10/29/99
I found my mom's Halloween candy stash. I wuz actually looking for the chocolate chips she bought a few days ago. They would have done the job. But I hit the chocolate jackpot.
"Fee fi fo fum, I smell the blood of ...chocolate!" Needless to say I've almost exhausted the supply.
"It's spelled W-H-O-R-E, actually." I said.
"Whatever."
Just a sissy on a rampage.
"You intergalactic hussy!"
All these stupid people who watch me and make their little assessments from some pedestal of anonymity. Safe and righteous there. "You're no good, you're no good, You're no good."
Fuck you. Like I ever took out shares in your life. I don't think so pal.
So I quote this Elliott line here again:
"Tell Mr.Man with impossible plans to just leave me alone.
In the place where I make no mistakes, In the place where I have what it takes."
I am so in one-way lust with an actor on North of 60 and I can't even figure out what his character's name is. So I can't check the credits and see what the actor's name is. But Jesus is he ever beautiful. I will share with you that I am literally weeping right now just thinking about him. Wow.
I do have out-of-control tear ducts though.
Anyways, this guy's character is kinda bad-ass and dangerous. He's a wanna-be bootlegger, and he's on the violent side. His character is not what holds the appeal to me. Though I guess subconciously, guiltily, it is part of it.
But what I am drawn to is ...his beauty. Beautiful, beautiful.
So, if you know who I'm talking about, and you know his story, and it involves a wife or a hardcore girlfriend,
please don't share.
(Yeah fuck you for catching me quoting Nine Inch Nails.)