10/20/99
"I don't believe that I gotta die someday." "And if you gave it to me, I'd hold it up to the light. Like a god, or a good luck charm..." "Love me tenderly my darling... in this city of light and truth."
-PJ Harvey wails away as I type...
On Wednesdays one of the kids I take care of has a music lesson. Her teacher just got married. So when she came over today she spent half the lesson showing me her wedding photos. Ordinarily this would feel like... a boring duty. But it effected me, somehow. It wuz so beautiful to watch her be all smiling and giddy as she showed me these photos. And I love that when she shows up to teach she looks for me and tells me what is going on in her life. I'm not sure why but I'm honoured. And I look forward to it. I don't want to talk about myself at all, I just want to listen to her. You should see the photos too. Wow. They are such a fairy tale couple.
Next week she's bringing the video. A video of a wedding, and I actually want to watch it.