I'm slipping into my nocturnal mode again. This is scary. It's passable in the summer, but in winter I barely see daylight. I am struggling to fall asleep as I hear my mother just waking up. And I'm just coming alive, peaking in my day as my mom is saying "Oh... I am so tired.." What an isolating sleeping pattern. I want my melatonin!
I called my ...place of desperate employment... told them I ... I .. I'll be back, in January, to work there. God that stung. (don't make me go back! Please, please, please don't let me!)