night after night she lies alone in bed
charlotte sometimes (dreams a world around herself)
christmas comes colder
Be careful what you wish for, he says. Be specific, he says. Or you will be alone in the middle of nowhere. We never threw the best parties. "Your kind of party would involve sitting in your room listening to PJ Harvey."
We sit and talk about these things. (Seems calm enough. May your girlfriend never know your weakness.) And as we talk I can no longer move. "It's so cold. Like the cold when you're dead.. living at the edge of the world"
"1200 spires... 2000 miles away"
shivering staid strong and strange
"i'll show you mine if you'll show me around"