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Several
Short Poems of Mine
I
saw you yesterday, standing there
The breeze blowing sunshine through your hair
And struck by your beauty, fell head over heels
For my little lily of the field.
I could never say it.
Times you were right there, but
my tongue locks
my heart skips
and I grow faint
and even three simple words escape me
A
rainy day is beautiful weather
For crying
If I could hold out for the clouds; believe me,
I’m trying
Mask all your pitiful sorrows and pain
In a sheet of darkened, cold grey rain
Then, lookout, girl! It’s glorious sunshine
Again
I pray and repent
Of a hated sin
Then I turn around
And do it again
Oh when, oh when
Will this dark circle end
I’m hurting my best friend-
Jesus
The moon, the stars, the whispering trees
They fill my heart with awe at Thee
How could a god, sitting high above
Do this, yet care enough to love
A poor, blind, sinning soul
That seeks to fill a God-shaped hole
With things that in no way edify
The only One who can satisfy
My shoulders shook
The tears, they fell
My lost friend had died
And was burning in Hell
The blue-eyed girl that fills my world with light
Will meet me under the oak tree here tonight
Hand-in-hand through frosted, moon-lit meadows
‘Til the dawning sun should chase away the shadows
We’ll walk together in the midnight air
And pause to lift our voice as one in prayer
That with Him in our thoughts we’d always stay
Together on the path that follows The Way
Une fille sympathique
J’ai rencontré
Et très gentille
Elle a été
Mais je ne sais pas
Où elle est allée
La fille très belle
N’a pas pu rester.
(Which translates as:)
I met a nice girl
She was very polite
But I don’t know where she went.
The beautiful girl could not stay.
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Essay on My Favorite Literary Work for AEGIS English
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I
love to read, for learning, for fun, and for my
own intellectual pursuits, and I have been doing
so since kindergarten. This is probably the biggest
reason that I can write as well as I do. Some of
my first books were the encyclopedia and the Boxcar
Children. In fifth grade I read The Hobbit, and
in sixth grade I became familiar with Congo and
Sphere, both by a favorite author of mine, Michael
Crichton. If I had to look at all of the things
I’ve read, however, and pick the work that
has had the biggest impact on me, I would have to
say that it is the Holy Bible.
This is an awfully broad choice, since the Bible
is a compilation of so many different works. I have
good reason, however, because they all fit together
around a common theme, and there is not a single
area of my life that has not been affected by what
I have read in my Bible. It has changed how I relate
to people, what I look for in a friend, what I think
love is, and how I think the world began. It has
inspired me to action, to the service of others,
and to the glorification of God above all else by
exemplifying Christ in my life.
The Bible is an unmatched source of encouragement,
inspiring me with the stories of people who sold
out for God, and endured all kinds of hardships
here on earth, not losing sight of a goal that would
outlast material things, even to the point of death.
It comforts me, explaining how this life is not
all there is, that it can not even be compared with
what is to come, and that Heaven is a free gift
that doesn’t have to (and indeed cannot) be
earned, but accepted and paired with repentance.
The biggest part, from which all of the other influences
flow, is the life of Jesus, recorded in the gospels
(Matthew, Mark, Luke and John). This man, Jesus,
was God’s son, God-in-the-flesh, and was born
on earth by a virgin. Once he was grown, he began
to teach, explaining things to the Jewish people,
and later to everyone. Then the time came for him
to die.
In order to fulfill prophecy, to become the sacrifice
that would atone for man completely, Jesus had to
be betrayed by one of his followers, Judas Iscariot,
and die upon a cross. He willingly accepted this,
because it was God’s will, and gave his life
for everyone. Now, because of Jesus, anyone can
come before God without the guilt of sin, because
Jesus took it upon himself. The Old Testament leads
up to this, following the plight of man, the troubles
of Israel, and the futility of this life. The rest
of the New Testament is a follow up, telling what
happened to His disciples, how He was raised from
the dead after three days, reiterating the necessity
of fulfilling Old Testament prophecy, and then going
on to describe the early church and to settle doctrinal
issues through letters to the churches, ending with
the promise of Christ’s return and what it
entails in the book of Revelations.
If I had not been and were not continuing to be
affected by the Bible, I would be a different person
entirely. I probably would not want to serve others,
and wouldn’t want to make the world a better
place. I would be the center of everything, whether
it showed outwardly or not, and I would be greatly
concerned with either prolonging my life and milking
it, or getting everything in such a way that my
life is short and sweet. In short, I would have
no love, and no hope.
Instead, because of the Bible, I care for others.
I try to style my life in a way that reflects Jesus’
life, serving others, and putting a big focus on
sharing the good news that I know with those around
me. I said I try; indeed, I do not always succeed.
A classmate of mine died not so long ago, and though
I did not know him well, I had ample opportunity
to be a positive impact on his life, and did not
seize the opportunity. In this way, more than any
other, the Bible has influenced by giving me a pressing
burden to share what I know with those around me.
