but now I'm -

It's all over now baby blue...

Sunday, February. 6th, 2000

you thought i'd care


Terrifying awful dream last night. A Truman Show-Fahrenheit 451 hybrid. I wuz trying to get out but The People in charge would rather I wuz dead than free. Me and a big group of accomplices, running through paths in the woods near my house, and these big machines are coming roaring and crunching after me, to kill me if I resist. They chase me into the ocean, where they try to drown me because I am still trying to escape...

I woke up all trembly in a full-body cold sweat.


"Chaara, you're stressed out.
You're stressed cuz you're bored."



"I have only come here seeking knowledge.
Things they would not teach me of in college."

-police



I'm going offline for awhile.
You are all pissing me off way too goddamned much.
You don't deserve me in the least.