech is growling.Your so hungry, but you can't go through the lunch line by yourself.
What if something happened? What if they over charge you? What if you forget your lunch # ? What if you spill your lunch all over yourself? You don't get up.There's your friend April.Maybe you should go up and say hi. It would only be the right thing to do......Right? But what if she's busy? What if she's in a bad mood? Maybe i shouldn't go over there? I mean, she's around all her friends.I don't know any of them.I'll just stay here.
Everything will be fine.......i hope.* Bell Rings* Finally, lunch is over, but now i have to go work on my history project with my history group.I don't know any of them.What am i going to say to them? Do they even like me? They would probly rather have that really cute, popular girl over there in that group than me. Oh, well, i'll probly end up doing all the work anyway...like always.
by - me

Overcoming Shyness

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