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Frantic
little ants
Run scrambling into their hole
The spring rains have come
The arrows are loosed
The cold fires of war rage on
More souls are destroyed
Enchanting blue eyes
A soul as bright as the stars
I'd love to know her
A red, wind-blown leaf
Floats soft on the autumn breeze
Winter is coming
Little children scream
Thunder rolls across the land
Spring storms are scary
Waking moment's dream
Her bright face fades into mist
Long forgotten girl
Disconnected thoughts
Trickle through my mind like rain
In a tree's branches
A long shadow falls
A cross stands on Calvary
All sins forgiven
Pizza on my mind
What is this thing between buns
Soy-burgers are bad
Young, unspoiled beauty
Dining here with me tonight
My heart flies away
Pale young Irishman
Chatting late with the ladies
Party on, Patrick!
A sharp young poet
Sits with pen and old guitar
The good music flows
A gentle figure
Resting her head on a desk
A Sleeping Beauty
Beauty like no other
Alas, as a thorny rose
It pricks and draws blood
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If
You Don't Stop Preaching To Me, I Can't Be Your
Friend
I don’t think anyone has ever said that to
me, but if they did, here is a rough idea of what
I’d have to say. You see, saying this indicates
that this person doesn’t understand a lot
of things, about me, about life, and everything
else. First of all, I’m a Christian. It is
a Christian’s life-long mission to share the
wonderful knowledge we have with everyone we come
into contact with; it’s the Great Commission:
“Go therefore and make disciples of all the
nations.” And they’re right; if they
don’t understand this, they’re going
to have an awfully hard time being my friend. But
wait, there’s more.
I have many really cool friends, and make new ones
every once in a while. What I really hate, though,
is when I lose one. And I’ve lost several
over the ages. And even if I keep in touch with
my friends until one of us dies, that will always
separate us, at least for a time. The thing is,
I know that I will see all of my friends who are
truly Christians in Heaven when we’ve all
“shuffled off this mortal coil”. I’ll
still lose all of my non-Christian friends, though,
and that will be forever. So, I want to do everything
I can to know that I will see every single one of
my friends after I die. I mean, after all, if I
was best friends with a non-Christian, and we stayed
that way, all the way from now to, say a hundred
or so years from now, we’ll still be separated
in the end. And hey, what is a hundred, even hundreds
upon hundreds of years together, compared to the
rest of eternity apart?
And besides all of that, it still isn’t my
complete reason. It’s not just something I’m
supposed to do, nor is it just a way of keeping
friends. Perhaps you, the reader, have read some
of my other stuff, and noticed a similar trend.
You see, Christianity isn’t a club or superstitious
religion with a set of rules to follow. It’s
a way of life; it’s The way to Life. It saturates
every level of your person and your personality;
you’re not just soaked in it, it’s dripping
and pouring off of you. That’s why I can never
stop “preaching to you,” be it spelling
out the gospel in front of your face, or doing my
utmost to live it in front of you.
But one final note: this knowledge of mine, not
belief or feeling, but solidly-grounded knowledge,
and the spread of it, is more important to me than
any friendship I could ever have. Your life and
the lives of other people I know mean much more
than the chance to be friends with them. If this
means that I cannot be your friend, then so shall
it be, but I will be dead before I cease to try
and present the gospel to you, and friend or no
friend, you cannot stop me from praying for you.
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Smartest
Man Alive (For A Little While Longer, Anyway)
Yeah, that’s me. The smartest man alive, assuming
I live much longer. Oh, yeah, I’m a real genius.
I know all about gravity, even a little about relativity,
but I don’t seem to think such things apply
to me. Then there are things like electricity, and
elementary physics. I know some about that, too,
yet I used to lick 9v batteries, and stand in front
of moving vehicles, and race trains across the tracks
(on foot, no less, or just walk close enough to
touch them while they’re moving and spit on
them, getting knocked over by the rush of air after
they pass).
Nothing will match what I did the other day, though.
Nothing comes close. It had been a good day, not
particularly absent-minded or anything. It was the
day I had my hard finals, though, so I was a little
overwhelmed, even after school. Youth stuff at church
had been awesome; I’d really had a meaningful
time in worship, and when I got home, I was feeling
great, if maybe a little unawares.
The sky was nasty, and was threatening all sorts
of weather. Of course, it goes without saying that
there was quite a bit of lightning, so I went outside
to watch. I do this all the time. It was great,
because it wasn’t raining here, in fact, I
don’t think it ever did. The lightning was
a ways off, too, and hard to see. That’s when
I came up with my genius idea.
I’ve always loved to climb trees. That’s
another brilliant streak of mine; no height is too
high, no branch too weak; if I’m not through,
I just keep on going. I especially love to get up
onto roofs. Yeah, that’s me, the smartest
man alive. I climbed up onto my roof so that I could
watch the lightning.
It was beautiful. Nothing can completely describe
the awe that I felt, watching the blazing sky over
the very tops of trees, far away in the darkness.
Flashes here, blinking over there, boom, boom, rumbling
bass better than any stereo you’ve ever dreamed
of. Then it hit me.
Suddenly, there was an incredible, blinding flash
and a loud BANG! Thinking back on it now, I can’t
figure if it was actually lightning or my own shock
and panic. Standing there, on my roof, in the middle
of a thunderstorm, so I could see the lightning.
That’s me, all right. I could have been killed.
I wasn’t quite the tallest thing around, but
I was pretty close. Somehow, despite this realization,
something made me want to stay, and I was fighting
such urges all the way down the tree and into the
house, and into my room where it was safe, so I
could play on my computer and get zapped during
a power surge.
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