Kurt Cobains Suicide Note

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Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated,infantile complainer, this note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from punk rock 101 courses over the years-since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence the embracement of your community - has proven to be true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now.I feel guilty beyond words about these things.
For example, when were backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar the he crowd begins, it doesn't affect me the way it way it did in which for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love, to relish in the love and adoration from the crowd, which I admire and envy. The fact is, can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I could think of would be to rip people off by faking it, and pretending I am having 100% fun. sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time every time before I walk on stage. I've tried every thing in my power to appreciate it, and I do, god, believe me I do. But it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot. I must be one of those narcissists who only appreciates things when there gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb to regain enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I have had much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still cant get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. there is good in all of us I simply love every one too much. So much that it makes me feel too f*cking sad. the sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces Jesus-man!
Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy - and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be - full of live and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point where I can't function any more. I cannot stand the thought of francis becoming the death rocker that I have become.
I have it good, very good. And I am grateful. But since the age of seven, I have become hateful to all people in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Empathy! I love and feel for people to much, I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm to much of an erratic , moody person and I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away

Peace, Love, Empathy
KURT COBAIN