012001 fuck people
fuck people who tell me that they are my friend, yet thats all they do.
fuck people who make me get my hopes up the whole time that i know them. get my hopes up thinking that one of these days they might see that hey caleb really has been a good friend to me and do something about it
fuck people who say that theyll call then dont
fuck people when they are assholes
fuck people when they betray trust
fuck people when they make make me feel like shit for caring
fuck people for ignoring the effort that i put into including them in my life only to have them go "and?"
fuck people who fuck people over
fuck people who make an effort every now and then, and then it isnt really an effort, just an "im bored lets see what is going on in caleb's neck of the woods"
fuck people who say that they will do something then dont
fuck people who take no time to consider what they might cause another person (read friend) to feel when they blatantly ignore them or show no interest in that persons life
on second thought
fuck me

im back
raised from the dead
nostalgic and shit
not thinking of anything
thinking of everything
contemplating people
fucking people
piss me off

shut that girl up
her voice is annoyee and squeakee
im in the middle of a flame war with someone
its fun
i am not incredibly intelligent (happy teresa?)
but i do know for a fact that i have thirteen-thousand times more intelligence than the person i am doing battle with

i thought mean thoughts against somebody today yesterday
it was nice
i miss people
i miss people who cared
care
miss them

i applied for a job as a Technology Specialist I
a computer tech
im excited
what do you care
you just come here to escape your own existence
you sitting there with nothing better to do than browse through my life
as if its just sitting there for you to browse through
it is
fuck me twice
why
im nice

there goes a second chance
all dressed up
not even grateful that he has been give the chance
the extension
someones mercy
or maybe hes just spoiled
with a weighty mother
and fat too
bitch

shes out for the night
oh she told me to call her
do you want to leave a message
yeah, tell her that caleb called
okay
and have her call me
i will make sure she does
thank you

yeah is xxx there
no shes out with xxx
i see
do you want me to leave a message for her
no
did she call you
no

i can see with my eyes closed
i can see with my ears
i cant see
im blind to the world
or is the world blind to me
i feel
i see
i smell
i taste
i touch
i sense
i am
or am i

fuck you and all that youve never done for me

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