Silent Prayers

J.

Why didnt I listen to you sooner?
Why didnt I take her advice?
Maybe if I had...
things would be different.
Who knows what might have been...
Who knows what will be.
And even though I long for your touch now
I dont pray for you to come back,
I dont want what's rejected me before.
I just pray that one day you'll realize you made a mistake
and for my own strength to accept the mistake you've made.