Knives (Reflecting the Eclipse). knives in the hands of the oafish man often leading to self-induced bleeding. knives in my hands are devils in mirrors often reflecting in that moment you stop breathing. KNIVES TAKE ME HOME. At the end, so last long, take cover, pulse is gone, i'm beyond far beyond. knives alive slip right between the ribs. i could smell betrayal on you all along. DON'T SPEAK. you have nothing to say. DON'T THINK that I give a fuck who you are. PIG. what's my problem? PIG. I'm your problem now... Knives reflecting the eclipse of life in your eyes. Knives reflecting the eclipse of faith in your lies. Knives reflecting the eclipse of life in your eyes. eating machine. we eat up everything, collectively, devouring every drug and vice and meat we see. we cannot be analyzed or categorized, we are born insane and destined to rise. ferocity is our philosophy. we indulge our need to feed. our personal freedoms are real in our world and that's the only fucking thing worth fighting for. WE ARE AN EATING MACHINE. too heavy, un-Yankee, come hard, move at the sound of hair grown low, moan like the sound of the riverboat steam, we seize the sleaze, get fucked up, and breed. ferocity is our philosophy. we indulge our need to feed. our personal freedoms are real in our world and that's the only thing worth fighting for. My sun, my mother sun... my sun, my southern sun... my sun, my mother sun... my sun, my southern sun... skinless. watch that skin burn away, burn away, burn away, watch that skin peel away, peel away, peel... lightwall - burn off all our skin. ultraviolet - covered over silent screams - your face transformed by flame... your humanity never to be regained... NOW YOU CAN FEEL ME... and if you feel me, tell me what i feel right now... you are a tattered rag, soiled and bloody... turn away, turn away... a light springs to my brain. you'll die knowing my hate grows inside your guts like a mutating virus, born into lifelessness, brought to the edge of a land of chaos. NOW YOU CAN FEEL ME... and if you feel me, tell me what i feel right now... by your own hand, into your heart. by your own hand, done unto yourself. now you'll feel me. disObedient. what a love. a love of bending over to the whims of this hurtful world. it's your love. i couldn't do it. i'm of a rebellious heart and live in my own way, and i've known a thousand more, like you, who've tried to change me. i know you're just another slave to burn. i'm of a rebellious heart, you will learn. you will learn... that's why I am DISOBEDIENT. that's why I am DISOBEDIENT. fuck you. i am DISOBEDIENT. forever and ever DISOBEDIENT. "Freedom is the ultimate high." watch the monkey dance, hear the monkey sing, pull the monkey's teeth, watch him go insane. if you tell me what to do, i'll do the opposite for sure, JUST TO PISS YOU OFF. I make my own fucking rules and revise them every day, THATS THE ONLY SYSTEM IN MY LIFE. take your lawbooks and degrees, hold a match to kerosene, BURN IT ALL and KILL YOURSELF. writhing naked like a slug on your knees, now, suck on me. if you want to be a slave all your fucking life, be MINE. TSETSE. i'm in from nightmares, crawling, bleeding, to my bed. the sunken kiss of the TseTse ornaments my head. i am swollen within a fever dream... your fingers freeze my blood... i alone hear my scream... the sweating walls come to an arc in this motel womb, isolated in a graveyard of innocence, swallowed up by a thousand mouths... swallowed up by a thousand miles... i'll wear well the sickness, envision the end. possessed by an insect voice, everything looks dead. everything was fine until I saw your face. your kiss got into my bloodstream, now I wait to die... all around me, darkness... needles in my brain... all over me... what was i to achieve? MOTHER! LIAR! the cancer is spreading her wings... MOTHER! LIAR! the answer escapes like a dream... FATHER! LISTEN! my prayers mirror my nightmares... FATHER! ANSWER my prayers and become my nightmares... my nightmares have become my life. Infested LEG. you are my infested limb, you are what i will not be, if i scrub with lava stone, will it rub you off of me? I HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY SLEEP, TELLING ME LIES. Your ever-presence is a cold disease. you are my greatest flaw. i dream of cutting you off, amputation, getting clean. but how long, you've already wormed your way into my heart. how long until my veins explode? outside of me, i see the whole world crumble... inside of me, i watch this damned world rot... what will it take to make you die? what will it take to make you die? what will it take to erase the mistakes? i would give my all to watch you burn. better to play the cripple, already emotionally crippled, no feelings... NO REMORSE. gore fills up the incision, cutting myself to live free, cutting myself... GET OFF ME. dissecting the tissue, cover my eyes and kiss you, cut out the lights... NO TURNING BACK. dissecting the tissue, cover my eyes and kiss you, cutting myself... NO REMORSE. you are my infested leg.
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